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Age: 20
School: Republic poly
Birthday: 16 august 1991
When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I've dreamt in my life dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they've gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the colour of my mind. Emily Bronte
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someday i hope u would come to realised...
that my reason of living is all becoz u...
my soul may have died long ago..
but wats keeps me alive is all about u...
hmm.. hahas been having bad dreams.... dis few daes.....!!... hahas man my head sure... is trying to project something... but.. it disturb my sleep larh!! lols...!! okay okay crap agian.. hope.. todae i can sleep peacefully hehehes!!.....
well.... went to school with a terrible headache.. hahas... its alrite.. todae i told myself i going study... and nort going home half dae... lesson was quite boring... but yet... i try my best to listen to every word..... haha....... hmm.....
quite dissapointing with some teachers though.. i was lyk bringing chemistry filed... and she didnt come??? she went home?? omg!! ... i was there lyk damn bored.... and feel lyk going home... i didnt know hari raya meant soo important to everyone.. maybe... to me... its just some event... as i dun realli feel lyk celebrating.... my mood isnt here.. hahas pleased come back lols!...
after dat... went home... alone.. todae well.. its alrite i gotten used to it.. hahas!!..... but its quite.. a nice feeling too!! as... i finally know the meaning of dont depend on others.. :) okay crap again.... den didnt know wat to do.. so sleep the whole day hahas...
den my grandma ask me go my aunty house to breakfast.. but i am alwaes the last hahas!!.. i told her go first... well.. maybe just wanted to be alone??... my mind wasnt realli in good shape hahas!... i been thinking alot lately.. of wat goings happened... well i am prepared for the worst...
went to aunty house and cousin all seems to get friendlier each dae... which makes me happy..... hahas.. my stepfather go buy turkey omg!! SOo big LOLS FAINTED>.> AND I DID EAT IT A BIT AND I CANT EAT ALREADY de taste was lyk.. omg!! the smell.... can faint derh hahas!!...
well... todae is the last dae... of fasting... feel lyk time is going too fast....
and and and hehehes.. i persevere for 30 days woooo..!! and i guess.... self discipline should maintain the whole times hahas..!! well was talking about shooting star... wallpaper to put at my new roomhahas....
my stepfather... talk about other thing... LOLS!! argh... hahas!! nvm nvm.... but now den i realised... family is most important... as they alwaes.. seem to be there... to even talk or cheer me up.... maybe i cant find this in friends... hahas!!.. well... cousin lent me her book about sense of belonging... thanks alot uhh... actually i didnt read the book yet.. but the title seems to make sense... where the sense of belonging inside me...
why do i alwaes.. choose to be alone... why does it hard for soomeone to understand... does happiness... lies in ure own hand or maybe... being true to urself... is the key to every solution or is the world realli a complicated to live in...? words keep bothered in my mind hahas!! okay okay crap.. watever...
went home after dat... hahas... and my stepfather omg!! i didnt know how he know i was listening to old song maybe my mother told him hahas..!! well.. to tell u the truth the melody... dat realli got into me dat makes me listen over again... hahas!! and guess wat i heard my father have the carpenters!! WHOLE ALBUM WOO!!... been looking forward to lent from him!!.... :) hahas
hahas at home was my mother quarrel with grandma over the curtain which wan nicer lols... i am lyk.. the middle judge ?? HAHaS!! well.. to tell u the truth.. my grandma got a point the curtain wasnt realli suited.. soo... after coming to a conclusion my mother LOSE HAHAS!! :P well she lyk a bit angry... but its just a curtain relax alrite.. wen it comes to housing deco u must trust the old ones... they are more experience :) and make dem happy larh hahas!
well tomorrow dun feel lyk going... to mosque... as.. i dun tink i am good enough to be a saint....all of a sudden it rains... wen the cloud was cleared... hahas.. maybe its the tears of joy from heaven??.... hahas... okay okay... todae perhaps staying up late... as its the eve of hari raya hahas.!
hope to have a goodnite sleep TODAE!! hahas
well.... went to school with a terrible headache.. hahas... its alrite.. todae i told myself i going study... and nort going home half dae... lesson was quite boring... but yet... i try my best to listen to every word..... haha....... hmm.....
quite dissapointing with some teachers though.. i was lyk bringing chemistry filed... and she didnt come??? she went home?? omg!! ... i was there lyk damn bored.... and feel lyk going home... i didnt know hari raya meant soo important to everyone.. maybe... to me... its just some event... as i dun realli feel lyk celebrating.... my mood isnt here.. hahas pleased come back lols!...
after dat... went home... alone.. todae well.. its alrite i gotten used to it.. hahas!!..... but its quite.. a nice feeling too!! as... i finally know the meaning of dont depend on others.. :) okay crap again.... den didnt know wat to do.. so sleep the whole day hahas...
den my grandma ask me go my aunty house to breakfast.. but i am alwaes the last hahas!!.. i told her go first... well.. maybe just wanted to be alone??... my mind wasnt realli in good shape hahas!... i been thinking alot lately.. of wat goings happened... well i am prepared for the worst...
went to aunty house and cousin all seems to get friendlier each dae... which makes me happy..... hahas.. my stepfather go buy turkey omg!! SOo big LOLS FAINTED>.> AND I DID EAT IT A BIT AND I CANT EAT ALREADY de taste was lyk.. omg!! the smell.... can faint derh hahas!!...
well... todae is the last dae... of fasting... feel lyk time is going too fast....
and and and hehehes.. i persevere for 30 days woooo..!! and i guess.... self discipline should maintain the whole times hahas..!! well was talking about shooting star... wallpaper to put at my new roomhahas....
my stepfather... talk about other thing... LOLS!! argh... hahas!! nvm nvm.... but now den i realised... family is most important... as they alwaes.. seem to be there... to even talk or cheer me up.... maybe i cant find this in friends... hahas!!.. well... cousin lent me her book about sense of belonging... thanks alot uhh... actually i didnt read the book yet.. but the title seems to make sense... where the sense of belonging inside me...
why do i alwaes.. choose to be alone... why does it hard for soomeone to understand... does happiness... lies in ure own hand or maybe... being true to urself... is the key to every solution or is the world realli a complicated to live in...? words keep bothered in my mind hahas!! okay okay crap.. watever...
went home after dat... hahas... and my stepfather omg!! i didnt know how he know i was listening to old song maybe my mother told him hahas..!! well.. to tell u the truth the melody... dat realli got into me dat makes me listen over again... hahas!! and guess wat i heard my father have the carpenters!! WHOLE ALBUM WOO!!... been looking forward to lent from him!!.... :) hahas
hahas at home was my mother quarrel with grandma over the curtain which wan nicer lols... i am lyk.. the middle judge ?? HAHaS!! well.. to tell u the truth.. my grandma got a point the curtain wasnt realli suited.. soo... after coming to a conclusion my mother LOSE HAHAS!! :P well she lyk a bit angry... but its just a curtain relax alrite.. wen it comes to housing deco u must trust the old ones... they are more experience :) and make dem happy larh hahas!
well tomorrow dun feel lyk going... to mosque... as.. i dun tink i am good enough to be a saint....all of a sudden it rains... wen the cloud was cleared... hahas.. maybe its the tears of joy from heaven??.... hahas... okay okay... todae perhaps staying up late... as its the eve of hari raya hahas.!
hope to have a goodnite sleep TODAE!! hahas
Monday, September 29, 2008
sometimes i wonder if i am back to what i used to be in the past..would u notice me.....
hahas... okay went to schooll... i now i going be alone todae... maybe perhaps for the better :) okay.. lame hahas
mother tongue paper woo.. lols! a bit.. nervous.. hahas... okay as usual sitting at my quiet place.. chatted abit with some classmate.. and read my inspiring book woo hahas... !
well.. mother tongue paper start first paper hehes.. hmm i written on the fourth one.. now i understood both malay and english i choose number four? hahas ! coincidence ba.....
well its about a teacher that u respect the most.. so i written about my teacher guess hu hahas,.... cant guess nvm hahas... well.. while writting omg.. the teacher read my work Ahahahs!! fainted.... omg... i cant concentrate feel a little paisehx.. cos i write bout derh teacher lurh!!...
hahas.. well cos he seem to inspire me... well most of the word.. dere i written is true.. hahas!! and i didnt know i feel quite easy the paper... isnt soo troublesome...
paper two was okay larh... but during recess i sit inside class alone :( hahas.. well.. i dun mind... actually i rather be alone.... den suddenly was joined by some classmate hahas..! okay.. well quite cheer me abit.. but.. i am just concentrating too much on exam....
todae exceptional... first time ever since months.. i been home alone.. sitting at busstop hahas.. wooo!! but i dun realli seems to mind... den all of a sudden hidhir all come...! hahas.. well.. losing two friend and realising theres more others.. friends... seems.. make me realised i shouldnt just close one eyes but open both!...
okay went to lot one with him hahas!! he was sooo lyk!! GIRL LARH!!.... buy thing expensive a bit aso cannot hahas.. cos.. derh! lucky i have voucher which jia yi give me so i didnt realli intend to used it.. but hahas.. i gave to hidhir ba since hes studying amaths.. and its quite tough perhaps... it must make used to him hahas.. okay :) good luck ba...
after dat.. looking at the electronic dictionary woo... hahas!! the one i looking for is here!! heheh.... i going ask my mother buy no matter wat!! hahas!!... she promised me derh =)
after quite a while we went to supermarket hahas..!! i need buy food... ask my grandmother coook wooo!! hahas.... well.. i love homecook now more and more... instead of kfc macdonald all hahas..!!!! okay okay i know crap....
dat time uhh i trick that hidhir i no money!! hahas!! he was lyk...!! finding his ten dollar but soo long hahas.. well .... i was just testing him thats all.. if needed a friend huse in needs of help will he be able to help me... this is wat i am testing if u guys curious....
well.. didnt know what to do now maybe watch movie awhile! as i borrow soo many dvd hahas if nvr watch wasted derh!!! argh... and the rain... they seems to follow my emotion... thanks alot.. for raining.... i feel better and better and better :) hahas!!
sometimes i feel lyk telling the whole world how i felt!!!!! Argh!!
nite readers :)
mother tongue paper woo.. lols! a bit.. nervous.. hahas... okay as usual sitting at my quiet place.. chatted abit with some classmate.. and read my inspiring book woo hahas... !
well.. mother tongue paper start first paper hehes.. hmm i written on the fourth one.. now i understood both malay and english i choose number four? hahas ! coincidence ba.....
well its about a teacher that u respect the most.. so i written about my teacher guess hu hahas,.... cant guess nvm hahas... well.. while writting omg.. the teacher read my work Ahahahs!! fainted.... omg... i cant concentrate feel a little paisehx.. cos i write bout derh teacher lurh!!...
hahas.. well cos he seem to inspire me... well most of the word.. dere i written is true.. hahas!! and i didnt know i feel quite easy the paper... isnt soo troublesome...
paper two was okay larh... but during recess i sit inside class alone :( hahas.. well.. i dun mind... actually i rather be alone.... den suddenly was joined by some classmate hahas..! okay.. well quite cheer me abit.. but.. i am just concentrating too much on exam....
todae exceptional... first time ever since months.. i been home alone.. sitting at busstop hahas.. wooo!! but i dun realli seems to mind... den all of a sudden hidhir all come...! hahas.. well.. losing two friend and realising theres more others.. friends... seems.. make me realised i shouldnt just close one eyes but open both!...
okay went to lot one with him hahas!! he was sooo lyk!! GIRL LARH!!.... buy thing expensive a bit aso cannot hahas.. cos.. derh! lucky i have voucher which jia yi give me so i didnt realli intend to used it.. but hahas.. i gave to hidhir ba since hes studying amaths.. and its quite tough perhaps... it must make used to him hahas.. okay :) good luck ba...
after dat.. looking at the electronic dictionary woo... hahas!! the one i looking for is here!! heheh.... i going ask my mother buy no matter wat!! hahas!!... she promised me derh =)
after quite a while we went to supermarket hahas..!! i need buy food... ask my grandmother coook wooo!! hahas.... well.. i love homecook now more and more... instead of kfc macdonald all hahas..!!!! okay okay i know crap....
dat time uhh i trick that hidhir i no money!! hahas!! he was lyk...!! finding his ten dollar but soo long hahas.. well .... i was just testing him thats all.. if needed a friend huse in needs of help will he be able to help me... this is wat i am testing if u guys curious....
well.. didnt know what to do now maybe watch movie awhile! as i borrow soo many dvd hahas if nvr watch wasted derh!!! argh... and the rain... they seems to follow my emotion... thanks alot.. for raining.... i feel better and better and better :) hahas!!
sometimes i feel lyk telling the whole world how i felt!!!!! Argh!!
nite readers :)
Sunday, September 28, 2008
if the firework could light up our hope wouldnt that be good?? :)
hmm.. hahas todae.... was quite okay.. well woke up and... played awhile.. my mind was still in a mess hahas!! get to get a hold of myself...! lols!! okay...
get ready for tution all of a sudden i get interest in reading books again.. so asked mother for money..! hahas...!! well she tot i didnt wan to go tution todae as useless.. cos english finsh during fridae? hmm.. well.. i doesnt wan to waste ure money fee dats all..!!
wen as usual to clementi... the weather was quite okay.. but the construction workers working realli makes me feel uneasy with those smokes!! around....! veri! lyk irritating! i hate going to tution hahas..!!.. ya ya... and yet i still go? wat an idiot...
okay at there was lyk.. soo enthusiastic.. but all of a sudden when teacher give out a worksheet get soo bored and!! its soo boring man!!... keep doing worksheet.. instead of teaching.. haiz.. so i do until question 3 comprehension and slept through out the lesson.. and de teacher aso cant be bothered?? wen the class all doing their own stuff hahas..!!
my mind was physically tired.. maybe cos i tink too much.. problems keep surfacing.... i still have my past past past past problem... to clear okay!! pleased stop coming! hahas.. lols lyk can stop lyk that..!!! this few daes feel soo alone!..... well thats alrite.. i dun mind as i am a lonely_dreamer after all hahas!....
okay back from tution went popular looking for inspiring books.. and most of them is i know whats the outcome would be lyk.. so i bought different books..! hehes...!! wen it comes to reading i am the laziest one.. but sometimes... from books i know wats going on with my minds.. all this while hahas...! okay crap again...
wen home greeted by aunty and maybe cousin?... they been here for three to four days hahas.. but its okay larh.. we are family after all.. !...
breakfast.. and rested awhile watch tv.. hahas! den all of a sudden my cousin tell me about her problems omg!! fainted... i have enough on my mind... but i love counselling others hehes...!! maybe part time job good uhh/.? Hahas!...
well didnt realli give her soo much answer but i hope it does help her abit?? maybe even a little?? lols if it doesnt forget bout it lerh... hahas!
after dat was lyk boring again..... and after sorted out by the way i revise i dun tink i can get achievers tea... hahas.... and.... was quite nervous for tomorrow test... cos... my mother tongue wasnt good lately... i duno if i can do it anort... but i hope i will put it through with enough knowledge.. and lucky perhaps and god.....
hoping i could do well on this final years exam... !!
get ready for tution all of a sudden i get interest in reading books again.. so asked mother for money..! hahas...!! well she tot i didnt wan to go tution todae as useless.. cos english finsh during fridae? hmm.. well.. i doesnt wan to waste ure money fee dats all..!!
wen as usual to clementi... the weather was quite okay.. but the construction workers working realli makes me feel uneasy with those smokes!! around....! veri! lyk irritating! i hate going to tution hahas..!!.. ya ya... and yet i still go? wat an idiot...
okay at there was lyk.. soo enthusiastic.. but all of a sudden when teacher give out a worksheet get soo bored and!! its soo boring man!!... keep doing worksheet.. instead of teaching.. haiz.. so i do until question 3 comprehension and slept through out the lesson.. and de teacher aso cant be bothered?? wen the class all doing their own stuff hahas..!!
my mind was physically tired.. maybe cos i tink too much.. problems keep surfacing.... i still have my past past past past problem... to clear okay!! pleased stop coming! hahas.. lols lyk can stop lyk that..!!! this few daes feel soo alone!..... well thats alrite.. i dun mind as i am a lonely_dreamer after all hahas!....
okay back from tution went popular looking for inspiring books.. and most of them is i know whats the outcome would be lyk.. so i bought different books..! hehes...!! wen it comes to reading i am the laziest one.. but sometimes... from books i know wats going on with my minds.. all this while hahas...! okay crap again...
wen home greeted by aunty and maybe cousin?... they been here for three to four days hahas.. but its okay larh.. we are family after all.. !...
breakfast.. and rested awhile watch tv.. hahas! den all of a sudden my cousin tell me about her problems omg!! fainted... i have enough on my mind... but i love counselling others hehes...!! maybe part time job good uhh/.? Hahas!...
well didnt realli give her soo much answer but i hope it does help her abit?? maybe even a little?? lols if it doesnt forget bout it lerh... hahas!
after dat was lyk boring again..... and after sorted out by the way i revise i dun tink i can get achievers tea... hahas.... and.... was quite nervous for tomorrow test... cos... my mother tongue wasnt good lately... i duno if i can do it anort... but i hope i will put it through with enough knowledge.. and lucky perhaps and god.....
hoping i could do well on this final years exam... !!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
when all is paid and done,
it is best to leave it that way.
alrite todae nothin much interesting hahas.. just looking forward... to my meeting shirmin and josephine plus those two... for study?? hehes... i get soo excited i cant sleep dat night lols!!....
maybe its cos the first time i am going study with shirmin!! hahahas.. okay okay crap i know hahas..!!
well.. woke up as usual was quite happy.. and i didnt know they at lot one soo early.. but the meeting point was lyk 1 pm??...
hmm get ready and play dota awhile... saw the bryan... from 3.5 so i joined dem... hehes lucky i didnt embarrassed myself.. in the first game... and dey did called me a pro Hahas.. well thats expected LOLS!! fake!! hahas...
well at the bus place i saw an cockroach.. crawling on the feet of a woman.. i feel lyk telling her.. but i didnt as ! u know singapore cant a bit.. later kena sue all this for sure..!! so i pretend closing one eyes... !
went to take 188 saw my ex... kimberly maybe she forgotten about me already.... well its alrite.. but the look she didnt forget at all.. hahas.. okay okay crap i know... maybe cos i didnt saw her for soo long..!! well.. dats alll for this.... its about the past..
okay... well i am totally late... but neither did i expect dem to behave lyk.. a petty person?? didnt wan tok to me the whole day? alrite fine? i dun give a damn!.... well.. at least shirmin and josephine are friendly.. hahas!! thats why i lyk them better...! rather then those two!...
hahas while... walking... tot wanted to give de aunty a supplier but after she sae wat xiaodidi pangmang?? hmm made me.. feel bad... so when going out of library i donated a bit... well... later didnt i expect theres a some kind of unsual.. letter?? about internal life??
hmm... hahas well wen to library i am lyk an idiot keep asking them to join us... when they pretend to fall on deaf ear... i feel lyk... omg... freaking...! angry...! lucky its!... fasting day... hahas
well if thats the kind of attitude i get... this is all over...!
hahas... well chatted with shirmin and josephine quite fun uhh!! hahas... maybe cos.. i lyk it the most when shirmin ask question!! hahas.... well totally.. and i didnt know how do the poa question omg how stupid!! hahas.. its alrite.. i will catch up somehow!! :)
okay after dat was lyk... some lady... asking us to keep quiet?... wth.. we didnt talk so loud and she was lyk acting lyk a boss??.... telling us wat to do... if i scold her dere.. confirm shirmin all will get into troubled.. so i didnt! well.... if she trying to speak about politic... i can call my mother and her lawyer friend to handle dis
the librarian may think that she have the right... to scold?? maybe shes too proud being a librarian?? ... back den.. i felt nort letting her off.. if shes gonna complained to school so be it... i dun give a damn.. hahas!! well i shouldnt alwaes.. think about myself but others aroudn me too..
hmm.. my mood totally... feel lyk...!! omgosh!!!>> its lyk exploding..!! hahas
okay heck care abou tthose part... well... suddenly shunski come?? omg.... his coming was lyk... i have predicted... well... watever it is i dun even give a damn....
huh... hahas... well... its me again.. asking those two to join us.. but they simply.. didnt... seems to listen.. and i feel lyk disgusted by their action... well if thats it u going be soo petty... just continued with this kind of attitude...!!... i wont bother u guys animore.... asshole.....
hmm.. somemore have shirmin at there.. if josephine onli nvm larh.. damn dem larh!!! aiyer i dun dun give a damn!!! argh!! hahas.... okay.. follow those SHIRmin and josephine around.. de causewaypoint well... i am quite happy.. hahas.. as i feel peaceful wen walkin with shirmin and maybe josephine?? hahahs.....
tot wanted to watch movie but it turn out all uninteresting.. hahas.. okay .... rather watch my movie at home hahas... well.. after that we all go no idea.. was lyk maybe....... cos they didnt wanted to spend so much money..... hmm so be it... :) if i could spend de dae wit shirmin... even if theres nothing to do i dun mind at all hahas!!....
well that one guy sms me... asking where i am i tot they are okay already?? it turn out asking me a favor to.. follow him go buy jean... haiz... well.. since theres nothing much to do... i just followed.. well include the two... hahas... if nort i cant be bothered larh....
they realli damn pissed me off.... hahas!! watever.....
okay.. was lyk... two paisehx thing happened... one at the library the other is during bus dere...
omg that one guy talking to me until i didnt noticed?? dat a WOMAN TRYING TO GO IN... omg.. and she sae helo?? omg.. watever larh... ehh since u soo _ _ _ let u in larh...!!!
Hmm!!! hahas luckily get to sit beside shirmin!! wooohooo... my heart was lyk beating soo fast.. i know this alwaes happened....!! when shes aroudn.....!! i guess i going fainted hahas... this is wat my horoscope daily told me...! hahahs ya ya....!!!
okay... we went as normal and he couldnt find his jean... and i bought my... earring!! hehes..... its for...... my caps.... :) hahahhas...
SHIRMIN THEY ALL WENT HOME FIRST OMG>>> haiz.. felt soo REGRET hahaas..!! cos i go follow those idiot!! argh........!!!
well... after that i finally sorted out my thinking.... !!! i wont ask them follow me neither will i follow dem...!! hahas... okay i went my own way... wooo.... hu knows inside my mind i keep telling myself if todae is the last day i going live on earth !! i MUST SEE shirmin for the last tyme no matter wat!!!.....
HAhas!! guess wat it did come true maybe... fate, coincidential or just practically they lost their way hahas.>.!! i met her !! LEH!!! AT MRT UPSTAIR WOOO!!!!...... dat tyme iw as lyk omg... is this realli them or am i just.... dreaming......!! hahhas!! its truth lehx guys believe it or not! its up to u.... :) but maybe as well todae be my last day on earth :(
hahas.... well went home with them but half way she keep ask me go home home go home... hahahas she tot iw an follow her lols!! omg.... well.. to tell u the truth... after i seen u... i can went home feeling easy... maybe nort in words... but i duno why... she seems to be able to cheer me up.... even tot nort even a word out.... maybe.. i am just playing with my mind....
okay so wait for 188 omgosh it was damn long i feel lyk dying waiting!!... hahas... okay okay watever went home... my mother called... saying tonite follow dem go buy water all this she belanja hehes.. hoooray... i feel better... i went home and rest.. guess wat i am late ! fastbreak over hahas!!
quickly rush over to my aunty house.. greeted everyone with my stepfather... and cousin... they were lyk happy to see me.. just lyk how happy i am to see them... i finally changed my attitude towards dem.. :) hahas... maybe for the betters...
usually i was rude ... but now i know... it doesnt realli do a person good..! hahas.. okay eat eat.. and asking my step father... about the wallpaper of shooting star.. he told me he try find for me omg... so sweet hehes.. thanks alot uhh.. i appreciate it....!! ralli...
hahas.. den after that my cousin lent me her quotes books hahas.. thanks alot uhh!! i realli need it.. to cheer my days or even to create new words... hahas i will make used of it! hahas thanks again!!!...
okay so we went to my stepfather house with my uncle taxi... and i lent alot of his dvd hahas..!!! he told me cannot the r21 Hahas i told him i old enough so i just took it!!! the saw 4.. if anione have watch it.. u should know where the part... hahas....
hmm.. den went to ntuc... which is fairprice... at de.... bukit timah.. was lyk omg...!! it was a bit peaceful.. i tot wanted to buy my own item... but in the end guess nort.. i buy for my grandma and the house beneficial hehes.. okay?? am i fillial or something inside my head todae?? hahahas!!..... well... watever it is i dun wish to know!...
waited for my uncle taxi to come.. and saw this pitiful... old man hunchbag.. helping others... to open the taxi door inorder to gain some tips... haiz it make me feel soo sad... ...
well my mother and aunty did give some money about 3 dollar to him he keep smiling happily... well.. thats over.. hahas ;)
rite now went home.. didnt know what will happened next hehes..!! maybe.. something good or bad... but u see... i felt damn happy.. as i get to spend even a single day... with shirmin !! hahas.....
okay... watever maybe its kinda silly... even tot the event was lyk soo boring..... it doesnt matter much to me... cos even.. if the whole world turn against me.... i wont be bothered about it... onli when she the onli person... hu turned against me.. then my world would crumble... hahas.. but i
hope dat dae will nvr happened....!!!.... maybe nort rite now... hu know in the future.... hahas well watever it is i enjoy the day todae readers.. :) happy reading.. hehes...
maybe its cos the first time i am going study with shirmin!! hahahas.. okay okay crap i know hahas..!!
well.. woke up as usual was quite happy.. and i didnt know they at lot one soo early.. but the meeting point was lyk 1 pm??...
hmm get ready and play dota awhile... saw the bryan... from 3.5 so i joined dem... hehes lucky i didnt embarrassed myself.. in the first game... and dey did called me a pro Hahas.. well thats expected LOLS!! fake!! hahas...
well at the bus place i saw an cockroach.. crawling on the feet of a woman.. i feel lyk telling her.. but i didnt as ! u know singapore cant a bit.. later kena sue all this for sure..!! so i pretend closing one eyes... !
went to take 188 saw my ex... kimberly maybe she forgotten about me already.... well its alrite.. but the look she didnt forget at all.. hahas.. okay okay crap i know... maybe cos i didnt saw her for soo long..!! well.. dats alll for this.... its about the past..
okay... well i am totally late... but neither did i expect dem to behave lyk.. a petty person?? didnt wan tok to me the whole day? alrite fine? i dun give a damn!.... well.. at least shirmin and josephine are friendly.. hahas!! thats why i lyk them better...! rather then those two!...
hahas while... walking... tot wanted to give de aunty a supplier but after she sae wat xiaodidi pangmang?? hmm made me.. feel bad... so when going out of library i donated a bit... well... later didnt i expect theres a some kind of unsual.. letter?? about internal life??
hmm... hahas well wen to library i am lyk an idiot keep asking them to join us... when they pretend to fall on deaf ear... i feel lyk... omg... freaking...! angry...! lucky its!... fasting day... hahas
well if thats the kind of attitude i get... this is all over...!
hahas... well chatted with shirmin and josephine quite fun uhh!! hahas... maybe cos.. i lyk it the most when shirmin ask question!! hahas.... well totally.. and i didnt know how do the poa question omg how stupid!! hahas.. its alrite.. i will catch up somehow!! :)
okay after dat was lyk... some lady... asking us to keep quiet?... wth.. we didnt talk so loud and she was lyk acting lyk a boss??.... telling us wat to do... if i scold her dere.. confirm shirmin all will get into troubled.. so i didnt! well.... if she trying to speak about politic... i can call my mother and her lawyer friend to handle dis
the librarian may think that she have the right... to scold?? maybe shes too proud being a librarian?? ... back den.. i felt nort letting her off.. if shes gonna complained to school so be it... i dun give a damn.. hahas!! well i shouldnt alwaes.. think about myself but others aroudn me too..
hmm.. my mood totally... feel lyk...!! omgosh!!!>> its lyk exploding..!! hahas
okay heck care abou tthose part... well... suddenly shunski come?? omg.... his coming was lyk... i have predicted... well... watever it is i dun even give a damn....
huh... hahas... well... its me again.. asking those two to join us.. but they simply.. didnt... seems to listen.. and i feel lyk disgusted by their action... well if thats it u going be soo petty... just continued with this kind of attitude...!!... i wont bother u guys animore.... asshole.....
hmm.. somemore have shirmin at there.. if josephine onli nvm larh.. damn dem larh!!! aiyer i dun dun give a damn!!! argh!! hahas.... okay.. follow those SHIRmin and josephine around.. de causewaypoint well... i am quite happy.. hahas.. as i feel peaceful wen walkin with shirmin and maybe josephine?? hahahs.....
tot wanted to watch movie but it turn out all uninteresting.. hahas.. okay .... rather watch my movie at home hahas... well.. after that we all go no idea.. was lyk maybe....... cos they didnt wanted to spend so much money..... hmm so be it... :) if i could spend de dae wit shirmin... even if theres nothing to do i dun mind at all hahas!!....
well that one guy sms me... asking where i am i tot they are okay already?? it turn out asking me a favor to.. follow him go buy jean... haiz... well.. since theres nothing much to do... i just followed.. well include the two... hahas... if nort i cant be bothered larh....
they realli damn pissed me off.... hahas!! watever.....
okay.. was lyk... two paisehx thing happened... one at the library the other is during bus dere...
omg that one guy talking to me until i didnt noticed?? dat a WOMAN TRYING TO GO IN... omg.. and she sae helo?? omg.. watever larh... ehh since u soo _ _ _ let u in larh...!!!
Hmm!!! hahas luckily get to sit beside shirmin!! wooohooo... my heart was lyk beating soo fast.. i know this alwaes happened....!! when shes aroudn.....!! i guess i going fainted hahas... this is wat my horoscope daily told me...! hahahs ya ya....!!!
okay... we went as normal and he couldnt find his jean... and i bought my... earring!! hehes..... its for...... my caps.... :) hahahhas...
SHIRMIN THEY ALL WENT HOME FIRST OMG>>> haiz.. felt soo REGRET hahaas..!! cos i go follow those idiot!! argh........!!!
well... after that i finally sorted out my thinking.... !!! i wont ask them follow me neither will i follow dem...!! hahas... okay i went my own way... wooo.... hu knows inside my mind i keep telling myself if todae is the last day i going live on earth !! i MUST SEE shirmin for the last tyme no matter wat!!!.....
HAhas!! guess wat it did come true maybe... fate, coincidential or just practically they lost their way hahas.>.!! i met her !! LEH!!! AT MRT UPSTAIR WOOO!!!!...... dat tyme iw as lyk omg... is this realli them or am i just.... dreaming......!! hahhas!! its truth lehx guys believe it or not! its up to u.... :) but maybe as well todae be my last day on earth :(
hahas.... well went home with them but half way she keep ask me go home home go home... hahahas she tot iw an follow her lols!! omg.... well.. to tell u the truth... after i seen u... i can went home feeling easy... maybe nort in words... but i duno why... she seems to be able to cheer me up.... even tot nort even a word out.... maybe.. i am just playing with my mind....
okay so wait for 188 omgosh it was damn long i feel lyk dying waiting!!... hahas... okay okay watever went home... my mother called... saying tonite follow dem go buy water all this she belanja hehes.. hoooray... i feel better... i went home and rest.. guess wat i am late ! fastbreak over hahas!!
quickly rush over to my aunty house.. greeted everyone with my stepfather... and cousin... they were lyk happy to see me.. just lyk how happy i am to see them... i finally changed my attitude towards dem.. :) hahas... maybe for the betters...
usually i was rude ... but now i know... it doesnt realli do a person good..! hahas.. okay eat eat.. and asking my step father... about the wallpaper of shooting star.. he told me he try find for me omg... so sweet hehes.. thanks alot uhh.. i appreciate it....!! ralli...
hahas.. den after that my cousin lent me her quotes books hahas.. thanks alot uhh!! i realli need it.. to cheer my days or even to create new words... hahas i will make used of it! hahas thanks again!!!...
okay so we went to my stepfather house with my uncle taxi... and i lent alot of his dvd hahas..!!! he told me cannot the r21 Hahas i told him i old enough so i just took it!!! the saw 4.. if anione have watch it.. u should know where the part... hahas....
hmm.. den went to ntuc... which is fairprice... at de.... bukit timah.. was lyk omg...!! it was a bit peaceful.. i tot wanted to buy my own item... but in the end guess nort.. i buy for my grandma and the house beneficial hehes.. okay?? am i fillial or something inside my head todae?? hahahas!!..... well... watever it is i dun wish to know!...
waited for my uncle taxi to come.. and saw this pitiful... old man hunchbag.. helping others... to open the taxi door inorder to gain some tips... haiz it make me feel soo sad... ...
well my mother and aunty did give some money about 3 dollar to him he keep smiling happily... well.. thats over.. hahas ;)
rite now went home.. didnt know what will happened next hehes..!! maybe.. something good or bad... but u see... i felt damn happy.. as i get to spend even a single day... with shirmin !! hahas.....
okay... watever maybe its kinda silly... even tot the event was lyk soo boring..... it doesnt matter much to me... cos even.. if the whole world turn against me.... i wont be bothered about it... onli when she the onli person... hu turned against me.. then my world would crumble... hahas.. but i
hope dat dae will nvr happened....!!!.... maybe nort rite now... hu know in the future.... hahas well watever it is i enjoy the day todae readers.. :) happy reading.. hehes...
Friday, September 26, 2008
hmm hahas... okay this is wat happened... todae... went to school well prepared... for my exam den all of a sudden i run out of... correction tape haiz... !... quickly went into ntuc at yew tee was lyk rushing but the queue was soo long.. but luckily the cashier was lyk polite... hahas okay okay...
went straight school and was lyk... keep tellling myself this is it... i am nort going failed...
lols... okay so i did my english paper one.. was lyk.. giving me headache... as i didnt realli understood wat moral values mean hahas... omg.. how careless can i be during the exam...
well i do question four as its about alone... which mean lonely... hahas!!
i tink this paper i going get lower mark as i write out of point omg!! fainted hahahas!! yea i can see it... hahas.... ! okay okay... was coughing through out the exam.. omg was lyk dissapointed in myself... why it happened when i am in the exam... it ralli does affect my thinking i couldnt think of ani new words to put in... haiz.. i hope i can do well....
well.. after tat was lyk slacking all the way... i keep thinking... of wats going happened..... but i believed.. dat no matter wat i nort gonna fail de exam.... i have come this far... i cant stop now... i wont fail!!... believe it or not!! ... :)
second paper was lyk quite okay... wasnt realli worreid about it.. rather worried about first paper.....
okay then was lyk went home... with the bryan and danial... they wan study at my house in de end? they played... and guess wat!!! dey lyk duno how sae...!! haiz soo dissapointing... i went to sleep for an hour.... and i still see dem slacking... omg!! hahas.. okay heck care after all at the end of the days its them hu gonna take the exam....
well... i felt bad lately... as i didnt buy food for my fish.. and it look at me with such eyes... which is quite... !! adorable.. omg.. hahas... i am sorry uhh!!! tomorrow i will buy it i promised.... well....
todae breakfast was unexpected hahas... :) my uncle and aunty bought alot of foods.. hahas thanks alot!! i couldnt eat much... as i was nort realli in good appetite hahas.. but well... wats over is over!!
hahas.. well... shirmin... i hope u do well.. for todae... alrite... :) i am alwaes rooting for u lols!! omg... hahas.. !! okay no matter wat asshole!! if i can do it!! so can u!!! and u can do even better !! three four five seven million times!! alrite hahas... just believed!!
went straight school and was lyk... keep tellling myself this is it... i am nort going failed...
lols... okay so i did my english paper one.. was lyk.. giving me headache... as i didnt realli understood wat moral values mean hahas... omg.. how careless can i be during the exam...
well i do question four as its about alone... which mean lonely... hahas!!
i tink this paper i going get lower mark as i write out of point omg!! fainted hahahas!! yea i can see it... hahas.... ! okay okay... was coughing through out the exam.. omg was lyk dissapointed in myself... why it happened when i am in the exam... it ralli does affect my thinking i couldnt think of ani new words to put in... haiz.. i hope i can do well....
well.. after tat was lyk slacking all the way... i keep thinking... of wats going happened..... but i believed.. dat no matter wat i nort gonna fail de exam.... i have come this far... i cant stop now... i wont fail!!... believe it or not!! ... :)
second paper was lyk quite okay... wasnt realli worreid about it.. rather worried about first paper.....
okay then was lyk went home... with the bryan and danial... they wan study at my house in de end? they played... and guess wat!!! dey lyk duno how sae...!! haiz soo dissapointing... i went to sleep for an hour.... and i still see dem slacking... omg!! hahas.. okay heck care after all at the end of the days its them hu gonna take the exam....
well... i felt bad lately... as i didnt buy food for my fish.. and it look at me with such eyes... which is quite... !! adorable.. omg.. hahas... i am sorry uhh!!! tomorrow i will buy it i promised.... well....
todae breakfast was unexpected hahas... :) my uncle and aunty bought alot of foods.. hahas thanks alot!! i couldnt eat much... as i was nort realli in good appetite hahas.. but well... wats over is over!!
hahas.. well... shirmin... i hope u do well.. for todae... alrite... :) i am alwaes rooting for u lols!! omg... hahas.. !! okay no matter wat asshole!! if i can do it!! so can u!!! and u can do even better !! three four five seven million times!! alrite hahas... just believed!!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
in life its nort about looking at your weakness onli but when u balanced both the weak and good.. they will become ure strength.. and motivated u further.. :) dun stop from achievingpaisehx forget update bout yesterdae alrite this is wat happened... hahas!! it was soo sweet i tot... it still inside my mind.. up till now hahas.... well.... went to school and suddenly it rained heavily.....! hahahs omg... its drizzling nonstop... and i saw hakim... on the way ahhas... i tot wan join with him and get wet together...
nana.... suddenly all of a sudden theres the uncle that i used to talk to wit hehes... he come to my rescue... omg soo nice hahas.. he share wit me his umbrella hahas... first i was reluctant as paisehx... people may look hahas..!! but after a while i dun mind as... i dun realli have a grandfather.. so i took him as a substitute for a day hahas!!...
well accompany him buy his nasi lemak or something hahas... den we went school!!... omg... i know vicky and huishan saw it hahas..!! LOLS!!!....! hahas tinking about it... i feel appreciated i didnt get soo wet...!! hahas okay okay... back on my life stories thanks uncle! :) i will alwaes rmb ure kindness...
this is for todae...
hahas well nothin much realli happen just a few boring... thingy going on around... hmm... well i am quite scared for eoy... as i now if i fail i might have 50% 50% chance of retaining.. and i dun wan it to happened...
well.... i almost forgotten... hmm.... todae have malay oral.. well it goes quite well unfortunately for the conversation i accidentally blurt out english word... omg fainted... hahahs!! my malay was weak right at the beggining of sec 1! haiz... i am soo ashamed of myself.. .....
nvm nvm... hahas well the worse is over... and guess wat me danial and bryan went home... okay all went their seperate way... and hahas.. i took my bus when it suddenly jammed on the middle of the road oh my gosh!! i told myself tis isnt supposed to happened..!! but its lyk seem fate i seen a tution centre preparing revising for n level next year..! perhaps i could get the contact from dere again :) because i alwaes though ahead... of wat nlevel will be lyk.. ahas
okay okay!! took 985... guess wat reach finally!! haiz.. MISSED THAT RENEE!! tay mei qi!! hahas.... at the traffic light!! den that supei!! told me!!.. omg fainted...!! idiotic her!!!!! .....
hahas!!
so i rushed home got my phone ask weihao for her number... den i told her.. i am such a dissapointment!! hhahas :( luckily she didnt tot so!! hehes... paisehx uhh renee i couldnt realli rmb as didnt meet for lyk 1 2 3 4 5 6 centuries fainted!! hahas... well glad to pass by u even if once.....
hmm.... hahas! alrite when heard from grandma todae cooking was going to be plain my heart was wrenching.. hahas!! i feel lyk dying.. but all of a sudden my mother!! bought chicken plus otak otak tooo!! hahas... she realli save my day too hahhas!!!....
well love u mother and grandmother!!! i beggining to understand even without a real father.... my family bond will nvr crumble.. just lyk a fire dat nvr die out.. no matter wat difficulty we faced!! :) !
hehes well..!!! good luck for ure eoy guys...! i hope for the best for everyone i hope u all does the same to me too!! HAhahs!!
nana.... suddenly all of a sudden theres the uncle that i used to talk to wit hehes... he come to my rescue... omg soo nice hahas.. he share wit me his umbrella hahas... first i was reluctant as paisehx... people may look hahas..!! but after a while i dun mind as... i dun realli have a grandfather.. so i took him as a substitute for a day hahas!!...
well accompany him buy his nasi lemak or something hahas... den we went school!!... omg... i know vicky and huishan saw it hahas..!! LOLS!!!....! hahas tinking about it... i feel appreciated i didnt get soo wet...!! hahas okay okay... back on my life stories thanks uncle! :) i will alwaes rmb ure kindness...
this is for todae...
hahas well nothin much realli happen just a few boring... thingy going on around... hmm... well i am quite scared for eoy... as i now if i fail i might have 50% 50% chance of retaining.. and i dun wan it to happened...
well.... i almost forgotten... hmm.... todae have malay oral.. well it goes quite well unfortunately for the conversation i accidentally blurt out english word... omg fainted... hahahs!! my malay was weak right at the beggining of sec 1! haiz... i am soo ashamed of myself.. .....
nvm nvm... hahas well the worse is over... and guess wat me danial and bryan went home... okay all went their seperate way... and hahas.. i took my bus when it suddenly jammed on the middle of the road oh my gosh!! i told myself tis isnt supposed to happened..!! but its lyk seem fate i seen a tution centre preparing revising for n level next year..! perhaps i could get the contact from dere again :) because i alwaes though ahead... of wat nlevel will be lyk.. ahas
okay okay!! took 985... guess wat reach finally!! haiz.. MISSED THAT RENEE!! tay mei qi!! hahas.... at the traffic light!! den that supei!! told me!!.. omg fainted...!! idiotic her!!!!! .....
hahas!!
so i rushed home got my phone ask weihao for her number... den i told her.. i am such a dissapointment!! hhahas :( luckily she didnt tot so!! hehes... paisehx uhh renee i couldnt realli rmb as didnt meet for lyk 1 2 3 4 5 6 centuries fainted!! hahas... well glad to pass by u even if once.....
hmm.... hahas! alrite when heard from grandma todae cooking was going to be plain my heart was wrenching.. hahas!! i feel lyk dying.. but all of a sudden my mother!! bought chicken plus otak otak tooo!! hahas... she realli save my day too hahhas!!!....
well love u mother and grandmother!!! i beggining to understand even without a real father.... my family bond will nvr crumble.. just lyk a fire dat nvr die out.. no matter wat difficulty we faced!! :) !
hehes well..!!! good luck for ure eoy guys...! i hope for the best for everyone i hope u all does the same to me too!! HAhahs!!
Monday, September 22, 2008
hee....! :) thanks thanks!! this for u two! dried leaf!! Hahas!!
hmm hahas... omg ps sundae didnt post!! lols was sick!!! i was down with fever OMG!!! AND I GUESS ITS A HIGH DEGREE FEVER CAN DIE DER LOL!! Hahas i was soo sick..... feel lyk dying... my mind was crashing apart...! i was thinking if this was the end.... i wont let it end yet!! theres still thing i havent achieved i cant passed away just lyk this...!! :) hahas
guess wat i get scolded by my stupid brother... saying i was lazy to go tution and... why on the fateful day my tution dae i sick... how i supposed to answer ure unreasonable and !! unCARING!! QUESTION u idiot!!... i am nort going to forget this!! ... hahas so went on i didnt went to tution was on the bed for lyk! keep moving around i couldnt sleep.... haizz... my mother was soo worried... i guess.... by the looks i am about to faint?? hahahs... she asked me to breakfast.... but i told her... no... i wont give up... i will wait till!! 7.plus den i will breakfast.. hahas damn it sometimes my.... brain didnt work properly so my answer aso will give crap answer.... maybe is because a fasting month onli for one month i dun wan to miss it!!.....
hahas.. fainted.... my mind sometimes i dun understand... ! even during my sickness i can still tink wat going happened and words keep crashing... into my mind.. haiz.. it was lyk going to explode... lucky my grandma come to my rescue.. hahas! she keep masssage me with some kind of water.. finally i got to rest in peace.. and the dryness... and thirstyness really killing me... and yet i have dream.... dats seems will come true..... i just cant rmb wat is it about... but i know in future i guess it will happened....
well this... one dae realli made me suffer alot... but i am glad i get to live for tomorrow :) hahas... i dun realli have appetitite during this dae... lols and i was lyk sleeping for 14hours... omg...!! Hahas its truth!!... and it was realli lucky dat i eat my medicine..
ON MONDAY
de dae before.. dat i been able to attend school todae.... hahas the giddyness still havent cleared... i guess while walking i may faint anitime!!.... hahas... but its alrite i told myself i sleep for long hours its time i get up and do something about it... what i wanna tell my mother.. i am nort lazy u must trust me.... !!... its just sometimes... ting alwaes dont go my way... just lyk it does... yesterdae... if u could understand.....
hahas.. okay okay... reached school feel lyk vommitting... but i persevere hahas..!! yea yea... cos todae i tot got test on situational writing!! skali is tomorrow can faint derh!! :( hahas.. but might as well.. its to prepared for tomorrow..... hehes... well i am quite well prepared now... :) i believed i can do it..!! trust myself one more time... hahas...
okay okay... de fever goes down for quite alot... hahas even tot the giddyness still dere... ! hahas.. okay okay went out with danial and bryan and gabriel took a bus one round and round gabriel went home... even before one round complete hes such a spoilsport!! lols... hahas okay okay bryan was grumbling he was hungry?? lols hahas...! i told him go eat den belanja us as well.. first tyme he was reluctant... but! in the end he agreed.. :) hahas
alrite when stop near the interchanged i went to fish shop first... hahas!!.... my fish been sick these few daes aww.. thats soo sad... i dont want to lose u :) u are part of our family.. since de dae i bought u!! hehes... and i nvr going abandon u when u are down... hahas... maybe it sick just lyk when i sick!! hehes.... !! does human and animal tink alike sometimes... hahas okay okay i talking crap here..!!
back on my life stories... bought its medicine! and went with danial and bryan to kfc... hahas! omg now den i realized macdonald and... long john changed location if i rmb correctly 28 september den long john will resumed business ... hahas!!
bought food that cost almost lyk a bomb!! and was lyk asking danial to part with some of his money... and he was lyk !! NORT EVEN A SINGLE CENT!! omg... i feel lyk knocking his head on the wall!!!! hahahas :) okay okay so dun care i am nort petty...!! sometimes onli....
hahas!!1 okay okay went back home to update but i wont online late as tomorrow have test!! hehes.... read my blog alrite!! hu ever out dere...!!!! :) listen to my life stories...!! hahas!! its get interesting as day passed BY =)
and lastly thanks mother and grandmother for being there for me... when i was half dead... i am realli thankful for all u did!!!!.. i wont forget ure kindness..!! nort in this life...!! i wil nvr be able to repay ure debt not in this lifetyme.... hahas.. i am soo easily contented... duno why.. maybe part of my lfie :) bye readers thanks for reading!
guess wat i get scolded by my stupid brother... saying i was lazy to go tution and... why on the fateful day my tution dae i sick... how i supposed to answer ure unreasonable and !! unCARING!! QUESTION u idiot!!... i am nort going to forget this!! ... hahas so went on i didnt went to tution was on the bed for lyk! keep moving around i couldnt sleep.... haizz... my mother was soo worried... i guess.... by the looks i am about to faint?? hahahs... she asked me to breakfast.... but i told her... no... i wont give up... i will wait till!! 7.plus den i will breakfast.. hahas damn it sometimes my.... brain didnt work properly so my answer aso will give crap answer.... maybe is because a fasting month onli for one month i dun wan to miss it!!.....
hahas.. fainted.... my mind sometimes i dun understand... ! even during my sickness i can still tink wat going happened and words keep crashing... into my mind.. haiz.. it was lyk going to explode... lucky my grandma come to my rescue.. hahas! she keep masssage me with some kind of water.. finally i got to rest in peace.. and the dryness... and thirstyness really killing me... and yet i have dream.... dats seems will come true..... i just cant rmb wat is it about... but i know in future i guess it will happened....
well this... one dae realli made me suffer alot... but i am glad i get to live for tomorrow :) hahas... i dun realli have appetitite during this dae... lols and i was lyk sleeping for 14hours... omg...!! Hahas its truth!!... and it was realli lucky dat i eat my medicine..
ON MONDAY
de dae before.. dat i been able to attend school todae.... hahas the giddyness still havent cleared... i guess while walking i may faint anitime!!.... hahas... but its alrite i told myself i sleep for long hours its time i get up and do something about it... what i wanna tell my mother.. i am nort lazy u must trust me.... !!... its just sometimes... ting alwaes dont go my way... just lyk it does... yesterdae... if u could understand.....
hahas.. okay okay... reached school feel lyk vommitting... but i persevere hahas..!! yea yea... cos todae i tot got test on situational writing!! skali is tomorrow can faint derh!! :( hahas.. but might as well.. its to prepared for tomorrow..... hehes... well i am quite well prepared now... :) i believed i can do it..!! trust myself one more time... hahas...
okay okay... de fever goes down for quite alot... hahas even tot the giddyness still dere... ! hahas.. okay okay went out with danial and bryan and gabriel took a bus one round and round gabriel went home... even before one round complete hes such a spoilsport!! lols... hahas okay okay bryan was grumbling he was hungry?? lols hahas...! i told him go eat den belanja us as well.. first tyme he was reluctant... but! in the end he agreed.. :) hahas
alrite when stop near the interchanged i went to fish shop first... hahas!!.... my fish been sick these few daes aww.. thats soo sad... i dont want to lose u :) u are part of our family.. since de dae i bought u!! hehes... and i nvr going abandon u when u are down... hahas... maybe it sick just lyk when i sick!! hehes.... !! does human and animal tink alike sometimes... hahas okay okay i talking crap here..!!
back on my life stories... bought its medicine! and went with danial and bryan to kfc... hahas! omg now den i realized macdonald and... long john changed location if i rmb correctly 28 september den long john will resumed business ... hahas!!
bought food that cost almost lyk a bomb!! and was lyk asking danial to part with some of his money... and he was lyk !! NORT EVEN A SINGLE CENT!! omg... i feel lyk knocking his head on the wall!!!! hahahas :) okay okay so dun care i am nort petty...!! sometimes onli....
hahas!!1 okay okay went back home to update but i wont online late as tomorrow have test!! hehes.... read my blog alrite!! hu ever out dere...!!!! :) listen to my life stories...!! hahas!! its get interesting as day passed BY =)
and lastly thanks mother and grandmother for being there for me... when i was half dead... i am realli thankful for all u did!!!!.. i wont forget ure kindness..!! nort in this life...!! i wil nvr be able to repay ure debt not in this lifetyme.... hahas.. i am soo easily contented... duno why.. maybe part of my lfie :) bye readers thanks for reading!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
no matter how far the road is...
or how slowly u go...
as long as u dunt stop
because the journey to success alwaes begin with a single footstep.....
hahas RMB when u successful one dae DUN FORGET MIEEE :)
hmm.... well... nothin much lately going happened todae.. wake up in the morning... and as usual was slacky and lazy to do homework but i beleived i got none... lols! hahas... okay okay!... back on track.....
well tomorrow have tution hope its going to be fun... and ready for mondae situational writing... hahas... man... i hope i nvr fail the test...
mm..... tot wanna watch my new dvd hahas... guess wat i couldnt find the plug to switch in :( hahahs okay so didnt watch it after all...... omg time is ticking.. soo fast.... hahas.... haizz soo tired......
aiyer aiyer... todae duno what to talk about.... erm erm erm.... welll listen hahas this my new quotes.... :)
a sentence speak thousand letter...
a phrase leave thousand meaning...
a life give thousand hope...
a miracle left thousand tears... do u know wat is it about?? hahas
last one last one... :)
a troubled mind with doubt cannot focus on the journey to success...
so.. shirmin if u wan to be a success... first must free ure mind from troubled forget every unhappiness alrite Hahas :) dont worry i will support u !! u can do it!! gogogogo!! hahas.....
well tomorrow have tution hope its going to be fun... and ready for mondae situational writing... hahas... man... i hope i nvr fail the test...
mm..... tot wanna watch my new dvd hahas... guess wat i couldnt find the plug to switch in :( hahahs okay so didnt watch it after all...... omg time is ticking.. soo fast.... hahas.... haizz soo tired......
aiyer aiyer... todae duno what to talk about.... erm erm erm.... welll listen hahas this my new quotes.... :)
a sentence speak thousand letter...
a phrase leave thousand meaning...
a life give thousand hope...
a miracle left thousand tears... do u know wat is it about?? hahas
last one last one... :)
a troubled mind with doubt cannot focus on the journey to success...
so.. shirmin if u wan to be a success... first must free ure mind from troubled forget every unhappiness alrite Hahas :) dont worry i will support u !! u can do it!! gogogogo!! hahas.....
woot wotts shirmin new toy hahas... okay okay nice nice?? :)
Friday, September 19, 2008
alrite... hmm todae was lyk... have no mood again... well... been sick this few daes.... but no one believe me hahas...!! okay okay nvm!! well in the morning got into the bus saw this small boy which i awlaes sit beside with... hahas hes interesting cos veri curious about his surroundings thats good :)
okay okay arrived school late haizz... lucky nvr closed de gate just in time haiz hhaas!!.... saw ms li i tot wan sae hello!! instead she called my name hehehehes!!! dats brighten my dae... DEN DEN SAW Shirmin hahas!! wooo...! she was lyk rushing omg.... ! well.. after tat nothing much just boring at parade square....
while reading newspaper some unknown stranger ask me whether i chinese because i am holding a chinese paper?? lols!! hahas i lied i am one!! duno they believe anort!! hahas nort my problem...
den suddenly it rained... heavily omg... hahas i was the laziest to stand up!! argh!! hahas omg omg omg....!! nvm nvm....
lesson was as usual!!>.. boring!! omg.... maths test i going get low mark... cos do wrongly fainted hahas!!... okay the whole dae i was... lyk emoing!! duno why... maybe cos too sick ba.... and felt soo depressed i been wanting to tell this to someone... perhaps todae my daes as i going visit my physiciatrist lols!!>.. to put it nicely its counseller hahas....
okay okay the whole dae was unexciting... and ms eswaran did ask me... why i look soo glummy during the chairman meeting i was trying to sae... i am sorry for nort participating much...
but instead i told her i was nort interested in the event at all... which may hurt causes by my word.. sorry lols!...
hahas okay okay... bryan all keep sae i am emoing.. omg... i am nort!! i told them upteen umpteen times !! i was sick thats all!!... as it was fasting month and the weather is soo unbearable.... haiz...
its up to them to believe... alrite went to novena... to meet my counseller lols... hahas guess wat i got my own counseller okay okay okay!! anione here have anort!! hahahs :) well... waited my mother for lyk soo long den she comes hahas.. okay at there didnt talk much mostly the question come out from my counseller mouth... hahas
so i did answer honestly how i felt all this... and he was lyk... i may be suffering from depression... but.. he told me i am getting better and better... so i must nort give up .... in life... thing may nort go my way... but.. i must alwaes... believe that everydae is a hope because when theres still lifes in me.. i will make miracles ;)
hahas crap again... okay my mother bought me my latest dvd which is street king omg 27 Dollar Woo hahahs she bankrupt... and todae... i felt quite satisfied as... i learn to take thing easy... and look on bright side plus hahas...!! my ginna!! sae i am a better leader LOLS!! wooo coool anort hahas?? okay okay...
well todae post was lyk quite boring but... i guess this is wat happening... hahas was talking to shirmin!! hehehes.... sooo happy got alot good news to tell her first hahahas!! okay okay... well...
and i wonder how she do for her oral.. hahahas AND and and and fainted heard from that oral teacher he rmb wat i told him during conversation oral omg.... hahas!! wats worse he do tell her!! idiotic him!! u should forget it!! lols... hahas.... omg omg omg.....
wat shock me the most todae got some strange bug or insect come my house hahas!! rumours sae they called de unrestful spirit to haunt my house wooo!! hahahas scares me to death... so my grandma tried her best killed it lols! actually it was me :) hahas paisehx uhh.. for bug lovers...
trust urself one more time this is the best word i ever heard todae... and newest... hahas nvr did i know it meant soo much to me now...
okay thats all for todae... perhaps tomorrows.. will alwaes be better.. ENjoy the song :D
okay okay arrived school late haizz... lucky nvr closed de gate just in time haiz hhaas!!.... saw ms li i tot wan sae hello!! instead she called my name hehehehes!!! dats brighten my dae... DEN DEN SAW Shirmin hahas!! wooo...! she was lyk rushing omg.... ! well.. after tat nothing much just boring at parade square....
while reading newspaper some unknown stranger ask me whether i chinese because i am holding a chinese paper?? lols!! hahas i lied i am one!! duno they believe anort!! hahas nort my problem...
den suddenly it rained... heavily omg... hahas i was the laziest to stand up!! argh!! hahas omg omg omg....!! nvm nvm....
lesson was as usual!!>.. boring!! omg.... maths test i going get low mark... cos do wrongly fainted hahas!!... okay the whole dae i was... lyk emoing!! duno why... maybe cos too sick ba.... and felt soo depressed i been wanting to tell this to someone... perhaps todae my daes as i going visit my physiciatrist lols!!>.. to put it nicely its counseller hahas....
okay okay the whole dae was unexciting... and ms eswaran did ask me... why i look soo glummy during the chairman meeting i was trying to sae... i am sorry for nort participating much...
but instead i told her i was nort interested in the event at all... which may hurt causes by my word.. sorry lols!...
hahas okay okay... bryan all keep sae i am emoing.. omg... i am nort!! i told them upteen umpteen times !! i was sick thats all!!... as it was fasting month and the weather is soo unbearable.... haiz...
its up to them to believe... alrite went to novena... to meet my counseller lols... hahas guess wat i got my own counseller okay okay okay!! anione here have anort!! hahahs :) well... waited my mother for lyk soo long den she comes hahas.. okay at there didnt talk much mostly the question come out from my counseller mouth... hahas
so i did answer honestly how i felt all this... and he was lyk... i may be suffering from depression... but.. he told me i am getting better and better... so i must nort give up .... in life... thing may nort go my way... but.. i must alwaes... believe that everydae is a hope because when theres still lifes in me.. i will make miracles ;)
hahas crap again... okay my mother bought me my latest dvd which is street king omg 27 Dollar Woo hahahs she bankrupt... and todae... i felt quite satisfied as... i learn to take thing easy... and look on bright side plus hahas...!! my ginna!! sae i am a better leader LOLS!! wooo coool anort hahas?? okay okay...
well todae post was lyk quite boring but... i guess this is wat happening... hahas was talking to shirmin!! hehehes.... sooo happy got alot good news to tell her first hahahas!! okay okay... well...
and i wonder how she do for her oral.. hahahas AND and and and fainted heard from that oral teacher he rmb wat i told him during conversation oral omg.... hahas!! wats worse he do tell her!! idiotic him!! u should forget it!! lols... hahas.... omg omg omg.....
wat shock me the most todae got some strange bug or insect come my house hahas!! rumours sae they called de unrestful spirit to haunt my house wooo!! hahahas scares me to death... so my grandma tried her best killed it lols! actually it was me :) hahas paisehx uhh.. for bug lovers...
trust urself one more time this is the best word i ever heard todae... and newest... hahas nvr did i know it meant soo much to me now...
okay thats all for todae... perhaps tomorrows.. will alwaes be better.. ENjoy the song :D
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
alrite hmmm todae.... realli wasnt my dae i guess so..... but it doesnt stop me from comign to school.... as i tink i dun wan miss out on most of the subject.... dat i lack behind... i am going all the way out for the achievers tea or most improved student awards :) i hope i can make it....
yesterdae couldnt sleep damn it.... no matter how hard.... i close my eyes close my ears everything.... lols it still wont let me sleep something mmust have bothered my whole nerve system... and wats more it falls on 16/9/08 which is 16 my bdae but in august does it have to do wit this?? or is it just tat.... fateful night have shooting star?? hahas hu knows.... well... three hours wide awake... and i get soo sicked when i reach school...
guess wat the chairman didnt come hahas... omg i take over her duties coool rite?? hahas saw SHIRMIN WOO.... sooo gorgeous!! i know it when she let down her hair she would look better den de rest :) hahas.... its just she doesnt believe me dats all hahas..... okay okay stop talking crap well... the ms eswaran was talking about chairman meeting omg.. this is wat i hated de most.... :( hahas i am damn lazy... to do all this sort of nonsense... okay... so i rejected everything... but in the end i still went for it.. lols haizzz.....
somehow... todae my badluck dae... haiz... wasnt realli paying attention and guess wat my new physic test onli have 14/17 omg... damn it... i could do better den tis..... :( i didnt know why.. its dropping... haiz haiz nvm....
well.... todae didnt realli go my way.. as the hot weather realli burn me.... haizz........ didnt know why... but i just couldnt stand de sun infra red radiation heat nor the bright light...... :( tis doesnt happened in the past... haiz....
hahas well move on move on..... hope shirmin did well on her oral... lols was realli praying she didnt stammer and nervous during her oral :) hahas.... i put on hope too much in her i guess fainted... aiyer.... lols move on....
well the chairman meeting was..... soo lame..... omg.... working around kindergarten kids?? whats more.... shirmin nort even dere LOLS!!!! hahaas..... nvm nvm so i decided to drop out..... as i know i am nort fit to be a teacher??..... maybe so.... because i dun look lyk one neither am i.... the type of teacher who... know whats the children is thinking.... well it sadden one of my ex-classmate but i am realli sorry.. i just couldnt do it.... this is just nort the right time....
maybe in future..... or maybe nort in this lifetime....
thing seems realli goes bad for me... i didnt know why or how.... but it just did.... and i am feeling soo depressed.... inside nor outside i feel lyk the whole world is against me... haizz.... seems familiar rite? it comes from one of the song lyric..... haiz haiz... i just hope this 7 months will pass quickly.... even if i hope so i didnt know if it will... guaranteed.... 100% _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _... haiz i wish it will... i been waiting for soo long.... i dun want to be the odd one out nort in my life... this realli realli realli changed my life..... i cant believe it either..... i just duno what i did in the past to get this kind of..... ______ ? why is it soo unfair.... why alwaes me.... why when i am trying to be good... and this thing still doesnt let me off.... is it trying to be here forever... sometimes it realli drive me to the corner!!!.... i feel lyk hope isnt realli there..... maybe this is all wat life is in stored for me.... mostly i didnt wan to sound my bad feeling and try to be happy and write happy thing in my blog but sometimes i just dunt feel lyk.... being a pretender..... ! nvm hahas this may be my most unhappiest things... ever happened in my life!! sometimes its best i let off watever i have to sae here... i cant realli hold on much longer... but i will persevere... i have nvr give up since de dae.. i was born....
alrite well todae nothing much happened.... just htat one of my friend hp being stolen... haiz i felt sad for u but i cant do anithing much... i have many problems thats inside me... i am sorry.... i cant help much... neither do i know where to start...
okay i shall stop here!! :) okay goodnite readers.... hahas byebye.....
yesterdae couldnt sleep damn it.... no matter how hard.... i close my eyes close my ears everything.... lols it still wont let me sleep something mmust have bothered my whole nerve system... and wats more it falls on 16/9/08 which is 16 my bdae but in august does it have to do wit this?? or is it just tat.... fateful night have shooting star?? hahas hu knows.... well... three hours wide awake... and i get soo sicked when i reach school...
guess wat the chairman didnt come hahas... omg i take over her duties coool rite?? hahas saw SHIRMIN WOO.... sooo gorgeous!! i know it when she let down her hair she would look better den de rest :) hahas.... its just she doesnt believe me dats all hahas..... okay okay stop talking crap well... the ms eswaran was talking about chairman meeting omg.. this is wat i hated de most.... :( hahas i am damn lazy... to do all this sort of nonsense... okay... so i rejected everything... but in the end i still went for it.. lols haizzz.....
somehow... todae my badluck dae... haiz... wasnt realli paying attention and guess wat my new physic test onli have 14/17 omg... damn it... i could do better den tis..... :( i didnt know why.. its dropping... haiz haiz nvm....
well.... todae didnt realli go my way.. as the hot weather realli burn me.... haizz........ didnt know why... but i just couldnt stand de sun infra red radiation heat nor the bright light...... :( tis doesnt happened in the past... haiz....
hahas well move on move on..... hope shirmin did well on her oral... lols was realli praying she didnt stammer and nervous during her oral :) hahas.... i put on hope too much in her i guess fainted... aiyer.... lols move on....
well the chairman meeting was..... soo lame..... omg.... working around kindergarten kids?? whats more.... shirmin nort even dere LOLS!!!! hahaas..... nvm nvm so i decided to drop out..... as i know i am nort fit to be a teacher??..... maybe so.... because i dun look lyk one neither am i.... the type of teacher who... know whats the children is thinking.... well it sadden one of my ex-classmate but i am realli sorry.. i just couldnt do it.... this is just nort the right time....
maybe in future..... or maybe nort in this lifetime....
thing seems realli goes bad for me... i didnt know why or how.... but it just did.... and i am feeling soo depressed.... inside nor outside i feel lyk the whole world is against me... haizz.... seems familiar rite? it comes from one of the song lyric..... haiz haiz... i just hope this 7 months will pass quickly.... even if i hope so i didnt know if it will... guaranteed.... 100% _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _... haiz i wish it will... i been waiting for soo long.... i dun want to be the odd one out nort in my life... this realli realli realli changed my life..... i cant believe it either..... i just duno what i did in the past to get this kind of..... ______ ? why is it soo unfair.... why alwaes me.... why when i am trying to be good... and this thing still doesnt let me off.... is it trying to be here forever... sometimes it realli drive me to the corner!!!.... i feel lyk hope isnt realli there..... maybe this is all wat life is in stored for me.... mostly i didnt wan to sound my bad feeling and try to be happy and write happy thing in my blog but sometimes i just dunt feel lyk.... being a pretender..... ! nvm hahas this may be my most unhappiest things... ever happened in my life!! sometimes its best i let off watever i have to sae here... i cant realli hold on much longer... but i will persevere... i have nvr give up since de dae.. i was born....
alrite well todae nothing much happened.... just htat one of my friend hp being stolen... haiz i felt sad for u but i cant do anithing much... i have many problems thats inside me... i am sorry.... i cant help much... neither do i know where to start...
okay i shall stop here!! :) okay goodnite readers.... hahas byebye.....
Monday, September 15, 2008
maybe the darkness inside me....
can nvr be lightened...
everythign seem to take a long period..
even with hopes...
thing doesnt seem to changed much...
but i nvr stop believing..
that no matter how dark it may be...
no matter how cruel reality is..
i will alwaes.. hope
for miracle to happened
haiz... hmm... hahas.. went school per normal.. lols! guess wat teacher tot i am the chairperson?? LOLS fainted hahas...! okay okay maybe i look lyk one?? LOLS FAKE! hahas.... i dun tink so i am sooo childish...!! hahas i cant maintain discipline...
lols guess wat after daes since i last saw mr khaidir he does changed alot.... well maybe hes more strict.. now hahas.... okay thats all i can see! :) but guess wat i do miss his lesson!! hahas... no matter how monotone or strict he is... i know he wanted the best for everyone... hahas even if no one could see it!! i do i do teacher !! IF U READ THIS HAHAS!!... i will be the best student u ever teach alrite? but sometimes i cant be the best too hahas...
okay guess wat todae lesson was okay okay... the physic test was quite alrite as most of the question involve formula if u rmb u could do it hahas.. omg haiz haiz i let ms low down... haizz... she was soo mad at our class... omg during test were soo noisy... wats make it worse... i joined in tooo :( damn i know i know i feel bad and regretted after that.. sometimes i just cant control wat i am doing... haiz...... maybe this is wat life is all bout...
okay i am sorry if u reading this ms low... i will behave well!! i am sorry :(
haiz haiz haiz.... duno why this few daes... i feel sooooooo...... depressed or should i sae stressed thing realli go bad around me..... i guess so it doesnt affect anyone but me... why ? stupid question lols cos it wanted to affect me larh! hahas.. okay okay i try to cheer up as much as possible but sometimes i do feel lyk giving up... i feel lyk my life is worthless hahas.... maybe.... dats the reason why i soo dependent on hope and miracle to happened to me.... this is nort about love lols??! hahas other thing if u guys been wondering.... !! i hope the time will come... i have been waiting for three years...... i just hope it will go away....!! hmm..... pleased.... hope come to my side show me the meaning of miracles... hahas dramatic?? lols but its truth if u know whats happening :(..
okay back to stories... oral was quite hard haizz.. hahas!! omg....!! nort ralli hard but i stammer man ! this isnt me lols!! maybe too nervous hahas!! omg omg omg omg!! fainted.... aisehx the conversation i duno what to sae siol!!.... dey asking hu do u look up brave to maybe i get low mark! :( cos i go said shirmin!! hahas the examiner ask why?? i said cos nvr once did i see she decided and follow the will of the bad company and she alwaes does thing with confidence and doesnt have favouritism in her maybe this is true or not? but hahas... i anihow sae to get mark paisehx if u reading this! lols i nvr look up on anione !! before..... maybe its because theres none that i should..... haiz haiz haiz .... why this kind of question come out.... when i dun wan them...!!
hahas nvm nvm nvm well after that bryan and ziyang wait for me at canteen with my loyal security guard.. haiz haiz hes soo good to me i duno why?? hahas even tot he can be nasty at times but hes truly loyal!! lols danial thanks hahas... i appreciate it i need someone with me rite now to pick me back on my tracks... maybe u could help hahas..! or maybe nort!!
okay we went to lot one and bryan tot of buying the yugioh gx decks but it was way too expensive and lyk waste money... so instead he belanja us long john silver if i am nort wrong all the cost was $27 woooo expensive expensive anort??? Hahas!!!!.... okay thanks alot bryan... that meal sure lasted my stomach and maybe the sorrow toooo :) hahas i guess so larh..... lols....
than went home lols!! hahas... now soo tired... haiz... dun feel lyk going school tomorrow so i will take a day rest... :) hahas goodnite readers!!
lols guess wat after daes since i last saw mr khaidir he does changed alot.... well maybe hes more strict.. now hahas.... okay thats all i can see! :) but guess wat i do miss his lesson!! hahas... no matter how monotone or strict he is... i know he wanted the best for everyone... hahas even if no one could see it!! i do i do teacher !! IF U READ THIS HAHAS!!... i will be the best student u ever teach alrite? but sometimes i cant be the best too hahas...
okay guess wat todae lesson was okay okay... the physic test was quite alrite as most of the question involve formula if u rmb u could do it hahas.. omg haiz haiz i let ms low down... haizz... she was soo mad at our class... omg during test were soo noisy... wats make it worse... i joined in tooo :( damn i know i know i feel bad and regretted after that.. sometimes i just cant control wat i am doing... haiz...... maybe this is wat life is all bout...
okay i am sorry if u reading this ms low... i will behave well!! i am sorry :(
haiz haiz haiz.... duno why this few daes... i feel sooooooo...... depressed or should i sae stressed thing realli go bad around me..... i guess so it doesnt affect anyone but me... why ? stupid question lols cos it wanted to affect me larh! hahas.. okay okay i try to cheer up as much as possible but sometimes i do feel lyk giving up... i feel lyk my life is worthless hahas.... maybe.... dats the reason why i soo dependent on hope and miracle to happened to me.... this is nort about love lols??! hahas other thing if u guys been wondering.... !! i hope the time will come... i have been waiting for three years...... i just hope it will go away....!! hmm..... pleased.... hope come to my side show me the meaning of miracles... hahas dramatic?? lols but its truth if u know whats happening :(..
okay back to stories... oral was quite hard haizz.. hahas!! omg....!! nort ralli hard but i stammer man ! this isnt me lols!! maybe too nervous hahas!! omg omg omg omg!! fainted.... aisehx the conversation i duno what to sae siol!!.... dey asking hu do u look up brave to maybe i get low mark! :( cos i go said shirmin!! hahas the examiner ask why?? i said cos nvr once did i see she decided and follow the will of the bad company and she alwaes does thing with confidence and doesnt have favouritism in her maybe this is true or not? but hahas... i anihow sae to get mark paisehx if u reading this! lols i nvr look up on anione !! before..... maybe its because theres none that i should..... haiz haiz haiz .... why this kind of question come out.... when i dun wan them...!!
hahas nvm nvm nvm well after that bryan and ziyang wait for me at canteen with my loyal security guard.. haiz haiz hes soo good to me i duno why?? hahas even tot he can be nasty at times but hes truly loyal!! lols danial thanks hahas... i appreciate it i need someone with me rite now to pick me back on my tracks... maybe u could help hahas..! or maybe nort!!
okay we went to lot one and bryan tot of buying the yugioh gx decks but it was way too expensive and lyk waste money... so instead he belanja us long john silver if i am nort wrong all the cost was $27 woooo expensive expensive anort??? Hahas!!!!.... okay thanks alot bryan... that meal sure lasted my stomach and maybe the sorrow toooo :) hahas i guess so larh..... lols....
than went home lols!! hahas... now soo tired... haiz... dun feel lyk going school tomorrow so i will take a day rest... :) hahas goodnite readers!!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
nice nice??? guess wat its made off??? XD
hmm... todae realli wasnt a good dae.... haiz.. the weather was unpredictable... hahas! soo hot fainted.... i need go tution haizz..... alwaes for two hours!! dere can die derh!! lols.....
its alrite its alrite the journey to be a well educated person begin with harshness of reality :) hahas i can accept this....! lols!! alrite!! luckily my best security guard ever... danial give him around of applause accompany me :) hahas thanks alot.... i didnt know most of my friend hes de onli one stick so close to me... lols! alrite i appreciate it alot!.... he waited 2 hours until finished?? hahas omg he sit outside somemore in the hot weather lols!! haiz poor thing....
okay okay stop talking about it lols from wat i know todae is mooncake festival to those people celebrating happy MOONCAKE ! day! :) hahas hope u all have fun alrite?....
back to the stories omg..... we was searching for dat guard drawing block if i am nort wrong a 3 size paper hahas.. okay okay... den i was lyk finding glow in de dark stars :) as the room i am using rite now will be permanently mine mine mine!! hehehehehs!!!...... i wan decorated! nice nice nice hahas!! omg.. cant wait for the dae to arrive!!..... i will make my room bright at nite lols!.. hahas lyk a shooting stars maybe?? cos i realli lyk it.... alot lot lot lot! hahas... been dying to see one! :D
mmm...... well after that we went home yea... hahas boring stories rite ?? hahas okay okay i know i know! well.... nothing much realli happened!! hahas..... tomorrow mr khaidir will be coming back... omg miss him soo much!! hahas duno if he miss me anort!!!!! hahas i hope he can share with us his experience dere and!! DID HE EVEN SEE A SHOOTING STAR!!! LOLS!! if he does thats sooo good ! hahas !!....
well lastly bryan!! hahas u are soo silly!! lols yugioh gx card??? hahas eoy coming okay!... we can buy it next tyme alrite....! hahas.... want play play use psp nicer nvr waste money :) hahas!!
bye guys!! and girls!!
its alrite its alrite the journey to be a well educated person begin with harshness of reality :) hahas i can accept this....! lols!! alrite!! luckily my best security guard ever... danial give him around of applause accompany me :) hahas thanks alot.... i didnt know most of my friend hes de onli one stick so close to me... lols! alrite i appreciate it alot!.... he waited 2 hours until finished?? hahas omg he sit outside somemore in the hot weather lols!! haiz poor thing....
okay okay stop talking about it lols from wat i know todae is mooncake festival to those people celebrating happy MOONCAKE ! day! :) hahas hope u all have fun alrite?....
back to the stories omg..... we was searching for dat guard drawing block if i am nort wrong a 3 size paper hahas.. okay okay... den i was lyk finding glow in de dark stars :) as the room i am using rite now will be permanently mine mine mine!! hehehehehs!!!...... i wan decorated! nice nice nice hahas!! omg.. cant wait for the dae to arrive!!..... i will make my room bright at nite lols!.. hahas lyk a shooting stars maybe?? cos i realli lyk it.... alot lot lot lot! hahas... been dying to see one! :D
mmm...... well after that we went home yea... hahas boring stories rite ?? hahas okay okay i know i know! well.... nothing much realli happened!! hahas..... tomorrow mr khaidir will be coming back... omg miss him soo much!! hahas duno if he miss me anort!!!!! hahas i hope he can share with us his experience dere and!! DID HE EVEN SEE A SHOOTING STAR!!! LOLS!! if he does thats sooo good ! hahas !!....
well lastly bryan!! hahas u are soo silly!! lols yugioh gx card??? hahas eoy coming okay!... we can buy it next tyme alrite....! hahas.... want play play use psp nicer nvr waste money :) hahas!!
bye guys!! and girls!!
nice nice nice?? hahas how i hope my bedroom would be lyk this :) Saturday, September 13, 2008
chatted with my security guard on the phone EARLY IN THE MORNING GUESS WAT he talk about 50 minutes omg!! fainted...!! he sure can talk alot!!... i tot he lyk to quiet maybe infront of girl?? hahahas okay okay!!
hahahahas!!! i TOT TODAE PLANNING TO STUDY BUT most of the paper was lyk! chapter of the past which i didnt really learnt or should i sae concentrate in class haizzz :( i realli need someoen to revise with me!! hahas nvm nvm!!
after was lyk 30 minutes later den MY SECURITY GUARD come my house checked around got thief or not hahahas!!! i cant study animore haizz... !! bored bored den he play dota and disturb my below neighbour wat shout shout at them when they were eating?? Hahas okay i know its lame alrite..! as we were fasting and seeing the food make me hungry and i guess him too thats when our stupid idea come ?? JHAHAHS!! okay move it asshol!
play comp and psp for soo long didnt realised...! it was alomost time to breakfast... my most loyal guard! went home and my stepfather arrived at my house....! well for those hu doesnt know his name it is tarabas :) and his a chinese malay tooo hahas....
okay okay so i greeted him with respect i guess?? lols !! hahas! den we all breakfast together plus my uncle and aunty omg... de !!! cerial sotong!! omg .... damn ncie!!! hahas which is cerial squid hahas!! my grandma cook der hor!!.... of course she cook every dishes nice :) !! hahas hari raya u all MUST MUST come hor hor hor readers!! to taste her cooking!!! hahas...... confirm u all wont forget de dae u all step on my house!! Hhas!! okay okay i was talking nonsese here!...
hmm den was lyk boring i tot wan talk to someone but since busy hahas nvm nvm so bryan and me talking all the way when suddenly danial bugging me to play dota with him!! LOls! hahas first game was omg soo fun!! hahas i KS HIM MOST OF THE TIME HAHAHS!! den DE NEXT GAME HE WAS LYK!! OMG LYK SHIT!!!... He PLAY!! lyk... can!! GIVE ME HEART ATTACK!!!........!!!
HAHAHAHS!!!........ DAM IT THE WHOLE GAME I QUARREL....!! WITH HIM THE WHOLE GAME!!!!...... hahas...!!!!.... LUCKY WE WIN!!!....... if nort confirm i scold him!!! HAhas my heart was racing the whole game!!.... damn it!!..... i feel lyk fainting now hahas!!.... aiyer... soo fast night already haizz!! hahas....
YAY!! guess wat one month later i have my own room :) hahahahs i wan decorate decorate decorate!!! got shooting stars all hahas!! cool rite?? rite rite rite??? hahas....!!! Okay anithing anithin... if the room is nice... can sleep at and de place where i can realli be myself hahas... thats what i realli wanted...! okay oaky okay!
todae was quite hyper duno why... lols maybe gone crazy already me haizz... hahas!! omg tomorrow tution tution damn damn!!!... i am one week behind!! haizz..... i hope i can catch up with my tution mate hahas!!! man i cant fail this eoy!! i am putting all my best on it!!!... ! i wont give up!!! ;)
alrite goodntie readers!! have fun!..
hahahahas!!! i TOT TODAE PLANNING TO STUDY BUT most of the paper was lyk! chapter of the past which i didnt really learnt or should i sae concentrate in class haizzz :( i realli need someoen to revise with me!! hahas nvm nvm!!
after was lyk 30 minutes later den MY SECURITY GUARD come my house checked around got thief or not hahahas!!! i cant study animore haizz... !! bored bored den he play dota and disturb my below neighbour wat shout shout at them when they were eating?? Hahas okay i know its lame alrite..! as we were fasting and seeing the food make me hungry and i guess him too thats when our stupid idea come ?? JHAHAHS!! okay move it asshol!
play comp and psp for soo long didnt realised...! it was alomost time to breakfast... my most loyal guard! went home and my stepfather arrived at my house....! well for those hu doesnt know his name it is tarabas :) and his a chinese malay tooo hahas....
okay okay so i greeted him with respect i guess?? lols !! hahas! den we all breakfast together plus my uncle and aunty omg... de !!! cerial sotong!! omg .... damn ncie!!! hahas which is cerial squid hahas!! my grandma cook der hor!!.... of course she cook every dishes nice :) !! hahas hari raya u all MUST MUST come hor hor hor readers!! to taste her cooking!!! hahas...... confirm u all wont forget de dae u all step on my house!! Hhas!! okay okay i was talking nonsese here!...
hmm den was lyk boring i tot wan talk to someone but since busy hahas nvm nvm so bryan and me talking all the way when suddenly danial bugging me to play dota with him!! LOls! hahas first game was omg soo fun!! hahas i KS HIM MOST OF THE TIME HAHAHS!! den DE NEXT GAME HE WAS LYK!! OMG LYK SHIT!!!... He PLAY!! lyk... can!! GIVE ME HEART ATTACK!!!........!!!
HAHAHAHS!!!........ DAM IT THE WHOLE GAME I QUARREL....!! WITH HIM THE WHOLE GAME!!!!...... hahas...!!!!.... LUCKY WE WIN!!!....... if nort confirm i scold him!!! HAhas my heart was racing the whole game!!.... damn it!!..... i feel lyk fainting now hahas!!.... aiyer... soo fast night already haizz!! hahas....
YAY!! guess wat one month later i have my own room :) hahahahs i wan decorate decorate decorate!!! got shooting stars all hahas!! cool rite?? rite rite rite??? hahas....!!! Okay anithing anithin... if the room is nice... can sleep at and de place where i can realli be myself hahas... thats what i realli wanted...! okay oaky okay!
todae was quite hyper duno why... lols maybe gone crazy already me haizz... hahas!! omg tomorrow tution tution damn damn!!!... i am one week behind!! haizz..... i hope i can catch up with my tution mate hahas!!! man i cant fail this eoy!! i am putting all my best on it!!!... ! i wont give up!!! ;)
alrite goodntie readers!! have fun!..
Friday, September 12, 2008
maybe miracle do happen...
so just believe in ! :)
hmm todae was fridae i know i know hahas!! okay okay... i start my life stories... hmm went to school took mrt at gombak was lyk soo damn far need walk for 10 minutes but didnt know why i seem to enjoy the fresh air in the morning hahas! okay lame ! i know hahas..! back on!!
all i can rmb was during poa lesson dat idiotic teacher mR TONY NEO!! keep mention josephine this josephine that... ! wat top top top!! i dun care larh!! den somemore!! he keep wan lyk tell me we keep this a secret if u study and concentrate i wont tell anione u lyk josephine! lOLS ACTUALLY IS HE LYK DERH!!! hahahas!! i finally understood!!... i told him cher u lyk her sae larh!! lols... i keep disturb him until he! give up! but somehow... he seem to be friendly and lyk to talk to me?? maybe cos i am friendly too?? hahas hu knows ??
lols!! went to poa lesson for about! 2 hours den den den saw npcc marching at! parade square lols!! Hahas!! they were receiving some sort of certificate and and and shirmin!! Was giving it out hahas!! omg... she alwaes look smart in her npcc uniform i know i know everyone know ;) okay!! hahas!! so after that went straight home! get essential rest... den dat danial keep force me teach him dota... but he didnt wan to listen to me! idiotic him how to teach!! hahas okay nvm nvm...
den we went out went to his wat po! maybe someone people know hahas! okay okay it was lyk damn hot there... i sat on a coffee shop and get bothered by this auntie sell water?? she keep TALK TO ME IN CHINESE ASK ME WAN DRINK how many time i must reply dun need dun need fainted!! she tot i chinese is it?? KEEP every 6 minutes bug me to buy drink somemore speak in chinese!! LOLS!!.... hahas okay okay i know crap... after that was lyk.... dat security guard of mine come den we go straight yewtee.....
in the bus we keep quarrel quarrel... !! hahas was lyk funni lyk since its been every single dae we confirm quarrel wan hahahs!! okay okay... den went straight school but was jay walking! slowly and steady hahahas!!... okay okay guess wat !!
ItS THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL LOLS!! cooool rite?? i know i know hahas :) cos cos shirmin at there!! hahas!!! yay!! omg? wat more can i ask! mooncake? LOLS hahas
okay okay okay!! been there den suddenly didnt saw her omg!! lyk feel lyk bored den wan go home so standing outside but i keep force my guard to sit down he dun wan hahas!! skali he was right in a moment shirmin was around?? outside hahas!! yoo!! lols.... cant believe my own eyes!! maybe! its because i miss her too much ba?? hhahas i been longing wanted to talk to her! lols!! this is the chance.... and danial keep bugging me to go down hahas!! i keep scold him...!!
okay skali good news they sit down?? at small stair step LOLS!! WE JOIN IN TOO!! hahas.... Okay was talking crap crap crab!! all the time hahas!!! well seeing her laughter already made my dae brighter brighter until i feel soo damn hot lyk wan explode??? HAHHAS!! dramatic ?? i know i know !! she called me crazy!! i cant forget it!! asshole!! argh hahas!! but i was super happy!! when finally can get to talk to her duno her friend wat sae she can sing malay song duno if true anort hahas?? maybe majulah singapura?? but den!! i wan u sing real malay song larh!! hahas! :) hahahas!! okay okay okay!!! this could go on and on and on...
guess wat after that ms lydia li brother join us i heard his name was kyle? and he was lyk friendly and kind i guess?? by the way he response hahas!!! okay !! and den den den dat !! ms candy neo!! ask me and dat guard go carry chair haiz this part i am the laziest!! den i leave danial alone!! haizz duno WHAT DANIAL TELL DAT CANDY NEO!!! skali she aso ask shirmin carry HAhas!!! if shirmin carry i confirm wan help!! no matter wat hahas!!...
OKAY SO JOIN DE FUN!!!!!! it was lyk me getting excited all over those two jia rui and danial was lyk zombie behind?? they lyk! wan dun wan wan dun wan?? something lyk this hahas!! but shirmin infront lols!! was soo happy!! hahas!!!! okay i must must must !!! have fun no matter wat so i go snatch from some small boy?? hahas!! okay okay shirmin was lyk the leader... it look lyk a toot toot train! which is long den normal?? abnormal perhaps? hahahas It was lyk she fastest i faster that jia rui and danial slowest lOLS!!!! nvm dun care dem hahahas :p Got shirmin !! hahas!!.... !can already....
well...!! after that ms su! join us but she didnt wan to even sit!! lols maybe low class ba sit on there hahas!! and she was lyk after shirmin introduced me keep laugh laugh !! even if i told her i play super duper good!! maybe too happy see me hahahs!! lOL FAKE!!! hahas... okay okay i was there lyk! high on drug!! man!!! i keep talk non stop hahas!!! skali tomorrow die lols!! so must sae wat i wan to sae !! hahahs!!...
well after that was lyk breakfast!! this two teacher keep bug us go down eat hahs.. but well it was kind of them?? lols!! okay okay i know i know!! hahas.... well after that ms salha i tink? ask us breakfast now i sae dun wan hahas! COS SHIRMIN STILL UPSTAIR!! LOls!! she nvr go down den lazy lols skali de teacher lyk force us hahas!! okay thanks thanks i know its for our own goOds... as! we may faint due to lack of food and water!! hahas...
DEN DEN SUDDENLY ON THE WAY down!! the! teacher ask us bring the guest up!!... AND THE GUEST WAS SOOO IMPOLITE AND RUDE AND ACTION LARH!!.... we lyk soo kind keep wan sae where u wan sit! dey was lyk! omg.... ignored us :( haiz and the way their look lyk soooo action as if they! a chief minister ehh! sorry larh ehh... if nort because of our malay teacher we wont do this kind of waiter thingy so u dun LOOK DOWN ON US U ASS!!!!! hahas watever!!
okay okay!!.. after tat we went down get some water and dat weiting? duno out of blue moon irham! shirmin upstair! hahahas i sae i know i know !! den she was lyk serious sio? LOLs hu cares hahahas!! oikay okay okay we breakfast de water was lyk sooo damn sweet my stomach until pain !! skali got someone curse me inside de water hahahs!! okay okay nvm... we eat one !!! prawn!! den buy water go hall tot shirmin was there hahas!! skali nope dun have! LOLS okay!! den we went out of the school as this is nort the purpose of coming to mooncake festival if just to enjoy the food hahas! :)
okay we was the first one to went out of the gate! hahas... alrite thats coool den walk walk walk to lot one was lyk super nice! hahs the wind keep blowing and i and danial shout nonsense!.. hahas and i saw three stars!! :) i hope one of them is shooting star hahahs!!! okay oaky crap again...!!
went lot one eat eat eat! at food culture!! lols!! hahas... was lyk super no mood cos... tired hahas! okay i did enjoy the food and my mother was waiting at home... haiz how sweet can that be... den she see me awhile and ask me few question! den den she went to boonlay my other home hahas... i see her out of the house.!! fillial?? Hahas okay okay i trying to be nice as possible! !!! okay okay now still early!! hahas ANIWAE SHIRMIn i reallly have fun!!! talking to u todae!! as its nort everydae i get this chance hahas maybe ! nort in the upcoming days well
STUDY HARD ASSHOLE!! and believe in urself okay?? hahas :)
i end it here readers nite nite ntie!!!! have a nice dae :D
all i can rmb was during poa lesson dat idiotic teacher mR TONY NEO!! keep mention josephine this josephine that... ! wat top top top!! i dun care larh!! den somemore!! he keep wan lyk tell me we keep this a secret if u study and concentrate i wont tell anione u lyk josephine! lOLS ACTUALLY IS HE LYK DERH!!! hahahas!! i finally understood!!... i told him cher u lyk her sae larh!! lols... i keep disturb him until he! give up! but somehow... he seem to be friendly and lyk to talk to me?? maybe cos i am friendly too?? hahas hu knows ??
lols!! went to poa lesson for about! 2 hours den den den saw npcc marching at! parade square lols!! Hahas!! they were receiving some sort of certificate and and and shirmin!! Was giving it out hahas!! omg... she alwaes look smart in her npcc uniform i know i know everyone know ;) okay!! hahas!! so after that went straight home! get essential rest... den dat danial keep force me teach him dota... but he didnt wan to listen to me! idiotic him how to teach!! hahas okay nvm nvm...
den we went out went to his wat po! maybe someone people know hahas! okay okay it was lyk damn hot there... i sat on a coffee shop and get bothered by this auntie sell water?? she keep TALK TO ME IN CHINESE ASK ME WAN DRINK how many time i must reply dun need dun need fainted!! she tot i chinese is it?? KEEP every 6 minutes bug me to buy drink somemore speak in chinese!! LOLS!!.... hahas okay okay i know crap... after that was lyk.... dat security guard of mine come den we go straight yewtee.....
in the bus we keep quarrel quarrel... !! hahas was lyk funni lyk since its been every single dae we confirm quarrel wan hahahs!! okay okay... den went straight school but was jay walking! slowly and steady hahahas!!... okay okay guess wat !!
ItS THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL LOLS!! cooool rite?? i know i know hahas :) cos cos shirmin at there!! hahas!!! yay!! omg? wat more can i ask! mooncake? LOLS hahas
okay okay okay!! been there den suddenly didnt saw her omg!! lyk feel lyk bored den wan go home so standing outside but i keep force my guard to sit down he dun wan hahas!! skali he was right in a moment shirmin was around?? outside hahas!! yoo!! lols.... cant believe my own eyes!! maybe! its because i miss her too much ba?? hhahas i been longing wanted to talk to her! lols!! this is the chance.... and danial keep bugging me to go down hahas!! i keep scold him...!!
okay skali good news they sit down?? at small stair step LOLS!! WE JOIN IN TOO!! hahas.... Okay was talking crap crap crab!! all the time hahas!!! well seeing her laughter already made my dae brighter brighter until i feel soo damn hot lyk wan explode??? HAHHAS!! dramatic ?? i know i know !! she called me crazy!! i cant forget it!! asshole!! argh hahas!! but i was super happy!! when finally can get to talk to her duno her friend wat sae she can sing malay song duno if true anort hahas?? maybe majulah singapura?? but den!! i wan u sing real malay song larh!! hahas! :) hahahas!! okay okay okay!!! this could go on and on and on...
guess wat after that ms lydia li brother join us i heard his name was kyle? and he was lyk friendly and kind i guess?? by the way he response hahas!!! okay !! and den den den dat !! ms candy neo!! ask me and dat guard go carry chair haiz this part i am the laziest!! den i leave danial alone!! haizz duno WHAT DANIAL TELL DAT CANDY NEO!!! skali she aso ask shirmin carry HAhas!!! if shirmin carry i confirm wan help!! no matter wat hahas!!...
OKAY SO JOIN DE FUN!!!!!! it was lyk me getting excited all over those two jia rui and danial was lyk zombie behind?? they lyk! wan dun wan wan dun wan?? something lyk this hahas!! but shirmin infront lols!! was soo happy!! hahas!!!! okay i must must must !!! have fun no matter wat so i go snatch from some small boy?? hahas!! okay okay shirmin was lyk the leader... it look lyk a toot toot train! which is long den normal?? abnormal perhaps? hahahas It was lyk she fastest i faster that jia rui and danial slowest lOLS!!!! nvm dun care dem hahahas :p Got shirmin !! hahas!!.... !can already....
well...!! after that ms su! join us but she didnt wan to even sit!! lols maybe low class ba sit on there hahas!! and she was lyk after shirmin introduced me keep laugh laugh !! even if i told her i play super duper good!! maybe too happy see me hahahs!! lOL FAKE!!! hahas... okay okay i was there lyk! high on drug!! man!!! i keep talk non stop hahas!!! skali tomorrow die lols!! so must sae wat i wan to sae !! hahahs!!...
well after that was lyk breakfast!! this two teacher keep bug us go down eat hahs.. but well it was kind of them?? lols!! okay okay i know i know!! hahas.... well after that ms salha i tink? ask us breakfast now i sae dun wan hahas! COS SHIRMIN STILL UPSTAIR!! LOls!! she nvr go down den lazy lols skali de teacher lyk force us hahas!! okay thanks thanks i know its for our own goOds... as! we may faint due to lack of food and water!! hahas...
DEN DEN SUDDENLY ON THE WAY down!! the! teacher ask us bring the guest up!!... AND THE GUEST WAS SOOO IMPOLITE AND RUDE AND ACTION LARH!!.... we lyk soo kind keep wan sae where u wan sit! dey was lyk! omg.... ignored us :( haiz and the way their look lyk soooo action as if they! a chief minister ehh! sorry larh ehh... if nort because of our malay teacher we wont do this kind of waiter thingy so u dun LOOK DOWN ON US U ASS!!!!! hahas watever!!
okay okay!!.. after tat we went down get some water and dat weiting? duno out of blue moon irham! shirmin upstair! hahahas i sae i know i know !! den she was lyk serious sio? LOLs hu cares hahahas!! oikay okay okay we breakfast de water was lyk sooo damn sweet my stomach until pain !! skali got someone curse me inside de water hahahs!! okay okay nvm... we eat one !!! prawn!! den buy water go hall tot shirmin was there hahas!! skali nope dun have! LOLS okay!! den we went out of the school as this is nort the purpose of coming to mooncake festival if just to enjoy the food hahas! :)
okay we was the first one to went out of the gate! hahas... alrite thats coool den walk walk walk to lot one was lyk super nice! hahs the wind keep blowing and i and danial shout nonsense!.. hahas and i saw three stars!! :) i hope one of them is shooting star hahahs!!! okay oaky crap again...!!
went lot one eat eat eat! at food culture!! lols!! hahas... was lyk super no mood cos... tired hahas! okay i did enjoy the food and my mother was waiting at home... haiz how sweet can that be... den she see me awhile and ask me few question! den den she went to boonlay my other home hahas... i see her out of the house.!! fillial?? Hahas okay okay i trying to be nice as possible! !!! okay okay now still early!! hahas ANIWAE SHIRMIn i reallly have fun!!! talking to u todae!! as its nort everydae i get this chance hahas maybe ! nort in the upcoming days well
STUDY HARD ASSHOLE!! and believe in urself okay?? hahas :)
i end it here readers nite nite ntie!!!! have a nice dae :D
Monday, September 8, 2008
The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
hahas OKay here i am writing !! ...
hmm todae... went school sooo happy as this is my first dae.... after a week of holidae quite miss my friends!! hahas.... !! so as SHIRMIN HAIR HAHAHAHS!!!>.... guess wat!!! early in de morning i walk one round trying to find her!! lOLS den cant find haiz!! :( hahahas nvm nvm!!!.....
okay so went to class and was chatting abit while enjoying fan well its lyk normal!..... everything went... quite okay... BUT DIDNT SAW HER DE WHOLE DAE HAIZz...!! hahahs!! nvm nvm!!!.... omg!!.... i reall iwan to see!!! THE HAIR LARH FAINTED>..... school was soo bored todae hahas!!>.. okay so went home and asked her guess wat she said?? she was inside her classroom!! THE WHOLE TIME LOLS!!!... haiz!! no need be embarrassed larh!! ure hair the nicest okay okay???? it doesnt matter!! :) to me ! hahas
okay better not go on and on... todae i promised to be 100% on studies but guess wat its onli 20 percent sooo Fuckign tired.... damn it!! duno why and sooo sleepy!!... haiz.... dun feel lyk doing ani work!! haiz haiz.... ... i promised myself nort to let down.... and work hard hahas! okay !! starting tomorrow i will do my best and just concentrate no matter wat!!.... lols! hahas todae english hand out! all the paper guess wat I JUST PASSED MY ca2 THE PAPER!!! 12.5/25 damn it?? idiotic man!! LOLS i tot i do damn good skali see the mark can lyk fainT!!!!! cos bryan was just behind me 2.5 omg?? when he was slacking i was working hard?? but onli improve by 2.5?? OMG!! such a failure haiz haiz :( !!!!
nvm nvm hahas... todae after that was social studies i got curious as didnt saw SHIRMIN THE ENTIRE DAE i ask the teacher todae ure attendant full she said yea? i am glad too hahas... since i keep ask that asshole to believe in herself...!!! lols if she nvr come she sure let me down down down down down down down down down down and down to the bottom of the earth!!! hahahas okay so she did come its a good sign? okay.. nvm nvm move on!! XD
went home took bus!! one round again as usual! too bored hahas... well after that got a message from ziyang asking me go give him my memory card for yugioh gx duel tag! 2 HAhas! okay so i agreed as he will follow me everywhere i go?? LOLS okay thanks hahas!!!..... first i come out of my house go buy fish food which have finish already??? LOLS!!....
my fish sure is a big eater!! and guess wat when i didnt buy anithing for him he ignore me?? idiot him!!! food make u happy with me no food u angry dun wan play with me nvm nvm!!! hahas... move on move on!! okay went to take 945 GUESS WAT SAW EX -HONGKAH RIAN!! LOLS SO SIT BESIDE HER Which is shermine?? i guess all the hong kah people know hu rite rite? regenites? duno ? nvm nvm duno act lyk know okay?? Hahas!!
okay she was lyk friendly as usual?? AND GUESS WAT SHE PROMOTED TO EXPRESS BEFORE I DO??? LOLS!! i cant believe it!! haizz... den i told her!! actually raffles junior college reserve my place at there... LOLs she said nanyang poly reserve her name too?? DAMn she HAHAHS!! okay... was fun since its been lyk century ago i ever met them!.. okay glad meet u in the bus shermine!>.. hahas! okay byebye!!! goodbye!!.... move on move on...
buy my fish food and went straight to jurong east... guess wat i lie to ziyang i already at there?? den he gave me a call ?? saying he was dere ?? HAHAHAHHAS OMG!! fainted i lie at the wrong time :( hahas haiz... nvm den i treat him french fries and water and guess wat my stomach and my head was spinning badly and he still dare eat in front me :( haiz haiz... nvm nvm nvm!! was looking at comic connection thinking of whether to buy the watch which look lyk a key ! cool rite?? i know i know hahahas! okay
this is the most funnniest part for todae tot wan share with shirmin since she nvr online i will share with u all aso ba hahahas!! dun tell ZIYANG HOR LOLS LATER HE HATE ME...!! i was suggesting we took a bus! 172 straight to lot one and he agreed hahahas!!!... den all of a sudden on the third stop he was shocked his mother boarded de same bus!! which is veri coincidence lOL!! hahahs AND AND AND I ASKED HIM DO DE MOST SILLIEST THING EVER!!! WHICH IS BEND HIS WHOLE BODY!!! OVER WHILE HIDING luckily her mother didnt saw? HAHAHs as it was packed LOLS!! but she looked lyk as if she suspect something??? HAHAHAHD AND THE WAY ZIYANG BEND WAS LYK A FLEXIBLE RULER LOLS!! HAHHAHAHAHHAS CAN FAINTED DERH!!!!... if u all SAW CONFIRM LAUGH UNTIL DIE.... i keep LAUGH NONSTOP AT THERE!!... LOLS!!... some people was looking maybe thinking i am crazy??? LOls hu cares its my problem!! hahas :D hhahas!! well.....
after her mother alighted on a place... den he started to complain his body felt lyk jelly??? LOLS which !! that dae i just talk to shirmin!!... about the jelly panda skali dat one!!! IS ZIYANG HAHAS>>>!! nvm nvm lols but ziyang was seriously nice? at least he didnt betray me before lyk other friend lolss!!// hahas and he alwaes wait for my bus which is kinda sweet for a guy?? LOLS fainted hahas shouldnt supposed to sae this but its truth! okay... thats all!!.. and guess wat i laugh at him later get scolded in the end AT home i kena scolded! by my grandmother shouted saying i alwaes go out and late come home!! i tot its already write there go out so must come home late late thats call go out?? HahAhahs!! okay ! thats all guys !!! good nite !!!
JUst believe in urself larh!! to the person! :) and enjoy my new song... this is for dreamers!
hmm todae... went school sooo happy as this is my first dae.... after a week of holidae quite miss my friends!! hahas.... !! so as SHIRMIN HAIR HAHAHAHS!!!>.... guess wat!!! early in de morning i walk one round trying to find her!! lOLS den cant find haiz!! :( hahahas nvm nvm!!!.....
okay so went to class and was chatting abit while enjoying fan well its lyk normal!..... everything went... quite okay... BUT DIDNT SAW HER DE WHOLE DAE HAIZz...!! hahahs!! nvm nvm!!!.... omg!!.... i reall iwan to see!!! THE HAIR LARH FAINTED>..... school was soo bored todae hahas!!>.. okay so went home and asked her guess wat she said?? she was inside her classroom!! THE WHOLE TIME LOLS!!!... haiz!! no need be embarrassed larh!! ure hair the nicest okay okay???? it doesnt matter!! :) to me ! hahas
okay better not go on and on... todae i promised to be 100% on studies but guess wat its onli 20 percent sooo Fuckign tired.... damn it!! duno why and sooo sleepy!!... haiz.... dun feel lyk doing ani work!! haiz haiz.... ... i promised myself nort to let down.... and work hard hahas! okay !! starting tomorrow i will do my best and just concentrate no matter wat!!.... lols! hahas todae english hand out! all the paper guess wat I JUST PASSED MY ca2 THE PAPER!!! 12.5/25 damn it?? idiotic man!! LOLS i tot i do damn good skali see the mark can lyk fainT!!!!! cos bryan was just behind me 2.5 omg?? when he was slacking i was working hard?? but onli improve by 2.5?? OMG!! such a failure haiz haiz :( !!!!
nvm nvm hahas... todae after that was social studies i got curious as didnt saw SHIRMIN THE ENTIRE DAE i ask the teacher todae ure attendant full she said yea? i am glad too hahas... since i keep ask that asshole to believe in herself...!!! lols if she nvr come she sure let me down down down down down down down down down down and down to the bottom of the earth!!! hahahas okay so she did come its a good sign? okay.. nvm nvm move on!! XD
went home took bus!! one round again as usual! too bored hahas... well after that got a message from ziyang asking me go give him my memory card for yugioh gx duel tag! 2 HAhas! okay so i agreed as he will follow me everywhere i go?? LOLS okay thanks hahas!!!..... first i come out of my house go buy fish food which have finish already??? LOLS!!....
my fish sure is a big eater!! and guess wat when i didnt buy anithing for him he ignore me?? idiot him!!! food make u happy with me no food u angry dun wan play with me nvm nvm!!! hahas... move on move on!! okay went to take 945 GUESS WAT SAW EX -HONGKAH RIAN!! LOLS SO SIT BESIDE HER Which is shermine?? i guess all the hong kah people know hu rite rite? regenites? duno ? nvm nvm duno act lyk know okay?? Hahas!!
okay she was lyk friendly as usual?? AND GUESS WAT SHE PROMOTED TO EXPRESS BEFORE I DO??? LOLS!! i cant believe it!! haizz... den i told her!! actually raffles junior college reserve my place at there... LOLs she said nanyang poly reserve her name too?? DAMn she HAHAHS!! okay... was fun since its been lyk century ago i ever met them!.. okay glad meet u in the bus shermine!>.. hahas! okay byebye!!! goodbye!!.... move on move on...
buy my fish food and went straight to jurong east... guess wat i lie to ziyang i already at there?? den he gave me a call ?? saying he was dere ?? HAHAHAHHAS OMG!! fainted i lie at the wrong time :( hahas haiz... nvm den i treat him french fries and water and guess wat my stomach and my head was spinning badly and he still dare eat in front me :( haiz haiz... nvm nvm nvm!! was looking at comic connection thinking of whether to buy the watch which look lyk a key ! cool rite?? i know i know hahahas! okay
this is the most funnniest part for todae tot wan share with shirmin since she nvr online i will share with u all aso ba hahahas!! dun tell ZIYANG HOR LOLS LATER HE HATE ME...!! i was suggesting we took a bus! 172 straight to lot one and he agreed hahahas!!!... den all of a sudden on the third stop he was shocked his mother boarded de same bus!! which is veri coincidence lOL!! hahahs AND AND AND I ASKED HIM DO DE MOST SILLIEST THING EVER!!! WHICH IS BEND HIS WHOLE BODY!!! OVER WHILE HIDING luckily her mother didnt saw? HAHAHs as it was packed LOLS!! but she looked lyk as if she suspect something??? HAHAHAHD AND THE WAY ZIYANG BEND WAS LYK A FLEXIBLE RULER LOLS!! HAHHAHAHAHHAS CAN FAINTED DERH!!!!... if u all SAW CONFIRM LAUGH UNTIL DIE.... i keep LAUGH NONSTOP AT THERE!!... LOLS!!... some people was looking maybe thinking i am crazy??? LOls hu cares its my problem!! hahas :D hhahas!! well.....
after her mother alighted on a place... den he started to complain his body felt lyk jelly??? LOLS which !! that dae i just talk to shirmin!!... about the jelly panda skali dat one!!! IS ZIYANG HAHAS>>>!! nvm nvm lols but ziyang was seriously nice? at least he didnt betray me before lyk other friend lolss!!// hahas and he alwaes wait for my bus which is kinda sweet for a guy?? LOLS fainted hahas shouldnt supposed to sae this but its truth! okay... thats all!!.. and guess wat i laugh at him later get scolded in the end AT home i kena scolded! by my grandmother shouted saying i alwaes go out and late come home!! i tot its already write there go out so must come home late late thats call go out?? HahAhahs!! okay ! thats all guys !!! good nite !!!
JUst believe in urself larh!! to the person! :) and enjoy my new song... this is for dreamers!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
u bright 1/3 of my dark world..
i hope it stay this way...
before everything took a changed..
for the better in many way....
nice nice nice?? hahas anihow quote fainted...
hahhahahs!! todae was lyk ... duno how sae soOO MANY HOMEWORK AISEHX>. die die die!! mondae!!! must pass up!!! wth!!>........ haizz.... suddenly got a phone call guess who??,..... my most loyal security guard... danial ! hahahahs!! he sae he coming... for wat? for the PASIR RIS! paper!!! and i told him i charged money!!... den when he arrived guess how much he give me! 50CENT.....! hahas bryan too must give me hor hor hor!!...... i print for u two lehx!!.... LOLs u nvr give me heart damn pain..... i mean my printer.... they alive too... hahas!!....
okay stop this nonsense already irham! now talk seriously! :D
after that i started to feel lyk doing homework hahas.. cos got somebody around to accompany me.... LOLS!! hahahas... okay so we do and do and do and do... mostly look at the answer key den find out the working... omg most of the question was lyk?? SUPER DUPER TUPER JUPER GUPER TOUGH!!!! feel lyk fainting when doing and my backbone alwaes give me problem haizz :( dman pain hahahs!!.... nvm!! nvm!! dont care....
wah after was lyk three foour five hours finally... done with! my !! paper two left two more question paper one no need sae...!! can cry derh!!... alot question dono how do!! nort dono FORGET THE FORMULA HAIZZ... why maths must be this tough idiot larh!!.... LOLS!!
hahahas!!>.. no i wont give up i can do it!!>......... :D
after that was lyk five plus
danial keep bugging me to play dota...!! hahas idiot him!!>... keep beg me teach him how to play properly i tell him i onli have one student which is dreamygurlgurl idiot! hahahhas!!>.. okay so he agreed to be my security guard...?? hahahas!! thats Good good.. okay so i teach him buy item guess wat?? when the time to move he told me he can handle!! LOLS!! idiot him!! i am a teacher or master?? MUST LET ME DECIDE LARH!!...
one thing dats veri funni todae... he keep disturb two malay people at coffee shop who nvr fast!!! todae was supposed to be fasting month.. and they can still drink happily he keep make those funni sound"?? and those below was lyk omg... wat the shit hu disturb us? hahahahs!! was totally funni if u see his action... my neighbour even notice him... doing silly thing again and again.. hahahhas!!
okay done he go home....!! okay wat happened next was my room is in such a messy state... haiz.... i decided todae i cleaned everything :D i mopped de floor clean the computer table lols am i good good?? hahahse!!! i know i good no need sae thank you@!>
hahas!!! den wat happened next was lyk out of my mind my grandmother started scolding?... LOLS cos danial!! kick her shoes hahahahs!! danial u better watch urself.....!! my grandma going take revenge on this security guard hahahhas!! she going throw ure slipper far far far far far far far far afar far far far far far far away !! .... :) hahahahhas it was totally lyk silly larh....
next next was freee during this time... and todae i didnt go tution hahas.. :) yay!! dun miss me teacher.... there or my friend hahas!!!....... skali they aso dun care?? LOLS hahahs!! okay watever larh ehh i dun care! ...
YAY during my free time talk talk talk to shirmin until.... soo damn tired??.... hahahahs!! wat makes me happy todae... is she!! PRAISE ME INSIDE HER BLOG LOLS!! must see must see must see HAHAHAHHAHAS!!! thanks uhh!!! u realli made my dae?? i have fun talkign to u even tot was lyk soo short.... the time realli ticking damn..... fast..... thats for sure.....
! hahas Okay one last thing i am soo damn jealous bryan saw shooting star and i didnt hAIZZ! aiyer nvm larh!! omg omg....!! i believe in myself thats good enough!!
and GOod luck to everyone for ure studies SHIRMIN must do 100% BETTER!! okay!! :) goodnite readers!!
okay stop this nonsense already irham! now talk seriously! :D
after that i started to feel lyk doing homework hahas.. cos got somebody around to accompany me.... LOLS!! hahahas... okay so we do and do and do and do... mostly look at the answer key den find out the working... omg most of the question was lyk?? SUPER DUPER TUPER JUPER GUPER TOUGH!!!! feel lyk fainting when doing and my backbone alwaes give me problem haizz :( dman pain hahahs!!.... nvm!! nvm!! dont care....
wah after was lyk three foour five hours finally... done with! my !! paper two left two more question paper one no need sae...!! can cry derh!!... alot question dono how do!! nort dono FORGET THE FORMULA HAIZZ... why maths must be this tough idiot larh!!.... LOLS!!
hahahas!!>.. no i wont give up i can do it!!>......... :D
after that was lyk five plus
danial keep bugging me to play dota...!! hahas idiot him!!>... keep beg me teach him how to play properly i tell him i onli have one student which is dreamygurlgurl idiot! hahahhas!!>.. okay so he agreed to be my security guard...?? hahahas!! thats Good good.. okay so i teach him buy item guess wat?? when the time to move he told me he can handle!! LOLS!! idiot him!! i am a teacher or master?? MUST LET ME DECIDE LARH!!...
one thing dats veri funni todae... he keep disturb two malay people at coffee shop who nvr fast!!! todae was supposed to be fasting month.. and they can still drink happily he keep make those funni sound"?? and those below was lyk omg... wat the shit hu disturb us? hahahahs!! was totally funni if u see his action... my neighbour even notice him... doing silly thing again and again.. hahahhas!!
okay done he go home....!! okay wat happened next was my room is in such a messy state... haiz.... i decided todae i cleaned everything :D i mopped de floor clean the computer table lols am i good good?? hahahse!!! i know i good no need sae thank you@!>
hahas!!! den wat happened next was lyk out of my mind my grandmother started scolding?... LOLS cos danial!! kick her shoes hahahahs!! danial u better watch urself.....!! my grandma going take revenge on this security guard hahahhas!! she going throw ure slipper far far far far far far far far afar far far far far far far away !! .... :) hahahahhas it was totally lyk silly larh....
next next was freee during this time... and todae i didnt go tution hahas.. :) yay!! dun miss me teacher.... there or my friend hahas!!!....... skali they aso dun care?? LOLS hahahs!! okay watever larh ehh i dun care! ...
YAY during my free time talk talk talk to shirmin until.... soo damn tired??.... hahahahs!! wat makes me happy todae... is she!! PRAISE ME INSIDE HER BLOG LOLS!! must see must see must see HAHAHAHHAHAS!!! thanks uhh!!! u realli made my dae?? i have fun talkign to u even tot was lyk soo short.... the time realli ticking damn..... fast..... thats for sure.....
! hahas Okay one last thing i am soo damn jealous bryan saw shooting star and i didnt hAIZZ! aiyer nvm larh!! omg omg....!! i believe in myself thats good enough!!
and GOod luck to everyone for ure studies SHIRMIN must do 100% BETTER!! okay!! :) goodnite readers!!
Saturday, September 6, 2008
arent this place beautiful??...as long as we dun give up on ourself!
life would be million times better if we treasured it!!! XD
Friday, September 5, 2008
HAhas! okay todae wasnt realli a fun dae... but it get alittle betters.... hahas!! okay this is wat happened todae....
woke up! at 10 play gameboy and guess wat i have the weakest pokemon dere :( haizz.... hahahas!! omg... nvm nvm i restart!!! LOls!! okay... at the afternoon danial and bryan come my house again.. haiz.....
my grandmother doesnt seem happy about it?? but wat can i do! this is september holidae!! i wanted to have someone to spend with so! hahas i didnt listen to her.... haiz guess wat shes totally angry with me until now i duno why... haiz... somemore bryan danial didnt use my ps2 at all..! totally unreasonable but its alrite....! shes my most! love grandmother in this whole wide wide wide universe!! :) hahahas!!....
okay this wat happened after those two assholes arrive??,.... guess wat... i was playing dota?? and they started punching me kicking me??? they think i am wat their punching bag??LOLS! hahahahs and i got totally angry scold dem oh my no reaction of afraid from them hahas...!!! nvm nvm!!! finally i used my last word! U cant play my comp and nvr wanted to invite again! finally they.... surrenedered to the chief ?? well thats me HAhhHAhahs fake!! XD
okay was playing playing playing until almost 7 omg!! its fasting almost break,!!! aisehx man!! idiot dat danial wan break fast at my house... but the food dere is limited to me! :) so have to buy at shop omg!! went down my block coffeeshop guess wat the shop closed LOls idiot!! hahas need go a few blocks away!! LOLs was running but my pant was lyk dropping as my wallet heavy??? maybe lots of money inside??HAHAHAHAS!! thats for u to find out!
okay! so bought the food and i bought specially for bryan... guess wat hahas he tot i steal his money??!Lols lame!! i bought it because i am good dun u know that?? rmb that alwaes inside!! ure brain!! hahahahas!! okay okay.... after that watch... channel eight which was lyk quite nice?? hahas!! till eight oclock slack again!! inside my comp room! lols feel lyk realli too free?? hahas! okay... don care! well after 8.45 its time they go home!! bye bye!!... hahahas pooot Poot! give u bring home lols!! fainted !! hahahs... AND U KNOW WHAT something missing again!! this alwaes happened when they come my house lols!! my masked rider!!!! gone!! LOLS idiotic!! ARGH hahahas!! dont care
hey todae feel soo good as!! hahas MY NUMBER ONE AND ONLI!!! STUDENT cindy candy candy on the wall she have the most candy among us all!! Hahahs!!!! MY DOTA APPRENTICE STUDENT!! finally online after lyk!! 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 5 and etc CENTURIES!! lolS!! IDIOT!!! hahahas was totally happy??,..... finally i have someone to talk about my problem and sadness with hahas!! thanks for being there asshole!!... u de best candy ever!!! :D and guess wat!! hahas SHE aso in my gang! for dreamers?? Hahas AND HER NAME TOtally funny??!! dreamy_idiot!! hahahs!! can faint derh!! lols!! okay dreamy girl!! watever it is!! glad that u are back!! XD !!
Lastly for todae i didnt do ani ! HOMEWORK and my printer cant print HAhas!!! omg can die derh!!... tomorrow got poa tution which from my cousin looking forward to it!!.. to be the best student and most consistent and!! improve!! ever IN history :)
hahas! goodnite readers! maybe tomorrow ! we will meet somewhere in the streets dun forget to sae hello!
woke up! at 10 play gameboy and guess wat i have the weakest pokemon dere :( haizz.... hahahas!! omg... nvm nvm i restart!!! LOls!! okay... at the afternoon danial and bryan come my house again.. haiz.....
my grandmother doesnt seem happy about it?? but wat can i do! this is september holidae!! i wanted to have someone to spend with so! hahas i didnt listen to her.... haiz guess wat shes totally angry with me until now i duno why... haiz... somemore bryan danial didnt use my ps2 at all..! totally unreasonable but its alrite....! shes my most! love grandmother in this whole wide wide wide universe!! :) hahahas!!....
okay this wat happened after those two assholes arrive??,.... guess wat... i was playing dota?? and they started punching me kicking me??? they think i am wat their punching bag??LOLS! hahahahs and i got totally angry scold dem oh my no reaction of afraid from them hahas...!!! nvm nvm!!! finally i used my last word! U cant play my comp and nvr wanted to invite again! finally they.... surrenedered to the chief ?? well thats me HAhhHAhahs fake!! XD
okay was playing playing playing until almost 7 omg!! its fasting almost break,!!! aisehx man!! idiot dat danial wan break fast at my house... but the food dere is limited to me! :) so have to buy at shop omg!! went down my block coffeeshop guess wat the shop closed LOls idiot!! hahas need go a few blocks away!! LOLs was running but my pant was lyk dropping as my wallet heavy??? maybe lots of money inside??HAHAHAHAS!! thats for u to find out!
okay! so bought the food and i bought specially for bryan... guess wat hahas he tot i steal his money??!Lols lame!! i bought it because i am good dun u know that?? rmb that alwaes inside!! ure brain!! hahahahas!! okay okay.... after that watch... channel eight which was lyk quite nice?? hahas!! till eight oclock slack again!! inside my comp room! lols feel lyk realli too free?? hahas! okay... don care! well after 8.45 its time they go home!! bye bye!!... hahahas pooot Poot! give u bring home lols!! fainted !! hahahs... AND U KNOW WHAT something missing again!! this alwaes happened when they come my house lols!! my masked rider!!!! gone!! LOLS idiotic!! ARGH hahahas!! dont care
hey todae feel soo good as!! hahas MY NUMBER ONE AND ONLI!!! STUDENT cindy candy candy on the wall she have the most candy among us all!! Hahahs!!!! MY DOTA APPRENTICE STUDENT!! finally online after lyk!! 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 5 and etc CENTURIES!! lolS!! IDIOT!!! hahahas was totally happy??,..... finally i have someone to talk about my problem and sadness with hahas!! thanks for being there asshole!!... u de best candy ever!!! :D and guess wat!! hahas SHE aso in my gang! for dreamers?? Hahas AND HER NAME TOtally funny??!! dreamy_idiot!! hahahs!! can faint derh!! lols!! okay dreamy girl!! watever it is!! glad that u are back!! XD !!
Lastly for todae i didnt do ani ! HOMEWORK and my printer cant print HAhas!!! omg can die derh!!... tomorrow got poa tution which from my cousin looking forward to it!!.. to be the best student and most consistent and!! improve!! ever IN history :)
hahas! goodnite readers! maybe tomorrow ! we will meet somewhere in the streets dun forget to sae hello!
The day light breaks againAnother day has begun.
But still no sleep has come.My body is weary
But still no sleep has come.My body is weary
My mind overworked.I lie awake thinking
But what I am unsure.I need to break free from the cycle I endure.
But what I am unsure.I need to break free from the cycle I endure.
Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide
Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over
And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary
And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.
Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.
I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.
hmm... enjoy this poems... maybe u guys outdere now the meaning behind every words :)
Thursday, September 4, 2008
.... hmm didnt went go aniwhere again... haizz :( my post getting boringer and boringest!! Lols!! hahas...>! yea can see can see... onli me??
okay heres what my most boring stories for the daes!! well...! in the morning got a phone call from my left hand! which is danial?? lols ask me go out i said lazy!?? and he said bye?? okay!! after that was lyk the boringest period ever!! but i still stay on survive hahas!!...
well play my psp!! yugioh!! duelist for the sacred card wooo.. do u hear that??!! hahas hu ever is a fan of duel monster will know this :D okay.. play play play until complete den nothing else to play haizz!! bored bored breod....!!!
todae was the boringest dae !! :) hahahahs dun care dun care.....
okay wat shock me todae was i didnt even do a single school assignment!! and!!! i didnt even revise a single!! thing omg!!!!! fainted!! hahahahs!!!!>........... wtf!!! okay okay its better nort to go on and on!!...
break fast and happily eat den!!... watch tv den nothing do again?? LOLzzz!! hahahahs HAiz!! wat a hopelesss life i gort here?? is this wat boss alwaes do?? hahas!!!! damn it i rather do something meaningful!! :) okay readers i got no stories todae ! how bout i find on internet tell u all hahas :D okay okay??? !!
okay heres what my most boring stories for the daes!! well...! in the morning got a phone call from my left hand! which is danial?? lols ask me go out i said lazy!?? and he said bye?? okay!! after that was lyk the boringest period ever!! but i still stay on survive hahas!!...
well play my psp!! yugioh!! duelist for the sacred card wooo.. do u hear that??!! hahas hu ever is a fan of duel monster will know this :D okay.. play play play until complete den nothing else to play haizz!! bored bored breod....!!!
todae was the boringest dae !! :) hahahahs dun care dun care.....
okay wat shock me todae was i didnt even do a single school assignment!! and!!! i didnt even revise a single!! thing omg!!!!! fainted!! hahahahs!!!!>........... wtf!!! okay okay its better nort to go on and on!!...
break fast and happily eat den!!... watch tv den nothing do again?? LOLzzz!! hahahahs HAiz!! wat a hopelesss life i gort here?? is this wat boss alwaes do?? hahas!!!! damn it i rather do something meaningful!! :) okay readers i got no stories todae ! how bout i find on internet tell u all hahas :D okay okay??? !!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
nice?? hahas! enjoy it if ure room is dark!
Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands,
because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy = = because we will always want to have something else or something more.
So rmb! must be grateful for watever we have :)
hmm how should i begin this...! hahas.. okay!! todae rained heavily!! hahas man this doesnt make sense it rain when in the afternoon.... okay start my life stories was woken up at 8.45 hahas... while my remedial was at 10?? ... LOLs guess wat actually damn lazy to go... but nope nope! must study hard hahas... well this is wat happened... arrive late at chua chu kang den took a bus!!....
omg a teacher pass by and ask may i sit with u??? LOLS!! its nort lyk as if i am petty to reserve all the sit for me hahahs!!.. so i said okay anithing lols...! he said how r u? why u go school? guess wats my answer?? Hahas !! alwaes the same!! to be at the top!! :D hahas he said wow thats good i seen great improvement in u/??.... !! lols! okay den he said wow u such a hardworking !! when i told him going remedial? omg!... okay thanks aniwae? thats can be said as motivated..!
alrite when reach school i expect my class! to be full with 3.4 guess wat! this is the student i saw shunski,ah em , vicky , huishan , zhen loon last nort least zhen loon!.... ? hahahas den dat danial extra go in study wit us? LOLS! okay dun give a damn!! lols!!... mostly i joke at there! but hahas!!.... i realli can understand seriously now!.... i guess!! when it times to study.. must do my best.. dont give a damn!!....
okay move oN!
now i starting to now dat the ms lee?? was quite a nice teacher? lols last time i used to think she lyk action all this hahas... but i can see she trying to teach us with all she got? thats good thanks alot! onli she too loud hahas!.. okay!! crap again?....
dat danial sae boring dun wan go home after de remedial den i ask him lets watch movie todae at lot one tot wan watch CYBORG!! she!! hahahs.... maybe thats the onli interesting show currently in cinema?? hahsa to me i guess....... but in the end!! cant make it that asshole!! wan go home at 3.30 damn him!! lols!! okay ! move on !! hahas!!
went home and got nothing to do haizz.. so play psp all the way till fasting break hahas..!!! lols!! todae eat alot junk food haiz cos my mother bought some burger king which i like! hahas... and my grandmother cook soo much she said ask me eat all till finish? lol fainted she wan me gorged to death is it!! LOls! okay!! hahas... watever it is i am soo full and veri happpy! as this is the third dae i persevere! hehehehehs!! a round of a applause pleased!! lols......
de rain still havent stop! haiz hahas.. its alrite whenenever it rain... i can alwaes think of a phrase to write.... :D! tomorrow duno what will happened hahas!!.... welll just hope todae will make it throught happily!!.... alrite!!...
was watching constantine!! hahas!! lols watch it hmm 3,4 times?? but still cant get over its!! lols hahas!! happy watching!!!
and last thing!!! i wan watch cyborg she!! no matter wat hahhas!!!..... XD
omg a teacher pass by and ask may i sit with u??? LOLS!! its nort lyk as if i am petty to reserve all the sit for me hahahs!!.. so i said okay anithing lols...! he said how r u? why u go school? guess wats my answer?? Hahas !! alwaes the same!! to be at the top!! :D hahas he said wow thats good i seen great improvement in u/??.... !! lols! okay den he said wow u such a hardworking !! when i told him going remedial? omg!... okay thanks aniwae? thats can be said as motivated..!
alrite when reach school i expect my class! to be full with 3.4 guess wat! this is the student i saw shunski,ah em , vicky , huishan , zhen loon last nort least zhen loon!.... ? hahahas den dat danial extra go in study wit us? LOLS! okay dun give a damn!! lols!!... mostly i joke at there! but hahas!!.... i realli can understand seriously now!.... i guess!! when it times to study.. must do my best.. dont give a damn!!....
okay move oN!
now i starting to now dat the ms lee?? was quite a nice teacher? lols last time i used to think she lyk action all this hahas... but i can see she trying to teach us with all she got? thats good thanks alot! onli she too loud hahas!.. okay!! crap again?....
dat danial sae boring dun wan go home after de remedial den i ask him lets watch movie todae at lot one tot wan watch CYBORG!! she!! hahahs.... maybe thats the onli interesting show currently in cinema?? hahsa to me i guess....... but in the end!! cant make it that asshole!! wan go home at 3.30 damn him!! lols!! okay ! move on !! hahas!!
went home and got nothing to do haizz.. so play psp all the way till fasting break hahas..!!! lols!! todae eat alot junk food haiz cos my mother bought some burger king which i like! hahas... and my grandmother cook soo much she said ask me eat all till finish? lol fainted she wan me gorged to death is it!! LOls! okay!! hahas... watever it is i am soo full and veri happpy! as this is the third dae i persevere! hehehehehs!! a round of a applause pleased!! lols......
de rain still havent stop! haiz hahas.. its alrite whenenever it rain... i can alwaes think of a phrase to write.... :D! tomorrow duno what will happened hahas!!.... welll just hope todae will make it throught happily!!.... alrite!!...
was watching constantine!! hahas!! lols watch it hmm 3,4 times?? but still cant get over its!! lols hahas!! happy watching!!!
and last thing!!! i wan watch cyborg she!! no matter wat hahhas!!!..... XD