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Name: Irham
Age: 20
School: Republic poly
Birthday: 16 august 1991

When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

alrite hmmm todae.... realli wasnt my dae i guess so..... but it doesnt stop me from comign to school.... as i tink i dun wan miss out on most of the subject.... dat i lack behind... i am going all the way out for the achievers tea or most improved student awards :) i hope i can make it....

yesterdae couldnt sleep damn it.... no matter how hard.... i close my eyes close my ears everything.... lols it still wont let me sleep something mmust have bothered my whole nerve system... and wats more it falls on 16/9/08 which is 16 my bdae but in august does it have to do wit this?? or is it just tat.... fateful night have shooting star?? hahas hu knows.... well... three hours wide awake... and i get soo sicked when i reach school...

guess wat the chairman didnt come hahas... omg i take over her duties coool rite?? hahas saw SHIRMIN WOO.... sooo gorgeous!! i know it when she let down her hair she would look better den de rest :) hahas.... its just she doesnt believe me dats all hahas..... okay okay stop talking crap well... the ms eswaran was talking about chairman meeting omg.. this is wat i hated de most.... :( hahas i am damn lazy... to do all this sort of nonsense... okay... so i rejected everything... but in the end i still went for it.. lols haizzz.....

somehow... todae my badluck dae... haiz... wasnt realli paying attention and guess wat my new physic test onli have 14/17 omg... damn it... i could do better den tis..... :( i didnt know why.. its dropping... haiz haiz nvm....

well.... todae didnt realli go my way.. as the hot weather realli burn me.... haizz........ didnt know why... but i just couldnt stand de sun infra red radiation heat nor the bright light...... :( tis doesnt happened in the past... haiz....

hahas well move on move on..... hope shirmin did well on her oral... lols was realli praying she didnt stammer and nervous during her oral :) hahas.... i put on hope too much in her i guess fainted... aiyer.... lols move on....

well the chairman meeting was..... soo lame..... omg.... working around kindergarten kids?? whats more.... shirmin nort even dere LOLS!!!! hahaas..... nvm nvm so i decided to drop out..... as i know i am nort fit to be a teacher??..... maybe so.... because i dun look lyk one neither am i.... the type of teacher who... know whats the children is thinking.... well it sadden one of my ex-classmate but i am realli sorry.. i just couldnt do it.... this is just nort the right time....
maybe in future..... or maybe nort in this lifetime....

thing seems realli goes bad for me... i didnt know why or how.... but it just did.... and i am feeling soo depressed.... inside nor outside i feel lyk the whole world is against me... haizz.... seems familiar rite? it comes from one of the song lyric..... haiz haiz... i just hope this 7 months will pass quickly.... even if i hope so i didnt know if it will... guaranteed.... 100% _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _... haiz i wish it will... i been waiting for soo long.... i dun want to be the odd one out nort in my life... this realli realli realli changed my life..... i cant believe it either..... i just duno what i did in the past to get this kind of..... ______ ? why is it soo unfair.... why alwaes me.... why when i am trying to be good... and this thing still doesnt let me off.... is it trying to be here forever... sometimes it realli drive me to the corner!!!.... i feel lyk hope isnt realli there..... maybe this is all wat life is in stored for me.... mostly i didnt wan to sound my bad feeling and try to be happy and write happy thing in my blog but sometimes i just dunt feel lyk.... being a pretender..... ! nvm hahas this may be my most unhappiest things... ever happened in my life!! sometimes its best i let off watever i have to sae here... i cant realli hold on much longer... but i will persevere... i have nvr give up since de dae.. i was born....

alrite well todae nothing much happened.... just htat one of my friend hp being stolen... haiz i felt sad for u but i cant do anithing much... i have many problems thats inside me... i am sorry.... i cant help much... neither do i know where to start...

okay i shall stop here!! :) okay goodnite readers.... hahas byebye.....

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