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Name: Irham
Age: 20
School: Republic poly
Birthday: 16 august 1991

When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

haiz i am soo freaking fucking stressed... and sad larh.. aisehx.. i didnt know other den love the love u have got for ure fish.. is the same!!!

my heart feel so damn pain looking at it... its all my fault!! it trust me!!! and yet i mistrust it... i am soo damn dissapointed..... with myself..!!! haizz...

i let it drop off from my hand!!! as it jump out of the plastic... damn it... no matter how hard to catch it!!!!!

its feel lyk....!!! infinite.. PAin inflicted on me.. haizz... i cant bear it.. alone!!! wen i look into the eyes of my fish.. i feel i realli fucking freaking useless.... i let it in fear.... its tail is broken!!... i can feel the pain its going through!!!

i know its going to hate me!!! for !! being!!!!!... such a dumbFUck!!! argh!!! haiz haiz..... :(
i know million apology aso wont.. bring ure past tail back.. But i know i am trying my best find de best medicine for u......


i dun need ure forgive... i just need u to be healthy.. same fish as i know....
u are part of my life... i dun wan to lose u.... i have lost soo many thing in life..... haizz... damn it.... all because of one mistake.... and i know its for life... haizz..!!!!


this is soo freaking stressed more stress rather den... wen studying... haizz!!! why does it have to happened.. !! now...!! y............. why must it alwaes be me... !!

why are fated soo cruell.. sometimes i wonder if.... life have meaning at all.. or is it just me.. and my unrealistic dream.. to make it come true.... which will nvr be..... haiz watever it is.... i know i am all alone in this darkness world of life..... fighting for my own survival...

wat is done can nvr be undone.... i just hope time will heal it all.... maybe this problem rise up to make me forget u... and kept me busy for my whole life...... but i just know i cant!! and dun wish to...... why does it happened three times in a row.. is this wat the meaning of world going around in circle so should.. de badluck....

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