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Name: Irham
Age: 20
School: Republic poly
Birthday: 16 august 1991

When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

hmm.. hahas been having bad dreams.... dis few daes.....!!... hahas man my head sure... is trying to project something... but.. it disturb my sleep larh!! lols...!! okay okay crap agian.. hope.. todae i can sleep peacefully hehehes!!.....

well.... went to school with a terrible headache.. hahas... its alrite.. todae i told myself i going study... and nort going home half dae... lesson was quite boring... but yet... i try my best to listen to every word..... haha....... hmm.....

quite dissapointing with some teachers though.. i was lyk bringing chemistry filed... and she didnt come??? she went home?? omg!! ... i was there lyk damn bored.... and feel lyk going home... i didnt know hari raya meant soo important to everyone.. maybe... to me... its just some event... as i dun realli feel lyk celebrating.... my mood isnt here.. hahas pleased come back lols!...

after dat... went home... alone.. todae well.. its alrite i gotten used to it.. hahas!!..... but its quite.. a nice feeling too!! as... i finally know the meaning of dont depend on others.. :) okay crap again.... den didnt know wat to do.. so sleep the whole day hahas...

den my grandma ask me go my aunty house to breakfast.. but i am alwaes the last hahas!!.. i told her go first... well.. maybe just wanted to be alone??... my mind wasnt realli in good shape hahas!... i been thinking alot lately.. of wat goings happened... well i am prepared for the worst...

went to aunty house and cousin all seems to get friendlier each dae... which makes me happy..... hahas.. my stepfather go buy turkey omg!! SOo big LOLS FAINTED>.> AND I DID EAT IT A BIT AND I CANT EAT ALREADY de taste was lyk.. omg!! the smell.... can faint derh hahas!!...
well... todae is the last dae... of fasting... feel lyk time is going too fast....

and and and hehehes.. i persevere for 30 days woooo..!! and i guess.... self discipline should maintain the whole times hahas..!! well was talking about shooting star... wallpaper to put at my new roomhahas....

my stepfather... talk about other thing... LOLS!! argh... hahas!! nvm nvm.... but now den i realised... family is most important... as they alwaes.. seem to be there... to even talk or cheer me up.... maybe i cant find this in friends... hahas!!.. well... cousin lent me her book about sense of belonging... thanks alot uhh... actually i didnt read the book yet.. but the title seems to make sense... where the sense of belonging inside me...

why do i alwaes.. choose to be alone... why does it hard for soomeone to understand... does happiness... lies in ure own hand or maybe... being true to urself... is the key to every solution or is the world realli a complicated to live in...? words keep bothered in my mind hahas!! okay okay crap.. watever...

went home after dat... hahas... and my stepfather omg!! i didnt know how he know i was listening to old song maybe my mother told him hahas..!! well.. to tell u the truth the melody... dat realli got into me dat makes me listen over again... hahas!! and guess wat i heard my father have the carpenters!! WHOLE ALBUM WOO!!... been looking forward to lent from him!!.... :) hahas

hahas at home was my mother quarrel with grandma over the curtain which wan nicer lols... i am lyk.. the middle judge ?? HAHaS!! well.. to tell u the truth.. my grandma got a point the curtain wasnt realli suited.. soo... after coming to a conclusion my mother LOSE HAHAS!! :P well she lyk a bit angry... but its just a curtain relax alrite.. wen it comes to housing deco u must trust the old ones... they are more experience :) and make dem happy larh hahas!

well tomorrow dun feel lyk going... to mosque... as.. i dun tink i am good enough to be a saint....all of a sudden it rains... wen the cloud was cleared... hahas.. maybe its the tears of joy from heaven??.... hahas... okay okay... todae perhaps staying up late... as its the eve of hari raya hahas.!

hope to have a goodnite sleep TODAE!! hahas

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