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Name: Irham
Age: 20
School: Republic poly
Birthday: 16 august 1991

When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

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Monday, January 31, 2011


There's always gonna be that one thing
you hate but you can't change. That one
mistake you can't take back. & That one
memory you would do anything to have again

12:40 AM
itsmylife

hmm hahahas.... lets talk about today .. hmmm i spend the whole time sleeping of course...

and its kinda not a good habit of mine :S!! hahahas.... as i woke up the bad thing was there is no breakfast only bread and sausage i wonder does that food make my stomach right now :(!! omg hahahahahahs its seriously hurting lols!!!.....

yesterday my interview was sososo i gave too much honest info.. i guess i should just bootlick the manager all the way :S! but at some point i rather have a honest answer... :)!

hahahahhahahs today the schedule came out... but i will wait for her to call me instead.... hahahahahhas aniway i watch this show click twice i just wanna share with yea guys if you were looking for something that more meaningful in life.. :) this show is a catch.. dont let it go to waste... you will get what i meant



and i guess i wanna share with yea guys this quotes :) hehes today nothign much so stick on to listen to every one of it

I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.

I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life
.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsiable for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you
.
I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of expirences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love eachother. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love eachother.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secrect, it may change you life forever.

I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in lfe, are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just dont care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the srength to help.

I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become

enjoy dreamers :) bye

12:21 AM
itsmylife

Sunday, January 30, 2011


When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn't mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over.

12:00 AM
itsmylife

Saturday, January 29, 2011

hahahhas hmm lets update about today...welll i tell you guys i slept late and woke up late :/!! kinda depressing thoug hthinking about the unhealthy way to live my life hahahahhaas

okay la move on hmm.. went to interview at the zoo today i was soooo careless... i forgot to fill up the back form :S!! omg omg omg.. lols!!!!! while waiting for my turn to be interview got one zookeeper pretty sioooO!! ^^ HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAAS.. omg.. boys.. will always be boys!

my cousin was there.. she funni arh like a mother nag and nag why you nvr wear shoes.. because usuall when i go out i will wear three quarter pant a plain shirt and slipper hahahahhahas!! thats the real me if you wanna know how lazy i can get :/

the interview maybe 50%50% arhx duno can get anort cos i give tooo honest answer they said are you working because of the money during chinese new year!! i say nahx.. i work cos i like to work in public holiday temporary relaxing one!! :P! omg

hahahahhahas okay la.. lame den went with gene.. to his duno where and dramatic happen when he was going out the mrt interchange kinda strange though first time i see that hohohoho.. not gonna eloborate more..

ah em and me keep talk nonsense arhx!!!!!! hahahahhahahas!!!!! I REALLY HOPE SHE CAN GO FOR THE CHALET WITH KIWI JOSEPHINE CONFIRM FUN :D WITH THEM AROUND i will be entertain the whole day hahahhas!!


okay la... i wish and hope thing will be alright during the February 8 hope everything goes smoothly lets all together pray for the best... :))!!! gooodnight readers!!

11:53 PM
itsmylife


The two hardest things to say in life
are hello for the first time
and goodbye for the last *

12:07 AM
itsmylife

Friday, January 28, 2011

hahahhas... okay lets go what i gonna update today hmmph let me think the cool one ermx!! ZzZz..

well tmr i got interview at singapore zoological garden.. to work during chinese new year hehehes i think tis gonna be fun :)!!

lols.. okay la.. woke up at 1 as i was freaking sleepy and yet after bath i could tell myself to go sleep again for the next round watch some blade trinity 3 and went to sleep again...

aww today my life abit boring as i feeel sooo tired lately!! :( hahahahhas
okay la ntohing much to update today... my small persian cat make trouble at home my grandma was having headache over it so she sent it to my aunty house..

which cause my mother to be unhappy about it hahahahs.. lols... soon i gonna see my mum unhappy looks at home hahahas.. okay i know what to do to cheer her up...

well chalet is coming soon i have feeling that i dont really wanna go for it.. :/ thought i psycho others to hahahahhas.. i guess because of this wound still unhealed yet... hahaha soon i will get over it :)!!

okay la reader here is a quote long one for you guys to enjoy instead of listening to my boring story today hahahhas! :)

Isn't it funny that your heart can be broken by someone that was always pretending?

Funny how your friends can make you feel better about any situation.

Funny how when something bad happens, it's all you can think about?

Funny how bad we think we’ve got it, compared to others who have it worse.

Funny how no matter how much we have, we’re never thankful.

Funny how we can have so many friends, but if we fight with one, life sucks,

Funny how your best friend can hurt you even more than your worst enemy can?

Funny how no matter how hard we try, life will never be perfect,

Funny how many times we can be hurt the same way, and how much more it hurts.

Funny how one person can make you feel handsome even on your worst days

Funny that no matter how much you like someone, if nobody thinks you should be with them, you give into peer pressure.

Funny how on rainy days it’s so much easier to smile,

How one fake friend, can ruin a life.

Funny how your best friend can become your worst enemy with one mistake

11:55 PM
itsmylife



hahahas surprised?? usually picture cames with quotes but i think this girl up here is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMNNNN PREETTTTTYYYYYYYY!!! :)) i woudlnt need another girl if it was her! hehehs enjoy the picture !

12:06 AM
itsmylife

hahahas okay okay.. welll i gotta blog fast today sorry readers :S!!!

went to republic poly to do some appealing stuff... but well i guess i will come to a decision when it was the feb 12 a final one whther i should pursue it or not.....

hmm next place we go was foodplace and then went to arcade spend 1/4 of the day there with edmund ming hong gabriel.. hahahahahs its kinda funny when we play the punching knockout lOLS!!!! :D!!!

i guess i didnt have much to say today and my mother just got a new persian cat :D grey in colour its VERY VERY CUTE I TELL YOU STILL A KITTEN HEHEHEHEHHES!!! i will show yea a photo of it dont be jealous!



its two months old!! :S!!! welcome to earth our new family members hehehes!!!.... :) well hahahhahas goodnight readers!! will update yea tomorrow alright.. hohohoho

12:01 AM
itsmylife

Thursday, January 27, 2011


One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.

12:58 AM
itsmylife

hahahas okay.. time to update my blog.....

yeah i bet you guys are interested in what kind of poly i am posted too.... well here to answer the detail so that i wont have to repeat myself.. :) i didnt get into any poly courses as all were fail and i have to do the reappeal.. it kinda sucks :( hahahahs i know you guys must be thinking why do i sound sooo cheerful nahx... it didnt go that way... i felt really shit about this.... thought i needed my friends the most.. and my family by my side when this happened... :)

i am glad most of them do give their supports i kind of touched.. because its when i am most troubled that i want people to be there not when i am with full of happiness to share.. hahahhas i guess i will rmb all this number of list of peoples.. though no matter where i go..

my mum kind of concern about me.. well.. i told her what is not meant to be cannot be force... the main point is i didnt take it too heart hehes..!! HAHAS.. well first thing i was to planned my carreer properly as i didnt want to go to ns too early.. without having any cert.. i will be applying higher nitec for tomorrow intake.. the

well i dont have much hope for in poly for now as the appeal of the choice was sports and leisure i will have no future if i were to study that as i am not a very sportive person and also i dont have the abilities to be an athlete...

hahahahhas the course that interest me most in higher nitec would be the paramedic i find it kinda awesome to save someone life when.. in critical condition or sudden... because you know how to react to it.. i guess i am gonna pursue that if everything didnt work..

well i went out to chill myself here goes danial taking his day off to accompany me... we play arcade and he was fucking funny he lose to me in punching the something i duno whats that hahahas!!!!! :P well its due to height difference but later on he win me.. as i dont like crowd to see when we are being crazy HAHAHHAHAAHAHAS.....

soon AH EM, HUISAN ,JOJO! join us :D!! hahahahhas for the first time kahmun wear high heels!! LOLS kinda shock.. but SOO TALL..... look ladylike :))! hahahhas huishan as usual.. the kind of people you talk lame joke will just laugh to entertain you!!.. for josephine abit different need to make her den she will happy.. If not sian

well we went to watch the show hereafter.. because josephine recommend that it was nice in msn alot of time :D!! hahahahas in the end omg.. a human with psychic power?? able to talk to the dead LOLS!!!... i believe there are some like that and there is this part that ME AH EM DANIAL JOSEPHINE AND maYBE Huishan CANNOT STOP LAUGHING IS WHEN A FAKE PSYCHIC TALK TO THE BOY HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY SERIOUSLY!!!! trust me can laugh the guts out !!!!!!!! aww i seriously enjoy...

anyway thanks to them for making their way from orchard just to accompany me go watch movie as i feel down LOLS!! :)) friends ehhx.. hahahas i tot our friendship were gone ever since sec 4 but nahx.. it wasn't :) how i wish it will continue to be this way hehehehs!!!!

back home.. edmund sometimes can be a dick at times but he can be a good friend too... well he kinda put hopes on me as well as sky. :) aww.. friends.. hahahahas i would be giving up without them i guess.. hahahahahas!!! :)) well lets hope for the best i am not putting any kind of special thought about it as i am prepared for the worst.. i am glad sky will be there as he promised if thing goes wrong hahahahs though we didnt talk much.... or even hang out or even walk together as we were in sec 4 they understand what i am facing now hahahas.. :DD! and shipmint thanks though you are the kind of Act cool but you are great too HAHAHAHS!!!

hahahahahahs... the future seem to be closing soon but another door will open i know it will :) i can feel it hehehes.. this quotes seriously.. make me understand “The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.” :)

hmm.. well goodnight readers.. hehehes :)) life journey is not over oh yeah dont forget about mingwei and eugene he love to update me about where he will be going he is a good friend too and my father hahas.. you are always talking about albert einstein i am nothing like him.. i will carve my own future my ways :D! hehehes.. but the quote was sweet.

12:31 AM
itsmylife

Tuesday, January 25, 2011


Walking under the rain feels so lonely and cold. But if you were there beside me to share the warmth of your love then I would want to stay under the rain for the rest of my life.

11:53 PM
itsmylife

hmm well.. today post gonna be about my life.. and problems...that i been through.....

woke up as usual late at 11 plus and get ready to meet my mum to go to national skin centre... i made an appointment with the doctor as my pimples.. seems to be coming back... i got worried :S!!

hahahahas.. went there and there goes another drama happening.. i was playing with my wallet while waiting for the shuttle bus.. den i saw this indian man.. looking at my wallet.. i know he is up to something no good as he walk toward me i took my wallet and put into my pocket.. and there he goes talking about his life story about god... and the best part was he wanted $1.20 for trip to take bus =.=!!!

oh my oh my.. it happened to me twice in a row.. ZzzzzZZ why do they like to approach me first do they think i print money.... i use ATM card kay.. slash it on your butt there goes your money :P okay i am lame.... well for today i was lucky my mum was beside me.. i ask her to give the man money.. and guess what after giving the man ... still didnt leave =.= he start his preach about god... about blessing us... about doctor.. he said that there is god.. somewhere in the world... and he start with his hand i was like oaky okay... if you talk so much about god why didnt you stay away from liquor because god forbid human... from drinking alcohol... =.= and he start with his.. dramatic moment my mum got up first and walk away den i start to stand and he start to cry omg!!!!! =.= you are seriously drunk old man..!! he told me he cry because of the touching story he told me LOLS!!!! I WAS LIKE WHAT HAPPEN TO MY DAY...

hahahahahs den our shuttle bus came and i visit my doctor heehhehes... i am glad it was female doctor :D!!! hahahhahahas i can be a bit dramatic.. she told me i didnt have to used the isotretenoin as.. that was only for severe case as mine was mild.. and told me to go with anti biotic with some creams... and i ask her to gave me a best cleanser for my skins... and there goes my mum butt in saying i bought for my son the most expensive cleanser which cost 40+ de doctor say the most expensive doesnt mean its good.. i kind of agree with her sentence...

she told me how was life... i wanted to tell her life was perfect with my friends around me :D!! but i told her somethin else :P!! i say i went to camping and there goes the redness terrible.. and i didnt went kayaking.. i was afraid of the sun... my life was a nightmare SHE GOD SHOCK HAHAHHAHAHAHHAS she said was i having depression i said no i was having NIGHTMARE HAHAHHAHAS!!!! she said what sad life go out often dont worry about the sun... play the sport you want... hahahhahahs!!! :PP omg doctor last advice she gave me was when i told her i going the lousiest school which is republic poly and she said was it that lousy??? ermmm hehehs.. irham.. dont worry.. just dont mix with bad company there okay :)) i was like alright mam! bye.. take care :D! two months time

at the pharmacy was even funnier... HAHHAHAHHAS!!! got this auntie explaining on how to use the cream bla bla.. i said i duno she say you used it before... but i didnt used it before as i was under pill medication in the past.. and she was okay i will explain to you slowly AND HER ACCENT HAHAHAHHAS I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING I COULD ALMOST ROLL ON THE FLOOR MY MUM SLAP MY BACK SAYING IRHAM she will get agitated stop it HAHAHHAS!!!!!!
and when she is done explaining she said are you still student or ns i say i am student and i love studying i want to get diploma and went to be the best :) and there goes my mum pulling me away she doesnt like me entertaining old ladies...


WELL WHEN WE STEP OUT OF THE PLACE I COULD ALMOST HEAR MYSELF WISH HOW I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO COME OR STEP HERE AGAIN :((( awwwww... i guess i got no choice.. :S!!!!!! hahahahhas went to eat popeye AGAIN HEHEHEHS IT WAS NICE YOU KNOW POPEYE THE SAILOR MAN TOOOOT TOOOOT!!!!

than i met danial as he got job interview and we went to walk around and round the city hall before going to the place... hahahahhahas....and went to the place.. than got this man and boys and girls wearing office uniform?? up and down.. guess whats the work about appointment with client meet and sell product it totally turn me off :(( OMG LOLS!! ZZZZZ


hahahahhahas den me and danial walk away and went to take bus IN THE BUS SAW PRETTY GIRL HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHS she was standing next to us... omg i could almost believe i look at her all the time in the bus.. heng the journey was long :P!! HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAS but i told Danial this kind of girl veri high maintenance look at the goods she bought it was from ZARA !! LOLS ITS EXPENSIVE BRAND HAHAHAHHAS!!!! well danial told me that one only plastic bag inside all rubbish HAHAHHAHAHAS what a joke =.=!!!

here somebody once ask me... is there someone that ask for your number before girls.. well i said yeap.. there were girls that fall for me.. but they arent the ones that i have my eyes on.. why cant it be her.. i wonder at times.. why cant she fall for me instead of all the others..


okay goodnight readers and dreamers!! :)

11:36 PM
itsmylife


One day, we might forget the people that once came to our lives. But I know that when that day comes, I won’t forget you. Cause you didn’t just come into my life, you became a part of it.

12:14 AM
itsmylife

Monday, January 24, 2011

hmm another posting days!! :) well.. i will try to make my blog much more lively this holiday so in the future i will look back and read my lame like stories :P!

okay hahhas.... woke up at 10 and went to ang mo kio to accompany danial to get his new ezlink card.. on the way of waiting for him there is this old man came approach me talking chinese.. i told him i couldnt speak like one and he started talking english he ask me to sit beside him... guess what story came next.. i was from my son.. home and visit the doctor... the doctor gave me a pain killer pills.. and i have to take it.. but it can only be taken after lunch... as i dunt have money with me could you give me $2 dollar =.= as he was talking i saw through his pocket having at least $4 bucks =.=!! lols.. this old man is out there to trick me.. well... as i look at him i felt heartless if i just ignore him... so i took out my 2 dollar and he ask for 3 dollar instead... i was like lols.... this is not macdonald coke you know where you can upsize! HAHAHHAHASS

hahahas well i just gave in and give him... he look soo pitiful.. i bet things happen at home... :(! hahahhas... next word came out from his mouth was.. are you a chinese or malay?? i say i was a mixed... and he told me i look handsome ^^ wow.. that sure is a compliment for me.. since i gave you $ if i dont i guess you gonna say i look like some Ah pek who is stingy.. with my slipper and three quarter pant walking around ang mo kio hub =.=!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAs irham irham.. you did a good deed so be proud of it.. instead of.. telling the world whether you felt miserable anort.. its just a penny ! :)

hehehs.. den danial came and his queue was long i could almost hear one malay woman complaining say that boy was our time .. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHS this was while waiting for his cards to be made.. i didnt know it was sooo simple to make an ezlink card out of a machine.. it didnt take long..

well.. after that we head to.. popeye... hahahas ate our lunch there... yeah the chicken was nice i love popeyes chickens!! hehehehes!!!!!!!!.......!!!!!!! :DD!! hahahas!!! awww...

den came an sms.. eugene beeb beeb where are you want eat lunch as usual.. we say okay if you treat us... in the end was zzzzz lazy to interprate...........!!! hahahahhas

lets talk on the way to meet him at lot one.. inside the train we saw two jc students omg... danial and his nonsense saying the bigger the head.. the more clever that person and his/her thinking .... it was kinda lame =.=!!! hahahahhahahhas but one of the girl was pretty siol!!!! :DD!!!! hahahahahahas!!!!!!

from what my info never fail me junior college girls have alot of pretty ones and with brains too so its like the whole package beauty with brains??? HAHAHHAHHAHAS!! in the mrt was like some pervect because of boys thoughT!!!! okay lets not elobarate more... or you guys will get turn off reading....

hahahahhas well after that we bid farewell halfway and i went to bukit batok csc where i wanted to register the wing chun ! :D! hehehs... yeah there came a guy who got sense of humour saying i will have to wear wong fei hong uniform to learn it.. and the bad news was as soon as i was over registering it the rain came omg :((! and!! i have to take mrt to go to balestier csc instead of bukit batok one grrrr =.=!!!! hahahahas

the receptionist wanted to lent me his umbrella but guess what i say its okay i scared i might not return it.. he said the day you went to your lesson pay at the.. csc in balestier i was like LOL... might as well no need to lent...

yeap.. went back home waiting for bus walking in the rain sooo silly... i was lucky to take the brochures which were given out.. by the guys outside westmall LOLS!!!... i used it as a cap?? hahahhas Morale of the story is take the flyer when it was given to you.. dont be such a dick!

HAHAHAHHAHS!!!!! moving on.. i watched this movie at home step up 3D omg... at the end of the day the story was amazing the way they dance the way friendship were built among different kind of people... and the quote that where say by Moose one of the cast there... here it out.. ""YOU KNOW SOME FAMOUS GUY ONCE SAID , TO TRAVEL IS BETTER THAN TO ARRIVE , AND I WAS LIKE WHAT??? MAYBE BECAUSE I USED TO THINK THAT THERE IS ONLY ONE PATH TO TAKE TO WHAT YOU GONNA BE IN LIFE BUT IF YOU CHOOSE THAT ONE PATH IT DOESNT MEANT YOU HAVE TO BAN THE OTHER , I REALIZED THAT IF I SEE WHAT HAPPEN ALONG THE WAY THAT COUNT TO STUMBLE AND FALL AND FRIENDSHIP ,ITS YOUR JOURNEY NOT YOUR DESTINATION""

well the quotes mean alot to me..... its kinda true for those people that are taking O's this year... i hope that they will treasure friendships more than achieving.. their goall.. because when they made it as one.. thats what matters ;)

hahahahahhahas as all i have said and done... it will be up to you dreamers out there to decide... and omg.. i am visiting my doctor again tomorrow... :)) prevention is better than cure hehehes.. byebye!

11:50 PM
itsmylife

Sunday, January 23, 2011


I asked a friend what love is, he told me it’s when you can’t stop thinking of her and when the thought of her makes you smile. When I met you, I told myself, “This must be it.

11:58 PM
itsmylife

okay well shall we go on about what happen to my life... today...

its kinda boring you know sleeping at home.. and waking up late... but i kind of hohhohoho used to it that it became a habit.. of mine :)) and i simply love it tooo haahhahas!

if only in this world there is no school no work and you get free money :)) aww wouldnt that be nice.. hahahahas!!!.... slacking at home while watching movies... omg.. the season of the witch was kinda nice but overall it wasnt that good.. as .. the storyline kinada dull :S with all the heroes dead leaving one guy behind as usual...

hahahahhas oaky la.. i dont have much to say today... because i have not been out .. to adventure..... hahahahahhas.. at times.. i dream of sleeping in a field where i can watch stars.... aurora.. the skies.. and just relax... watching.... them :))

i wanted to be a good policeman.. in the future and serve my country well hehehs... !!! i duno why.. i just feel like becoming one.. and.. to be a great cook... so i dont have to trouble my grandma to cook for me every single time she is getting old.. as days past by.....

well.. i have alot of dreams.. but the best one.. is meeting the girl of my life :) << the rest can wait hehehes.. bye dreamers

11:54 PM
itsmylife


When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I’ll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. If not for them, for me.

12:12 AM
itsmylife

Saturday, January 22, 2011

hahahas let see what i am gonna update today hmm!! today nothing much as i stayed at home!.. well.. i wonder why when i am tired and on sleeping mode my temper will increase or boiled when someone ask me to accompany or ask me wake up hahahahs...

maybe that was the time i was really tired... and gonna recharge my battery back... today something bad happen.. my mum accidentally brought back.. two necklace of cats which she didnt intentionally try to ... take it as she bought her thing in the pet shop she accidentally brought the necklace back. home

that was when she ask me accompany her back to lot one.. as usual i said before my temper would go crazy if i was half asleep :S!! but i am glad i manage to hold it back hahahahahas......

my mother was kinda careless just like me... just that she is a great mother to me.. the best one yet... hehehes.... so i accompany her reluctantly.. with the zombie in me... hahahahahs.... well.. she was not nervous as she didnt do anything wrong.. hahahahs my mum soo funny... !!!! she can say if i want buy i can buy the whole necklace i got capital mall voucher and $ but the necklace like too cheap hard to open what soever here goes her complain HAHAHHAHAS but i kind of used to it... cute though

i went to the basement thought could see reon working at bak kwa wanted to say hi but he isnt in sight.. lols so we went straight to the pet shop and return it.. i am glad the cashier is udnerstanding :D!! hehehes.. it pay to be kind!! :D!!

hahahas my mum wanted to go eat but my grandma already cook rojak at home its delicious for you guys info!!! :DD!! hehehs my grandma coook nice when she got the mood well the question is her mood must be good everyday if i was there to entertain her!! HAHAHHAHAHS!!!!!

i wonder though i am poor.. do i make her happy or not :S! if only i was rich i could bring her around the world... it kinda sad to write this i told her almost everyday she will live for 200 years old she wont die yet until the day i become successfull.. i will be buying a condominium and bring her to... peaceful country.. where she can enjoy the breeze as time pass by !! HAHAHAS!!! :DD!!! aww i sound like a filliar grandson right.. it just makes me feel happy to see her smile instead of nag at me whenever i walk out of house HAHAHHAS!!!!

oaky la... life have been great.... i wannna meet a girl who is adventurous and never afraid to get lost... :) i wish that was you..

goodnight everyone

11:53 PM
itsmylife


If you think I’m looking at you, staring at you or giving you the eye, I am because I’m trying to see if you have wings. My mother told me all angels have them.

12:12 AM
itsmylife

Friday, January 21, 2011

hahahas oaky here i am back blogging...!!

today went out with bryan to his private school where we met danial!! HAHAHAHS yeah the weather was hot :(( hahahahahhahahahahahas we walked walk lalalas i though the yishun cc got yong chun so can check it out in the end they doesnt :(

HAHahhas den went to northpoint where i treat them KFC :)) hahahahahhas.... as usual... we boys love to look at girls while eating :S which sch watsoever hahahahahahhahas okay la lame the food kinda nice?? so long nvr ate KFC (DONT LIE ARH IRHAM)

HAHAHAHAHAHas den we went to macrichie WElll hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhas i cant forget danial reaction though he didnt saw the komodo dragon hahahahahhahahahhahas sooooo cute and FUNNY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHSH five step backward HAIYAH kungfu master HAHAHHAHAS :P!

well the road was long its kinda COOOL inside the forest alot of squirrel and bird chirping chirp chirp chirp :)!!

hahahahahhas than we walk past by golf club omg the rich ones is soooooo arrogant i ask for direction they just ignore me zz _l_ somemore when we walk along the road they ask us shhhh quiet cos they having a game wtf do they think they are the rich one soooooooo fucking boastfulll and action!!!!!! we didnt even disturb them asshole fuck hahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhas does a game of golf need quiet and concentration go fuck themselve... hahahahs but i know not all rich are like this :)) so keep believing...

den went back to ang mo kio hub !!! hahahahahhahahahahhahaha in the bus something funny happen a girl fall while walking down and i am such a freaking asshole to make the sound effect omg!! :(( i felt bad i didnt know i was like whoa whao!!! =.=!!! omg stop thinking of it...

well i been thinking wether to go for wing chun class i guess i want to learn the art of martial art :))!! let me be devoted to master the skills... oh i hope everything goes well hahahas

let me show you guys picture of my cute cat that loves me hehehes he just love my legs alot isnt he :D



















WELL FOR THE OTHER CUTE ONE BELOW HE DONT LIKE TO BE DISTURB DURING HIS NAP TIME BECAUSE I TOUCH HIS NOSE HAHAHAHAS





bye readers :)

11:36 PM
itsmylife

Thursday, January 20, 2011


I have smiled to many people for more than a billion times but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time.

11:52 PM
itsmylife

hahahahahahs lets go another day....

hmm today life is slack for me :S!! hahahahhas well everyday was... i was trying to keep myself happy and occupied the whole time!!

hahahas... well.. i didnt realli went out today just that danial came by to visit me.. and we went out to slack.. at batok.. i kind of like the environment at night.. its kinda peaceful and quiet...

but i guess its not that good when there is trouble.. :S!! HAHAHHAHAS... the wind blow like usual..!! relaxing moment thats what i like... well if only i could stay near henderson wave i would be going there almost everyday to relax myself at the bridge hehehehes!! :))

aww those people thats staying there must be lucky.. hahahahs and chinese new year coming here comes my 40$ ang pao yes for you guys that wondering why i get soo little well... my chinese relative are little and i dont visit ! :)! hahahahhahahahas

other than that was... hmm... my plan to save up for xbox 360 i guess i will give it a miss :)!! next tyme in the future maybe hehehes.. but not now.. its not that important hohohoho!!!!

though life was slack someone told me i look like i have not much worry in life again!! i was like grr... if i wanted to say yes i got less worried i would be lying to myself...

truthfully everyone got their own worries its a matter of how they handle it... well.. for my worried its something related to my personal life... i cant write it here hahahahs... well it really worried me out.. because when you though everything was better it get worse.. but keeping the faith.. will pull you through somehow :))!!!

hehehes.... well i really cant stop people from asking me question like who you like or watsoever... because up till now i dont really even know who i really will pursue because its like this human when someone of the opposite side did somethin to you like example help you etc.. you will feel.. like oh am i attracted to her... its the personal qualities...!!!!

getting crush on alot of girls is what guys most probably... having right now its kind of menstruation for us.. just that in a different way..>!!! :S!! hahahahahs... so i guess i will keep on looking for the answer.. hehehes but one thing for sure the good memories that i have in me they are burning alive..!! :))

who is worth is who isnt.. is part of the question that i will seek.. to the answer...

okay stay tuned people if you wanna hear more interesting story.. :)

11:42 PM
itsmylife


I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that’s just too much to ask. But I do hope that I’d cross your mind and you’d smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way.

12:31 AM
itsmylife

hahahahs i kinda feel lazy to update but i am not gonna let my blog rot like zombies..

hmm.. what i have been doing today was wake up late one of my lovely routine and.. i went to meet ekhsan as usual without any plan :S!!... hahahahahahs!! thought wanted to go mac richie in the end cancel :X omg suay suay..

hahahahas... walk around far east plaze and ate lunch there than went back to bukit panjang.... library :/! slack there like nothin better to do.. HAHAHAHAHHAS.. than his cousin came with her bf.. okay thats a weird thing because i dont mix around well.. with strangers !

but yeah whatever just talk crap la.. hahahahhas went skatepark.. wow.. the moon today... was kinda round and huge and windy there!!! :))! i like it hehehes.. can sooo relax......

sooon back home here i am again... lols oh yeah.... hahahahhahahahahas goodnight people soon i will update nicer stuff alright miss me HEH

12:25 AM
itsmylife

Tuesday, January 18, 2011


I’m holding on to the thought that you’re not mine. I’m going to look you in the eye, smile and say, “You’re not mine.” Then I’ll walk away, turn around at the last moment and say, “But I wish you were.”

11:26 PM
itsmylife

alright readers....!!! lets hear itt!!!

well today.. hmm.. i went out with my grandma as i promised to buy home grocery with my first pay :) hehehes.. i am glad i made true with my words... hehehes.. we went to giant...

and i start asking her just take everything you want i pay i pay chey i sooo action with my 375 pay HAHAHAHHAHAS :P well.. to me working is just for the xperience and the money i spend is worth when i spend it on my daily supplement!! :))

well before we went into giant... we went to the halal cafe... where we ate breakfast.. and soo on the foood was quite alright hahahhahas!!! :) okay la enough nonsense.... back to giant...

i saw this iron steamer which you doesnt have to use the iron literrally you will hang your clothes and just use the steamer ... its hard to explain it verbally... as i didnt describe it well but HAHAHHAHAS kinda coool ehh if you lazy to iron clothes ^^ the total i spend there was 125.50 well it was worth every cent :))!!!!!!

move on then went back home and my grandma coook chilli crab hehehes !! OMG!! i was sooo freaking full when i received a call from my uncle he say wanted to treat swenses i say okay~ anything HAHAHAHHAHAS!! omg i just cant simply turn down foooodS!! :DDD LVOE IT HEHEHS!!

WEnt to swenses at 8 my uncle start to order with his funny accent even the waiter cannot stop laughing!!! :D! HAHAHAHHAHAS omg joker... felt sooo paisehx hahahhahahahahhahas but funn arh :)!! he kept on blabberring about me must get diploma watsoever HAHAHHAS!!...

well HE TREAT ALOT BUT ITS KINDA WEIRD AS i didnt go out with my uncle two person like that before HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHS!!!!! the FOOOD WAS ALOT and it makes me sick :S!! especially the ice cream its soooo much that i couldnt finish it all.. the chicken omg thinking about it now will make me go sick...!! :S!! HAHAHHAHAHAS!!!!! heard the price was 70$ wow expensive orh!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAS omg my stomach feel like its gonna burst now i am at home byebye readers... i bet today story a bit turn off to you guys... i am gonna find a wing chun club where i can train martial art soon :))

11:18 PM
itsmylife

Monday, January 17, 2011



If I count how many times you’ve crossed my mind in my entire life, I’d be lying if I say it was too many. Cause you only crossed my mind once. Why? Cause you never left it!

11:00 PM
itsmylife

Hehehehes hello people!!! :))! i am blogging again... hope you miss me but my tagboard seem rotting :(

hahahahahas watever.. well.. i quitted my job truthfully it was quite a nice experience tehre.. but i am too lazy to continue the game on.. hehehs... well the aunties were nice.. they love to joke around i cant be rmb much as days goes by ...:)

so lets talk about today okies well.. woke up at 11.. pm as usual tired YAWN BUT I LOVE THE SLEEP HEHEHEHS!!! it feels great :D!! finally i get to do what i want hahahahas...

well..... eksan plan to meet up and chill somewhere i guess alright since its been soo long since i last saw the world hahahahhas!! :D!! goodness the first thing i do when meet him is slap his butt OMG.... thinking of it make me feel like oh my good irham are you turning gay SOOON HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAS!!! BUT I LOVE GIRLS!!! HEHEHEHS :D!! my eyes keeep shining like a diamond when i saw the CUTE CUTE CUTE :P!!! omg people read my blog gonna PUKE SOON HAHAHAHS SOLLI LO! << singlish i learn from aunties i guess if i work in epson and study O's at the same time i will get F9 for english for sure HAHAHAS!!

eksan as usual he is a good friend of mine and he TREAT ME VANILLA ESCAPE WITH HIS FIRST PAY thats what he say he wanted to treat me hehehehes!! :D! omg nie friend indeedd..... HAHahahs!!!!

suling was kinda lame today ask me go jogging Hmmph i feel like i am soo skinny if i start jogging i will be left with bones so i try to come up with convincing excuses like she got such a great figure she should be skinny she look awesome that way BLA BLA BLA HAHAHAHHAS :D!! girls SWEET TALK THEM HEHEHHEHEHEHHEHEHES AND they will feel better about themselve !!! YEAH thats the way i should be a psychology! :D!

the drink was great.. den we went to find the wing chun club in lavender i wanted to join it... i wanna learn martial art i kinda admire Donnie Yen :D!! omg hes soooo handsome and COOL and strong HAHahahhahahahahas!!! :D!!!

danial meet us up.. hahahahhahahs as usual.. we start crapping again... yeah the only few malay friends i made in regent.. and i can get along so well with !! :)!!

hahahahhas.. oh yeah i met the shamira bla bla bla at bus stop HAHAHAHHAS i think i kinda rude when she smile i give the noddy face HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS!! oh yarh meeting new people is always awkward at first once they know my inside out they will find me FULL OF AWESOMENESS AND CRAZINESS ^^!! hahahahahs before that its better to be this way..

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAAs danial and me went to eat rojak at bukit gombak oh yeah a few story telling session and i keep tell danial before we reach gombak at the train that one my girlfriend the one with the bracer soo cute i want take train with ehr HAHAHHAHAHS how crazy can i get... when i am with the people!!! :P!!!!! okay guys i guess girls topic is very.. interesting for mostly the people read my blog is guy!


i noticed that Girls in singapore are SO PRETTY!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHS!!!! and EKSHAN TOLD ME HIS DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!!!!! omg I CAN GET CRAZY OVER!!! YOU HEHEHEHHEHES! :D!! byhebye

10:43 PM
itsmylife

Saturday, January 1, 2011


life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

11:53 PM
itsmylife

hahahs hmm.. hello people....

i duno whats been happening to me... yesterday dream felt real.... it caused me to feel the doubt i have in myself is catching up to me.. haiizz... i told myself what is done cant be undone.. i gave my best.. and i wont regret... but still i feel something is wrong iwth the dreams.. :((

i guess i'm too tired and i am not having a good sleep... result day is drawing near... hmm... why it happen! hahahahahs.. right i slept till 1 pm.. i saw danial oning my comp i guess he really like to play games alot...

well.. the afternoon i felt troubled asking myself... was everything gonna be true or just the opposite i hope so :) i dont wish this to be like a karma.. that give you the future vision in your dream ...

truthfully i didnt realli dreams are real its just a fantasy that you want it to happened.. and at times you could even control the character event in your dreams... to make it a happy ending.. or maybe a sad one... its about the choices you made.. hmm...

moving on.. spend the whole day at home today... sky told me there will be something about room service job i was like alright why not can get extra income and SEE WHAT DOES PEOPLE ARE UP TO IN THEIR HOTEL ROOM HOHOHOHO KNOCK KNOCK QUIET DOWN PLEASE.. alright i am getting lame here..

my mum gave me money to buy kfc awww.. i freaking love fast food... but i am not getting fat so yeah watever with it :)).,, well my grandma mother and aunty bake pineapple tart?? somethin like that it taste great!! :) love it hehehes...

ate and ate watch some malay show gnotti.. about a genie who was sent down to earth as she was given the chance to correct her mistake which was to be bad and psycho other to do bad thing ... but the problem is.. she do almost the opposite way lols.. kinda funny story..

well dreamers... out there i have bought a kite cost $20 whcih was less by the uncle :) it was a bat! BATMAN HOHOHO WATCH OUT GOTHAM CITIES HERE I COME BYEBYE GOODNIGHT

11:27 PM
itsmylife


HAppy new year!! :)

3:02 AM
itsmylife

hahahahas!!!... alright what i can say...! new year new resolution new life :) i hope so everything will turn out smoothly and better :) !

went to vivocity and ate with groups den went to henderson wave bridge where we waited and make rockets.. alot of noisy mosquito coming form them LOLS bla bla bla

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS the best part i love is astro boy!!... :) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAS!!!

yes all our rocket failed!! badly...!!!!! :(

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!! alright what can i say have a night walk there kinda scary wanted to find the steel bridge and yet didnt found any lols :S!! hahahahhas coudlnt say much as i felt tired..

alrigth readers goodnight :) wish my health get better and better!! :))

2:32 AM
itsmylife

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