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Name: Irham
Age: 20
School: Republic poly
Birthday: 16 august 1991

When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

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Saturday, October 16, 2010



I hate farewell... because i know this is gonna be the real and final one.. :(!
I will miss you.. alot.

1:55 AM
itsmylife

hahahas!! what a memorable day!! :D!

DAMN this FEELING IN MY HEART!!! :(( i just couldnt get it off the chest....

alright lets just talk about what had happened... firstly in the morning someone sae some photo needed urgently... and! guess what i look around the house.. and i couldnt find the disc..

and yes finally my smart brain produce some good answer by looking it up in the internet for the installation and i am glad.. i am right..!! use some logic and it works! HEHES :)

and in the end doesnt need it okay watever! LOLS... but at least i gain one thing HAHAHAS and that is.. my printer gonna work perfectly fine now!!

okay i been saying i wanted to study poa but i didnt get to do it for these two days since its been a busy days!! full of stuff!!

well ekhsan suggest we go prayer for this friday and yes i agreed.. to go since its been awhile i been to praying to god... as i felt its almost time for me to face up to him and seek his forgiveness!

went to lot one and waited for ekhsan den went to mosque to pray... yes we are late and it doesnt matter i duno why.. i felt my heart carry less burden.. and i felt soo enlighten... what i seek was for god to let my heart.... calm and free me from trouble...

i guess he does answer my prayer.. by taking some of my worries away... in the meantime of walking to lot one to get danial a gift since i promised him and... i saw money$_$ its $50 dollar notes on the ground WEEETS!! HAHAHAHAHS i will tell you guys why is it useful in the later part :)!

i guess god have seen that i am gonna need it somehow later...! weets!! aniwae.. went to lot one and den go limbang to meet the rest of the clique.. YEAH todae was the first day i am nort late :) and the earliest hahahahahhas!!! well we ate.. mac donald

so yes watever lets move on HAHAHAHS!!!! and yes as generous as i am.. i treat ekhsan to lunch since i found my $50! :) because he forgot to bring his money and left hurriedly LOLS guess how important i am that he must left his house hurriedly and nort to forget to bring the waX HAHAHAHAS :P!!!

okay this is soo lame.. walk to school and yes!!!! we are like VIP the latecomers everyone were looking at us.... it was like in the middle of the spotlight as if we are guest of honor for the day :P! HAHAHHAHS SOOO LAME!!! OMG...

aniwae.. teacher thought we are not coming =.=!! that is the lamest thing i ever heard todae...!!!! hahahahahahhas went to take our own chair and sat.. DAMN DAT SKY AND GABRIEL AND EDMUND KEEP DISTURB ME ALL THE WAY :(( cannot even play in peace!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAS well thats what i love about my classmate..! :) oaky la.. lame.. the performance by the teacher was nice!! :) and the band and the watsoever!~ classmontage makes me feel sad.. that todae.. is the day where everyone graduate and leaving the school

The thoughts that run through my mind was... if onli i could spend more time with everyone... get to know more peoples!! :D!! and ! treat everyone equally... and !!!!!! SOO ON! :))

HAHAHAs watever.. :D okay la.. we took photo with hasyim and pull HIS CHIN HAIR AGAIN HAHAHAHHAAS CUTE LEHX OMG FUNNI LA... he keep beat our hand off saying what this is just for show action... HAHAHAHAHAS AND I CANT STOP TRYING TO PULL IT OFF OMG HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS!!! THAT SKY WORSE... ALL PIC WITH HASYIM HE WANT PULL LOLS!!!

hahahahas!!! :) okay okay... this is the first time i taste school food and its nice :)) its the last time i am gonna enjoy it..! and mr gabriel cant stop with his STRESS LOLS but its cute HAHAS

well watever.. as everything ends.. we went to cck park to celebrate danial birthday AWW IT WAS GREAT HAHAHAHS!!!! :D ate stingray just by itself.. LOLS!!!!! .... goodness stingray taste nice :)

and yes we celebrate his birthday at the cck park playground while waiting for the cake to arrive we PLAYED LIKE BUNCH OF MONKEYS OMG... it remind me of the past where we all still CHILDISH AND YET NOW AND FOREVER HAHAHAHAHS :)

IT WAS FUNNI AND FUN I COULD ALMOST FORGET ABOUT THE STUDIES WHEN WE WERE SPINNING AROUND THERE WERE FEWS TIME THOSE BOYS FELL BECAUSE THEY SPIN TOO FAST IT WAS FUNNI MAN!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS!!!!!!

our GRoup didnt have this much fun for this long time...!!!...!!! i am starting to miss the past... :)

but i am gonna move on and looking forward to my future! :) because i believe its gonna be a sweet and smooth sailing!! :D!!! no matter where i go

went to cut cake and i feel like vommitting alr :S!! damn headache.... hahahas sang him a birthday song and i guess he will be touched by my action LOLS!! hAHAHAHHSH SUPER EPIC ENDING LOLS FUNNI!


hahahahhahahas.... and then we all went our seperate ways! took taxi home... and yes my cat look soo happy staring at me like as if they missed me !!!!! :D HEHEHS!!!! my goodness my cats they are my sweet! nvr fail to let me down...

and i scan my homework in the comp needless when i using comp i can see these homework :)!!! HAHAHAHHAHS

and thank you veri much to those who nonetheless believe in me and writing those messages... through phone facebook or watsoever i am realli touched.. i am glad i met you guys in life ! hahahas!! :D! new friends old friends they are all the same.. because they are the one that make my journey worthwhile... :D! alright goodnight readers!!

1:00 AM
itsmylife

Sunday, October 10, 2010


Watch as i grow..

11:40 PM
itsmylife

HAhahhas guess what i am tired!! :)

but todae was great... i did my poa revision!! two more topic to gooo!! irham persevere!!! hehehehs :))!!! yesh i will!!!! LOLS!!

okay watever lame shit i am talking about.. hmm!! okay reader todae nothing much

well went to slack after hours of writing down poa notes... i hope it will be fruitful!!! :)!

lols tomorrow we will get back all our result i am anxious as well as nervous... for chem and my ass maths!!! i know i am gonna did badly.. but i am nort afraid... cos there is still time to back up what i lost!!

okay i didnt sumarise my venice just like i said.. but the topic was still on my mind fresh.. maybe thats the reason why teacher force us to do venice.. so that we will rmb part of it so it will be easier to study for final year!! :)

okay la i am happy that i got my psp to upgrade to GEN!! version 5.5 HAHAHHAS its been long time since i last use you psp... i will use u often.. from now on if i have time :P!! lols!!!

bye bye readers!! all game should be fun and be played!! and O's i am still nort ready but i feel happy that you are coming soon...

Listen to the song in my blog :)

Katakanlah dengarkanlah percayalah
(Sampai bila harus aku menunggu)
Ucapkan sayang cinta padaku setulus hati
murnimu

Katakanlah dengarkanlah percaya
sesungguhnya
Ku serahkan jiwa ragaku hanyalah untukmu

Katakanlah dengarkanlah percayalah
Daku dambakan senyum manismu tawa
mesramu lirikan manja

Katakan kau cinta padaku
Kan ku serah segalanya
Ku pasti kita bahagia
Tiada lagi keraguan

Cintaku takkan persia
Walau ribut getir melanda
Bukan paksaan atau mainan
Usah bimbang lafazkanlah

Ke mana saja ku lari
Wajahmu selalu di hati
Suaramu menghibur kalbu
Ku terlena sejenak merindu

Katakan kau cinta padaku
Kan ku serah segalanya
Bukan paksaan atau mainan
Usah bimbang lafazkanlah

11:37 PM
itsmylife

Saturday, October 9, 2010



The best feeling in the world cannot be bought... it must be felt.. ,it doesnt have to be huge .. but a significant.. words.. can realli make someone day.. so say what you meant most :)

12:05 AM
itsmylife

Friday, October 8, 2010

hahahas the week past and yes!... its friday! :))

i am glad it was such a long five day..! yeah of course i been learning alot through this five days!! and yes it realli tires me out to the point of .. losing myself... from the world...

hoho... yeah.. i just gotta know my math result and its nort somethin to be happy about though..!! well.. heard that i am a few 10 or 12 or 14 marks away from the smart one in maths! << well i am nort comparing i am just looking at whether my .. studying relali is fruitful...

well i guess if its just a few days and just by memorising formula it sure works.. but it takes more then that... :)! and i know i just gotta have the strength to carry this on... please.. god... let me pull this through!..

okay enough of this boring talk.. well..! lets talk about the week..!! hahahahahas wednesday was great... yeap it sure does.. i forgotten what i wanna talk about but thursday.. was a real heart break at time...

i was sooo tired that when i woke up i just feel like lying back.. yes of course its the mind that work ... well i guess during that day my mind.. wasnt realli running on full power...

got the news which is bad news yes i am referring to my ass math.. result paper one.. that realli ... make me feel fuck up!!.. i couldnt do my physic paper properly thinking of it.. damn it... why.. does it have to break the news now.. just when i was ready for my paper.. and yes..

i was totally freaking pissed.. at myself.. did i realli give my best.. to everything.. of course i been trying.. but i know trying is not enough..! hahahas!...

wel my mood wasnt that good on thursday but i am glad at times.. people realli cheer you up in some way or another.. and danial thanks for being there.. i was realli freaking fucked up with myself..

he came and he goes... well eventually no matter how smart a person is.. the most important part is his eq... emotional quotation.. i guess.... hahahahas!! welll watever.. we did nonsense thing as usual..

went to gombak to eat... prata at night hahahahhas share joke and laughter and yes that DANIAL WHILE WALKING STILL CAN EAT CUTE LOLS!!! :D!! hahahahas.......

okay at a point friday was a great day to be in school :)! but getting reprimand by mr khaidir is nort a niec thing :(! i hope if you are reading this.. i just gotta tell you .. that i dont have the energy the stamina as much as everyone..

problem stress i dont handle them as proper as they looked... i know i may look cheerful all the time and people like zhen yao been saying hanging out with me can relali make him feel better when he is moody and when he is happy he disiao me weirdo whatever hairstyle wolverine =.=!!

hahahahahas!!!!!!! its not that i dont have unhappy moments its just i choose to get over it... :) and i dont relali wanna hope for thing too far.. cos i dont want to get dissapointed... ! :( but.. at times i just cant help myself.. i just want to be better and better.. but memory been failing me... at times when i rmb thing but it just forgot just like a snap of my finger..

i couldnt help myself.. by then.. yes.. formula or wat so on.. for people they learn once or twice they can rmb but for me i just have to keep looking at it.. maybe i am just a slow learner.. OKay!! watever HAHAHHAHAS

lets talk about fun thing i just got my MIST RING AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT HAHAHAHHAHAS it belogn to its rightful owner which is me :P!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHS!!!

doing the poa paper 2 can realli kills me!! question two and five was soo freaking hard.. i wonder why teacher still set that paper =.=!!! i didnt study those.. and what i study didnt came out that much =.=!! wth where did cash book wat so on ! i want to scores can you pleae come out during O's!!... and provision for depreciation i love it hahahas ;)!

okay la.. lame of me.. how can i choose wat to come out its nort for you to decide IRHAM HAHAHHAS!!! well going home with supei was sure a funni thing... !!! HE TOLD ME TO TOUCH HER HAIR SMOOTH COS SHE JUST GO TO SOME KOREAN HAIRSHOP!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS i was just making a joke at whatever she try to sae...

damn i should take her word seriously at times... dont wish to hurt others feeling!! :(! okay irham be considerate.. why play the bad guys all the time... < you are a hero you know that deep down within :P!!

hahahahhaas watever i am crapping again.. went back home and yes i was tiring.. sorry siyi i couldnt take the notes from you... but thanks for helping me to summarise them the format :) and thanks for taking the time AH EM!! for writing the.. control account... :) < great friends! well.. and not to forget about somebody open house

i tot it was today... :(( heng it was tomorrow :)!! hahahahhahas i didnt want to let my outside friend down :)! he been... expecting me to come Hehehes... i didnt know peoples.. that i hardly meet treat me like i am important part of their life.. :) i am touched yes.. for others tooo.. :D thank you..

and khair you been stalking my facebook and talking about it to me in class...!! can you at least please comment the next time i know you are not gonna read this blog lols!!! saying that some of my word realli are touching realli make me feel like writing more about life HAHAHHAS!! :) but i guess i will bored everyone to death...

watever LOLS!!!!! i feel happy most of the times.. i duno why... there is no reason to be sad when i give my best.. and even if the situation is undesirable .. i dunt give a damn.... :D!

hahahahahas lastly mr gabriel he seem funni this few day singing to himself.... LOLS I HOPE HE DONT READ THIS BLOG IF NORT I AM SOO DEAD :(!!! hahahhahahahahhas guess what his treatment towards me is soo different he been giving me alot of chances though at times i came late.. and been talking nicely not even raising his voice though at time i disturb him :P!! hahahahas i dunt have to run watsoever... i guess... he does have his good side !! LOLS!!.. and i am not gonna ruin this chance by doing stupid thing in school... not until O's over :P!! HAHHAHAHHAHAS watever!!

I AM TIRED BUT I AM STILL PERSEVERING.. I HAVE SOO MUCH WEAKNESS AND YET I AM ABLE TO TAKE THEM IN MY STRIDE.. I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP THIS... I WANT TO GIVE MY BEST.. IF MY BEST IS STILL NOT ENOUGH AND IF THE OUTCOME IS UNDESIREABLE.. I WILL NVR REGRET IT.... BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE DONE MY BEST... AND I AM PROUD OF MYSELF :) NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE ITE, POLY OR JC.. OR EVEN OTHER OPTION ... I JUST KNOW ITS NOT ABOTU THE PLACE I GOTTA GO.. ITS ABOUT WHETHER I MAKE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING :) I HOPE TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH PEOPLE THAT I CARES FOR.. I JUST FEEL LIKE TELLING THEM I TREASURE EVERYTHING OKAY BYEBYE! :)

11:42 PM
itsmylife

Tuesday, October 5, 2010


In every life we have some trouble
But when you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy.

8:41 PM
itsmylife

Tuesday hahaas!!

okay lets talk about todae!! Hahahahas it was fun!! :))

well... firstly i went to school late... and yes mr gabriel let me off again hohoho!!! shiok ehhx.. i guess he is tired of signing the white slip LOLS!!!

went to class. and yes i was feeling freaking headache.. because of VENICE I DIDNT GET TO SLEEP PROPERLY.... and i was tired too :(! i didnt managed to study.. the .. formula for source base question die irham die :(!

hahahahahahas... after that was PE!! was funni!!! LOLS!!... guess what i saw between hand ball and i saw shirmin and yvonne carrying basketball while walking... HAHAHAHHAHAHAS!!! i CHOOOSE OF COURSE BASKETBALL guess why!

handball i played soo terrible :S!! HAHAHAs dont wish to embarrass myself!! LOLS!!!! okay la... as a result gabriel and jun hao join as well we play and play HAHAHHAS.... damn fun! :)

argh i make a fool out of myself :(!! lOLS!!! i told them seE THUINDER HERE COME THE THUNDER LOLS!! my shoes Suddenly slip and slide !!! yes they burst out laughing =.=!! its soo not funni !!! my leg got bruise but bruises are nothing rather than the fun!!

yes as expected we lost cos got one action girl HAHAHHAHAHAHS!!!! but heng the three pointer some score :P! if nort i will be a joke HAHAHAHAS!

okay okay one thing is funni was.... when play volleyball HAHAHAH SHIRMIN THE FACE SIAN DAO!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS GUESS WHY WE KEEP DO THE STUPID CHEER!!!! and she GOT Alll mad cos cannot play properly :P!! LOLS!!!!

hahahahahhaas volleyball was FUN! :)) but yeah.. after team up with gabriel and the mature one ! HAHAHAHAS WE LOST!!!! LOLS!!!!!!!

teaming up with the CHILDISH One was damn funni :DD!!! hahahahahahahhahahas the spirit teamwork and the STUPID CHEER AH WOOOO <<< SPARTAN 300 was fun well totally fun todae.... hahahahahas gabriel wanted to join but cannot LOLS!!!!! HAHAHHAS!!!

DAMN I LOVE VOLLEYBALL.. TODAE RECESS WASNT LIKE USUAL WE SEEM TO BE PLAYING UNTIL SIAN AND THE TIMING WAS SOO LONG :)!! I GUESS I KNOW WHY.. because sec 4 na and sec 3 were nort around maybe thats why the school compound was soo quiet!! !!

LOLS it was a feeling of quietness HAHAHS!!!...... aiya!!!...

was STUDYING POA SIMPLE IN LOVE WITH DEPRECIATION I AM GONNA UNDERSTAND YOU LIKE NOBODY DOES BEFORE :P!! hahahahhas!! hahahahahhas!!!

okay la because of this i missed out on =.= SS omg... tell you guys yesterdae i could sleep while studying venice!! ZZZZZ the chapter is easy to understand just too boring to read!!!!:(( or am i realli tired!

hahahahas!!! ... okay watever... todae was kinda great day yooo!! hohohoho... went to eat outside with shunski.. went to school to take the exam

VENICE LOLS TERRIBLE HAHAHAHAHAHS MY MIND COME OUT WITH SOO MUCH POINT I JUST HENTAM LA LOLS!!! shariff and junhao ask me give them some tips... hahahahs gooodness!!! :S!!!

yeap help junhao with his SS! a bit of factor arh... :) hahahahahahhahahas it was fun!! doing SS but i dun understand the source base gooodness DIFFER SHIT LA!!! :((

hahahahas my SHOES!!!! i mean socks torn ask them smell my feet get scolded instead =.=!! lols i like doing stupid thing in my class!!! :) hahahahahahas!!!!! and i guess smellly tooo me todae.... because of PE!! LOLS!!! okay watever...

byebye readers!! night night going study math for tmr excited for PAPER ONE!! :D

8:28 PM
itsmylife

Monday, October 4, 2010


What’s important is one thing
Having a dream

7:26 PM
itsmylife

Felt happy hohoho!!! i got 17/40 FOR POA paper 1 :)) HEHEHS.... hahahahhahahas i know you people must be thinking i am crazy as i fail and yet i am still happy right !! thats the secret to all LOLS>....

yes todae i tried new compo... about the thing i will miss when i graduate regent secondary actually there is alot more... and i cant write it.. hahahas i am afraid it will be irrelevant :) well i tried writing with the name ash ketchum as the sender HAHAHAHHAHAS

in a few more days.... o level coming.... guess what the fearness instill in everyon !! but watever LOLS... we all came this far... its time for us to prove once and for all to make it!

todae in school didnt do anithing much... was all about school work paying attention in class and watsoever LOLS!!!...!!! my hair is getting longer and thicker like lion roar...

HAHAhahahahas... i been focusing on poa.. and nothing else... i believe.. i will work it out somehow... i just can feel it no matter what i said now.. it wont take effect unless i start to work hard :)!! thing will get easier irham beleive in yourself!!!

during my trip home i feel soo peaceful that calmness.. in my heart... as i look out of hte window... thats the kind of feeling i hope i will feel... when taking the O's! alright its time to study venice goodbye people..

ps: to those i make plan and yet time and again i fail to keep it... once everything is over i will have all the time in the world :)!


aniwae for those who wanna know the lyric to the song in my blog here it is!


What are here are the answers
To the path chosen while you are here
Here, it’s alright as long as you have confidence and go on
So that a rainbow will stretch across the asphalt
After a very nature like end of the rain
LONELY the wind blows
FEELING I understood
Even though the answer is not anywhere
CALL ME I understand
WITH YOU Love is always
A thing that’s reciprocated
FOR YOU
~ chorus ~
Because surely someday, you are
Meant to fly in that sky
No matter how many times you stumble
FOR YOU
What’s important is one thing
Having a dream
Just do not close off your mind
Even if you get hurt, you stifled you tears and endured it
Because I came to see you like that from the closest point
Even though you don’t say anything, I understand
How hard you have tried no matter when
LONELY If you get lost
TRY AGAIN however many times
You can do it over
I’M HERE I’m beside you
BELIEVE ME It is a thing to
Believe each other without fearing
FOR YOU
~ chorus ~
Because surely someday, you are
Meant to fly in that sky
No matter how many times you stumble
FOR YOU
What’s important is one thing
Having a dream
Just do not divert your eyes
The courage you’ve drawn out praises
To treasures like none other
It talks.
Spread both your hands out now FLY
~ chorus ~
Because surely someday, you are
Meant to fly in that sky
No matter how many times you stumble
FOR YOU
What’s important is one thing
Having a dream

Byebye readers! :)

7:15 PM
itsmylife

Saturday, October 2, 2010


When the fireworks suddenly explode in the air, i always remember you , in situation like this , i cant help but think about the time we spent together

10:06 PM
itsmylife

welll wells lets talk about todae!! i was kinda freaking angry with the security guard in school for not letting people in just because of wearing slipper and on top of that it was saturday nort like as if monday?? who the fuck does he think he is...
i wanted to $@$#@#! but watever.. i just walk away... if there were no law.. his head will be on THE FLOOR!! GRRHH!!!


hahahas... glad i didnt do anithing stupid... if not my conduct will be poor LOLS!! :)~! spend the rest of my day at home!! goodness... LOLS~!! :)

revising on poa yeah finally financial ratio... i made mistake... yeah great... in my paper one !! learning from it is another thing !! and i am glad i managed too hehehes!!!...

:) well did wrote notes... and i guess.. i am 60% through poa.. before i am finally ready for the paper... i am gonna seek help on provision final depreciation and cash book..

revise and look back on cash book i was thinking in the past... why it seem to easy to me.. todae it seem soo complicated... was it that my memory failing me or was it that i am tooo lazy to think hard... !! hahahahas

ate a bit and i just read through the textbook roughly i know whats the paper one gonna be.. like but i am nort being confidence its just my rough guess :)! hahahahas.. theory irham you just have to give the best theory... thats it! i hope i can do it hehes!!!

well for a moment of time i feel kinda happy... i duno why... well hahahas... through the journey of life.. you should be happy for wat you are for trying your best.. :) i went to westmall to buy FAST FOOD HEHES.... my mother treat!! WEETS!! :) bought quite alot and the journey back home on the bus was yea !! i kinda need fresh air hahahas

omg... my friend invite me to his open house :(( i duno whether to go anort lols!!! because its been time since we last hang out LOLS!! HAHAHAS i am nort used to visiting people house!! :S!! but i am sure gonna fill my stomach full on that day!!!... :) hoho..

as near as o level get.. the fear get into me... but i just cant help why.... it just make me nervous.. and studying all this realli took up most of my energy... at times i could just lay on bed without moving.. i guess i am too tired...

but sure is my two cats one is big one is small can cheer my day up HAHAS!! they are soo cute!! :)) one is like baby the other is like adult i cant describe.. how they make my home life soo chaotic HAHAHS!!..

alright goodnight readers!! been thinking of WEARING TUXEDO WEE WEET :)

9:53 PM
itsmylife

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