hahahas the week past and yes!... its friday! :))

i am glad it was such a long five day..! yeah of course i been learning alot through this five days!! and yes it realli tires me out to the point of .. losing myself... from the world...

hoho... yeah.. i just gotta know my math result and its nort somethin to be happy about though..!! well.. heard that i am a few 10 or 12 or 14 marks away from the smart one in maths! << well i am nort comparing i am just looking at whether my .. studying relali is fruitful...

well i guess if its just a few days and just by memorising formula it sure works.. but it takes more then that... :)! and i know i just gotta have the strength to carry this on... please.. god... let me pull this through!..

okay enough of this boring talk.. well..! lets talk about the week..!! hahahahahas wednesday was great... yeap it sure does.. i forgotten what i wanna talk about but thursday.. was a real heart break at time...

i was sooo tired that when i woke up i just feel like lying back.. yes of course its the mind that work ... well i guess during that day my mind.. wasnt realli running on full power...

got the news which is bad news yes i am referring to my ass math.. result paper one.. that realli ... make me feel fuck up!!.. i couldnt do my physic paper properly thinking of it.. damn it... why.. does it have to break the news now.. just when i was ready for my paper.. and yes..

i was totally freaking pissed.. at myself.. did i realli give my best.. to everything.. of course i been trying.. but i know trying is not enough..! hahahas!...

wel my mood wasnt that good on thursday but i am glad at times.. people realli cheer you up in some way or another.. and danial thanks for being there.. i was realli freaking fucked up with myself..

he came and he goes... well eventually no matter how smart a person is.. the most important part is his eq... emotional quotation.. i guess.... hahahahas!! welll watever.. we did nonsense thing as usual..

went to gombak to eat... prata at night hahahahhas share joke and laughter and yes that DANIAL WHILE WALKING STILL CAN EAT CUTE LOLS!!! :D!! hahahahas.......

okay at a point friday was a great day to be in school :)! but getting reprimand by mr khaidir is nort a niec thing :(! i hope if you are reading this.. i just gotta tell you .. that i dont have the energy the stamina as much as everyone..

problem stress i dont handle them as proper as they looked... i know i may look cheerful all the time and people like zhen yao been saying hanging out with me can relali make him feel better when he is moody and when he is happy he disiao me weirdo whatever hairstyle wolverine =.=!!

hahahahahas!!!!!!! its not that i dont have unhappy moments its just i choose to get over it... :) and i dont relali wanna hope for thing too far.. cos i dont want to get dissapointed... ! :( but.. at times i just cant help myself.. i just want to be better and better.. but memory been failing me... at times when i rmb thing but it just forgot just like a snap of my finger..

i couldnt help myself.. by then.. yes.. formula or wat so on.. for people they learn once or twice they can rmb but for me i just have to keep looking at it.. maybe i am just a slow learner.. OKay!! watever HAHAHHAHAS

lets talk about fun thing i just got my MIST RING AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT HAHAHAHHAHAS it belogn to its rightful owner which is me :P!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHS!!!

doing the poa paper 2 can realli kills me!! question two and five was soo freaking hard.. i wonder why teacher still set that paper =.=!!! i didnt study those.. and what i study didnt came out that much =.=!! wth where did cash book wat so on ! i want to scores can you pleae come out during O's!!... and provision for depreciation i love it hahahas ;)!

okay la.. lame of me.. how can i choose wat to come out its nort for you to decide IRHAM HAHAHHAS!!! well going home with supei was sure a funni thing... !!! HE TOLD ME TO TOUCH HER HAIR SMOOTH COS SHE JUST GO TO SOME KOREAN HAIRSHOP!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS i was just making a joke at whatever she try to sae...

damn i should take her word seriously at times... dont wish to hurt others feeling!! :(! okay irham be considerate.. why play the bad guys all the time... < you are a hero you know that deep down within :P!!

hahahahhaas watever i am crapping again.. went back home and yes i was tiring.. sorry siyi i couldnt take the notes from you... but thanks for helping me to summarise them the format :) and thanks for taking the time AH EM!! for writing the.. control account... :) < great friends! well.. and not to forget about somebody open house

i tot it was today... :(( heng it was tomorrow :)!! hahahahhahas i didnt want to let my outside friend down :)! he been... expecting me to come Hehehes... i didnt know peoples.. that i hardly meet treat me like i am important part of their life.. :) i am touched yes.. for others tooo.. :D thank you..

and khair you been stalking my facebook and talking about it to me in class...!! can you at least please comment the next time i know you are not gonna read this blog lols!!! saying that some of my word realli are touching realli make me feel like writing more about life HAHAHHAS!! :) but i guess i will bored everyone to death...

watever LOLS!!!!! i feel happy most of the times.. i duno why... there is no reason to be sad when i give my best.. and even if the situation is undesirable .. i dunt give a damn.... :D!

hahahahahas lastly mr gabriel he seem funni this few day singing to himself.... LOLS I HOPE HE DONT READ THIS BLOG IF NORT I AM SOO DEAD :(!!! hahahhahahahahhas guess what his treatment towards me is soo different he been giving me alot of chances though at times i came late.. and been talking nicely not even raising his voice though at time i disturb him :P!! hahahahas i dunt have to run watsoever... i guess... he does have his good side !! LOLS!!.. and i am not gonna ruin this chance by doing stupid thing in school... not until O's over :P!! HAHHAHAHHAHAS watever!!

I AM TIRED BUT I AM STILL PERSEVERING.. I HAVE SOO MUCH WEAKNESS AND YET I AM ABLE TO TAKE THEM IN MY STRIDE.. I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP THIS... I WANT TO GIVE MY BEST.. IF MY BEST IS STILL NOT ENOUGH AND IF THE OUTCOME IS UNDESIREABLE.. I WILL NVR REGRET IT.... BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE DONE MY BEST... AND I AM PROUD OF MYSELF :) NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE ITE, POLY OR JC.. OR EVEN OTHER OPTION ... I JUST KNOW ITS NOT ABOTU THE PLACE I GOTTA GO.. ITS ABOUT WHETHER I MAKE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING :) I HOPE TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH PEOPLE THAT I CARES FOR.. I JUST FEEL LIKE TELLING THEM I TREASURE EVERYTHING OKAY BYEBYE! :)