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Age: 20 School: Republic poly Birthday: 16 august 1991 When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you. Archives May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011 December 2011 Dreamers joey Josephine Junhao Kahmun shirmin Suling Vicky Anime Skies If you here please give a wink |
Sunday, October 12, 2008 haiz i am soo freaking fucking stressed... and sad larh.. aisehx.. i didnt know other den love the love u have got for ure fish.. is the same!!! my heart feel so damn pain looking at it... its all my fault!! it trust me!!! and yet i mistrust it... i am soo damn dissapointed..... with myself..!!! haizz... i let it drop off from my hand!!! as it jump out of the plastic... damn it... no matter how hard to catch it!!!!! its feel lyk....!!! infinite.. PAin inflicted on me.. haizz... i cant bear it.. alone!!! wen i look into the eyes of my fish.. i feel i realli fucking freaking useless.... i let it in fear.... its tail is broken!!... i can feel the pain its going through!!! i know its going to hate me!!! for !! being!!!!!... such a dumbFUck!!! argh!!! haiz haiz..... :( i know million apology aso wont.. bring ure past tail back.. But i know i am trying my best find de best medicine for u...... i dun need ure forgive... i just need u to be healthy.. same fish as i know.... u are part of my life... i dun wan to lose u.... i have lost soo many thing in life..... haizz... damn it.... all because of one mistake.... and i know its for life... haizz..!!!! this is soo freaking stressed more stress rather den... wen studying... haizz!!! why does it have to happened.. !! now...!! y............. why must it alwaes be me... !! why are fated soo cruell.. sometimes i wonder if.... life have meaning at all.. or is it just me.. and my unrealistic dream.. to make it come true.... which will nvr be..... haiz watever it is.... i know i am all alone in this darkness world of life..... fighting for my own survival... wat is done can nvr be undone.... i just hope time will heal it all.... maybe this problem rise up to make me forget u... and kept me busy for my whole life...... but i just know i cant!! and dun wish to...... why does it happened three times in a row.. is this wat the meaning of world going around in circle so should.. de badluck.... |
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