HAHAHAHHAHAHAS !!!!! omg!!! soooooooo regret this lols!!!...

no wonder my heart have a doubt!! :S but i choose nort to listen to it.. i guess its too bad its me against the world now! HAH!...

well my hair look totally straight and guess what i still shorten my hair the look was soo LOLS...!! when i see the mirror! seems like a girl?? EHH SOOO LAME !! OMG straightening hair wasnt realli! a good thing for me after all hah! :((!!!

okay well.. todae i wasnt supposed to go out due to my bad hair day!... wel.. couldnt avoid it either.. hmmph!... my grandma force me up due to... a friend of her's death.. todae..

hmm.... i went there with of course my terrible hair..!:S! well.. at there is wat i expected it to be people moaning... or somethin!... it was totally out of my imagination...

what i notice was... most of their relative there.. some of them.. giving excuses of nobody to take care of children at home or there is somethin urgent and left....
when they are just barely there for a few minutes???

what could be soo important than the death of a person who left the world.. and the one that still living.... is this the farewell... that were given by your own loved ones.....

although people may make mistake when young.. even though having bad blood... dont you used to share those good times and memories too.. are u supposed to walk away like u just dunt care.. and now.. even to the day of their.. last minute on earth.. maybe human are human..

as an outsider... even my grandma.. could stay there for hours.... i just couldnt stand it when it was their own family members? cousin? aunty? uncle? couldnt do the same....

well watever....! hahahahs! lets move on!!!...

after that went to shop buy nasi lemak and chicken weets!! and walk home while walking... my grandma said my day may come soon!! i just wished i will be going in peace.. and nvr bothered anyone... even if there is no one to visit me...

guess what i told her... oh no worries grandma your time wont come soon it is still veri long! 200 years you know??? den she said why nort make it a thousand..
i said :a person cannot be soo greedy.... dey! translation in malay to english HAHHAHAHAS!! :DD!!!

went home eat my nasi lemak aand CHICKEN! HAHAS shiok man!! than i didnt know why i am soo tired this two days i went straight sleep!...!... den woke up! and used comp...

argh there are still much more homework left to be done! haizz.. i am gonna complete it!! 2 more maths paper 1! :D than its alright and i will try on paper 2 and physic too!! :D!! weee...

goodnight readers! :)